The Fate Toyed With

Messed

Tonight is the first day All worked, he got a night ship at a restaurant his salary may not be much but if collected for one year it may be enough to pay fortunately to his papa.

All is throwing garbage beside the restaurant, the workplace is not too big this is just a cave that is usually used as a tongkrongan for young people.

Even though it's Monday night, it's still crowded. Make All excited to do the best so that customers are not disappointed.

All approached the table number 4, he saw 4 girls who had been waiting for the line from earlier.

"what do you want to pesen?" All asked and also while giving a list of menus that were brought.

"akuu-" someone stopped talking after seeing who offered it.

"astaga Alisha" inner girl.

"ck ternyta sii ex-con" one of them quipped.

"it turns out you are free" continued Rina with his words earlier.

"so far the time I think you just got imprisoned" said Vallen

All responded with a smile.

After ordering All back to the kitchen to report any orders from the 4 girls.

There is about 30 minutes waiting for the final order so and the one in charge of delivering Java is All again.

Byurr... Rina flushed the juice she was drinking onto All's shirt.

"lo if you have no talent for mending drinks to be a garbage man" said Rina.

"sorry All if the juice is not good"

"kalo no talent no ush sok deh" now Kayla began to speak.

"sister Rina nothing?" ask Rara

"nothing, what does he have to lose I've paid"

"but this is the first time All work so not yet dapet salary" honest All

"gue doesn't want to know" said Rina

"you want me to go to your boss" said Vallen

While Rara was silent she did not know what to do. He enjoyed the drama that was happening in front of him. After a few minutes, the boss of All came to greet All in despicable in front of other customers. His boss also scolded in a loud voice so everyone heard him clearly.

"you should be grateful to be accepted to work here, no one wants to accept you because you are an inmate" said boss All loudly.

"the first day alone already brings the problem of how about the next days"

And again All must accept with all that is said, he himself does not dare to argue or he will be fired right now.

He hopes the public does not realize that she is Alisha the daughter of Hendra Wijaya if they realize then the end of her history the reputation of her papa will be tarnished again with her height this time.

Tonight he was lucky because everyone was just listening without making any sense of what was going on and they also preferred to gossip.

"basic shameless" said one customer

"how would the shopkeeper be willing to hire someone like him" replied his friend

All saw with the tip of his eyes that everyone was talking about him, some even said in a loud voice as if they did not care what All felt at this time.

All just looked down, he desperately tried to hold back the tears gar did not fall. This time he felt humiliated in public.

"he is indeed a problem carrier and siall" said Rina

"people who are nearby never calm down" Vallen said

"it's better if she's not around" Kayla joined the voting.

All could clearly hear every word that came out of the mouths of the four of them.

"everything that is said to be true should not exist!!" inner All

"whatever I do is always wrong"

All were taken to the owner's room. He had just been scolded by the boss who ruled in the kitchen and now he had to get a crucifixion from the snag shop owner directly.

"your salary will be cut for 2 months" he said

"and if again I hear of any trouble that day you must leave this place"

All could only take his breath rough he did not oppose what they all said, he himself was a hypocrite he was afraid of if to fight. He is afraid of inviting more problems so the best way is to be silent without a fight at this time.

Though today he had the intention of once going to work he did not know it would be like this. He had also been out of the house secretly he deliberately chose the evening work hours because morning to evening he had to study.

But what he experienced made All now somewhat give up on his own destiny.

"always me and I!!" All cried in the park near his house

"they all don't know anything about sayue, but why they're... hiks hyks" All can't resist yelling and crying. Because the night is a place not quiet and yelling will not disturb.

"you don't know what it's like for me"

"you never know what I'm doing"

"you can only see what you see"

"all of you don't know how tangled my yarns are. hikss.."

"it's easier to judge me than to believe in me"

Shouts for the sake of All let out until he himself felt tired with his cries and decided to go home. Fortunately he said goodbye to aunt so when he came home then aunt was the one who opened the door for All.

All soaking water in the bathtub with his small bedroom he felt comfortable. His tears were still leading him. He did not think with the destiny he lived every day why he could not change it himself.

"what am I born here for"

"all I can do is suffer"

"from so many people why should All?"

"is God angry with me?"

Soaking may relax the mind but now All remembered with his mother.

"what if now we tuker bun position?"

"All that there mother herei, so All happy there if the mother happy herei bunn"

"All is not strong" All said

And soon he fell asleep in the bathtub with tears still flowing. And with a fucked up mind. If only All High School like his papa who has a personality disorder then he had long ended his own life.