The Fate Toyed With
End it all
This morning Lea did not go to school with Roii, Roii said he would be late so Lea decided to go alone.
Leah's class saw that Roii was busy exchanging messages with someone to the point that he smiled. Lea's friend who saw also talked about her with Lea but Lea responded positively.
At the break Lea saw it turned out that the message was from her ex Rara they did not exchange messages on watsapp but on instagram. Lea didn't want to be able to ignore him.
Lea is a person who harbors all of her own she does not like to trouble others just because of her story.
"Leaa" screeched at my colleague Lea, then Lea just turned her face.
"Lee, why aren't there enough guys with one girl?" ask Nayaa my friend Lea
"that's what Roii is" Lea replied
"ginii Leaa, even if she's just a pinter to hide her own feelings"
"he can love two people at once, one that can not be eliminated the other that is always there" said Naya
"ngk boong" elak Leaa.
When Lea returns home from school, she finds out that Roii is with another woman. Then Lea asked him to take a picture of the two of them, as she thought it was Rara. It's fair why the message from her wasn't answered and she just said she was busy.
"gue knows what's wrong it's not lo Roii, lo's good" Lea still with her positive thoughts.
"you must still be thinking about how I feel"
And until finally Lea finds out that Roii is back with Rara. Then he came home from school today and told Roii to talk to him for a while.
"Roii" called Leaa, and Roii took off the helmet he had been wearing.
"lo why" asked Lea without a stale base
"you mean"
"let's say you are the same as me" now Roii already know where the direction of the conversation then Roii chose to get off the bike.
"ngk, I just need some time to do it myself" Roii lied.
"don't lie I know everything" Lea said but Roii just raised his eyebrows.
"you're about what"
"Roii I want us to be happy" said Leah
"what's wrong"
"ngk there, only I'm too nervous lo" honestly Lea, it turns out the theme at that time was right.
"Leaa ngk no wind no testing, and you ask us to break up so" said Roii
"you don't think about my feelings once?"
"wht?" Lea slightly carved a smile. Lea paused for a moment before answering the question.
"lo clear where my fault is!!" firmly Roii.
"lo start slow response to my circumstances"
"Lea please understand me, I'm busy"
"busy taking care of your ex? yah!!" snapped Lea
"not that"
"Roii I've been patient with all your attitude"
"you know how the promise you yesterday to meet me but you prefer Rara than me?"
"but he needs more" Roii insisted
Lea kissed Roii.
"then I'm in Lo apaa Roii's eyes" Lea's voice began to tremble.
"Roii I always understand all your busyness"
"gue is trying to understand you"
"gue ngk never make the same mistake lo, but why loo easilya hikss. hikss..." Lea stopped her and started crying.
"Lee I was honest when I met Rara, but we have nothing to do "
"gue knows why you're never online on Watsapp"
"because you've been more comfortable on Instagram lo"
"Leaa I never cht more than just asking for news"
Leah grew furious that everything she said there was always an answer. Though Lea saw for herself with her eyes that Roii was comfortable if it was near Rara than her.
"do not be selfish, love two people at once"
"gue wants you to reflect on all your mistakes" Lea said
"from now on don't call Lea first"
"gue wants us to break first, live our own activities"
"gue ngk want to" Roii insisted
"on what basis should we break?"
"karana Lea wants Roii to reflect on his own mistakes!!!" Lea raised her voice an octave.
"gue emng selfish, I can not forget my past" said Roii
As if I don't want to be wrong here. Roii brushed off all questions from Lea. He forgets that he wants to avoid Lea and. return with Rara. But why did his mouth say he didn't want to split. Honestly there is a sense of affection and comfort when with Lea but not as comfortable as Rara.
Lea was sobbing, her words entered Lea's heart with a knife and she had been given impingement by Roii. Lea knew he was an ordinary person who was not as beautiful as his past what else was as smart as him. Roii has the right to choose the perfect one to be a couple.
"then how do I struggle to arrange myself to be perfect and can be together lo!??" inner Lea.
"i should have been self-conscious from the start" Lea said
"gue emng ngk pants for lo Roii"
"sorry I'm Lea, but I also love Rara" Roii honestly
"so there's a decision now that we're ending it rather than hurting each other"
"Lea pampered" Lea's end
"may today's decision not be a regret for Roii"
"gue apologizes Lee, same treatment I have to lo" cried Roii
Leaa was running on the side of the road with her tears.
"fuck you" inner Roii
Until Leah's house immediately slammed himself into the wet he cried under the bantall.
"loo stupid Leaa"
"you should have realized it first"
"lo ngk as perfect as his past, you have nothing"
"lo ngk pants for Roii"
Lea beat up her bed until all her pillows fell apart.
"i should be self-aware, I should not baper the same words Roii from the beginningl. Shit!!" lea screeches
"so all this time I just" Lea's lips trembled.
Roii did not know that all this time Lea tried to lock herself in order not to look for another man. He tries to be faithful to one person under the pretext that person is also loyal to him.
"fuck all those men, it's just his mouth that manisses the edges just nyakitinn doanggg" cried Lea in his room. He started to go crazy with his screams. He hoped to disappear from the face of the earth.
"all the memories of the two of us were like that" Lea slammed the frame next to which there was a picture of the two of them while being near.
"so, now who's wrong. Me, you, or him?" Lea grew sobbing making her head hurt and her vision was also a little blurry. Until finally falling asleep.
Never imagined by Lea would eventually become like this, the first time they were near Lea hoped it could be a cure for Roii. But Lea was wrong it turns out that he was just dijaadin material layover while the same Roii.
And today they're really over, it's a nightmare for Lea but not for Roii. There was actually a sense of regret for Roii, but he did not want to worry anymore. He admitted that with Rara he could be more comfortable than Lea.
"sorry" inner Roii. He had not had time to say that word sincerely in front of Lea. He knew he was a coward he was not as brave as Lea who could express her own feelings out loud in front of them both. While Roii could only say in his heart without saying a word.
From this day on Lea will try to live without Roii, just like her previous life. Where is she a girl who likes to be alone and likes to read comics and watch anime. Since he knew Roii he had many friends but he did not want that anymore. All the world felt empty and he wanted to be alone again
