The Fall of the Heart of the Prince

Chapter 20 "The Hard Choice "

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"i liked you so much from our first meeting at the tavern, when you shot me the first time, I was mesmerized by your elegance Shilla." Ricko said, revealing his heart

"actually at that time, once I knew that your expression was fake, I was actually disappointed, but I could understand because you didn't know me yet, and suddenly express your feelings is not logical, right? hahaha, so I approached you because I want you to know me, what am I in your eyes?, what kind of man am I?, even what is my family like?, I want you to know me even more. and now I think it's the right time I'm revealing everything." Ricko said confidently expressing all his feelings

"honestly I don't have any experience in this kind of problem, hahaha this is the first time in my life, expressing my feelings to a woman." Ricko said honestly

"Shilla~chan, I want to be honest about how I feel about you, that I like you." Said Ricko who was behind Shilla out loud confidently

"do you want to be my lover?" Ricko asked after expressing all his feelings

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Shilla, who had just been silent listening to all of Ricko's emotional expressions, finally Shilla turned to face Ricko and began to speak up.

"sorry, I can't."

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"can't you?" Ricko asked who could not believe what he had heard

"stop!" Inner Shilla

"did I hear wrong?" Ask Ricko who still doesn't believe

"you're not wrong, Ricko~kun." Said Shilla who looked at Ricko seriously

"i can't say it!" Inner Shilla was tormented by having to lie

"i don't love you, I don't have any feelings for you..." Said Shilla who without hesitation said so

"this is too cruel" the regretful Inner Shilla

"i just think of you as my best friend, because you're such a good person to me." Said Shilla who stood and leaned against the small wall in front of her using her hands

"that's enough, I can't see his face." Shilla's already strong mind had to say that while looking at her face

"i didn't think you really liked me, I thought you still liked your ex or that one hahaha." Shilla turned around while laughing

"pardon me..." The remorseful Inner Shilla

"thank you for being honest with me, but I can't be your boyfriend Ricko~kun." Shilla's words suddenly shed tears without Ricko's knowledge

"forgive me Ricko~kun" Inner Shilla who cried in silence

"after hearing my answer, you must be disappointed, right? Ricko~kun haha, surely you don't want to see me again." Said Shilla who tried hard

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After Ricko was silent, Ricko finally spoke up.

"it's all a lie, right?" Ricko asked who remained calm after hearing the reason from Shilla

"why is he still so stubborn" Inner Shilla was astonished

"i can hear all your heart" said Ricko, who tried to urge Shilla

"i heard you yelling Stop it! I also heard you say I can't say it and you don't have to apologize to me." Said Ricko who was trying to read the situation between the two of them

"did I have a problem before, don't don't do this because you already know that the family is the Yakuza huh? or..." Ricko urged Shilla to be honest

"no!, not because of that" said Shilla who cut off the conversation and he cried and began to tell the truth

"what is your reason for rejecting me?" Ricko asked who was facing Shilla who was in front of him

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But Shilla was silent and couldn't say anything.

"well, if you don't want to tell me now, I don't understand, but..." Ricko turned to leave him

"i'll keep waiting for your answer" said Ricko, who walked away leaving Shilla alone

"you don't understand Ricko~kun's situation" the confused Inner Shilla had to say what

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And the second exam hour began immediately, after the first break was over but Shilla was still thinking about the incident earlier.

"i love her, but I can't, because..." Inner Shilla who sat doing the

"abi forbid me to date"

×Flashback on×

•_Shilla POV•

When Shilla fell ill until she dropped out of school a few days ago, after a chat with Ricko, Shilla suddenly smiled - a smile of her own, a smile of her own, until he didn't realize that his father was behind him.

"Julie!" Call her father Shilla aware of Shilla's delusion from earlier

"loh! abi entered since when?! knock on the door first dong if you go into my room bi" said Shilla who was surprised at the arrival of the figure of the father he called Abi

"already knocked from earlier, you're the only one who didn't hear, and by the way - why did you smile from earlier - smile yourself so?" Ask Abi who immediately urged his son

"hahaha gapapa kok hahaha" said Shilla who did not know what to say

"well, Abi want to ask you one thing? can we?" Ask Abi who is sitting on his son's bed

"yes, Abi asked what?" Shilla said that allows

"honestly, son, you're not dating, are you?" Abi asked immediately urging Shilla

"hahaha kok Abi can think like that anyway" said Shilla who melted the atmosphere that began to tense

"said Ummi, you came home yesterday with a boy, said Ummi he's your girlfriend?" Ask Abi again

"hahaha Ummi ngawur that we just know loh bi hahaha" said Shilla

"iya Abi believes in Shilla, Abi just wants to remind you not to date." Said Abi who forbade Shilla to date

"do you know what the sins of courtship are?" Ask Abi who confirms

"iya Abi, Shilla knows it." Replied the downcast Shilla sadly

"don't let Abi down, son, Abi's talking this way for your own good." Said Abi who gave good advice to his son

"yes bi..." Replied Shilla who was still down

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"do not approach zina"

Said Abi who immediately left Shilla alone in the room

|The next day|

Shilla wanted to go alone to the library of Pendiknas to find additional material as well as calm down, but did not expect him to meet Ricko who was empty of two girls.

"was I in love one-sidedly huh? why it hurts to see him with others, maybe true Abi said." Inner Shilla wants to get away from there

"sorry to bother" Shilla said, leaving immediately

"wait Shilla!" Shouted Ricko who saw the departure of Shilla

"why is he after me anyway?!" Inner Shilla who ran away from Ricko

"Shilla wait!, this is not what you see!." Shouted Ricko who was far behind Shilla

"stop for a minute, let's talk about this well - fine." Shouted Ricko who kept running after Shilla

"why should I run?! it's the right time to say it." Inner Shilla decided to stop

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And finally Shilla stopped, and when Ricko tried to get close to Shilla.

"hold your feelings Shilla! you have to decide all this, before this feeling gets any further." Inner Shilla was arguing with herself

"stop right there!" Shilla Shouted

"don't run away Shilla~chan, I can explain everything..." Said Ricko who wanted to explain all the truth that happened

"calm yourself Shilla and insult her, she will surely hate and forget you." Inner Shilla who steadies the heart

"i said shut up there!" Said Shilla who did not stare at the face of Ricko who was behind him

|.The first break time.|

"Watashi wa anata ga sukidesu" Ricko said in Japanese

"again - that! what the hell does that mean?!" Shilla asked who was upset by this language game

"i like you" said Ricko who stood in front of Shilla in embarrassment

Degs.. Degs.. Degs..

"what?! he likes me too?!, why am I happy gini yes, how should I?...." The confused inner Shilla

×Flashback off×

•9Shilla POV End•

"do I have to date Ricko~kun, I think he's a good guy, there's no way he's going to break me up and get me to do something that doesn't - no, even so what about Abi's feelings, dating will still be courting." Inner Shilla who was sitting stared at the exam sheet that was on her desk

"if I refuse him, and I tell you my real reason, how he reacts, I'm afraid he'll remain stubborn and reckless to himself." The pensive inner Shilla

"but I don't want it to end this way either, because..." Inner Shilla was agitated by herself

"I love her."

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As the school moves on, Ricko exits his class and walks alone to his motorcycle parking lot.

And on Ricko's way to his motorcycle spot, Ricko meets Shilla who happens to be walking home alone as well.

"Shilla~chan" Call Ricko say hello to Shilla

"Ricko~kun, how can I not answer it yet." Shilla's mind was silent

"how did you repeat that, smoothly?" Ricko asked which melted the atmosphere between the two of them

"hahaha it's quite difficult, but I'm sure the value is satisfactory" replied Shilla, who had begun to get along with Ricko again

"oh yeah, good at that." Ricko said

"then we split up here, I go home first huh" said Ricko who was pleased to immediately run turn towards the parking lot

"so doang?" Inner Shilla was surprised by Ricko's indifference

"determin' he hates me?" Inner Shilla

"be careful on the road" Shilla cried out as Ricko was already far away from him

"ah I can't see it" said Ricko, who was far from Shilla

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Ricko walked home alone.

And once he's home, Ricko is greeted only by a few Yakuza men who guard his house.

"good afternoon young master!!" Welcome all Yakuza Wijaya's men

"everyone's late, oh yeah where's Ken~san?" Ask Ricko

"he was accompanying Mr. Wijaya on a guarding mission" replied one of Wijaya's men politely

"mission controls who?" Ask Ricko who took off his school attributes

"the escort of the big boss of a well-known company in the city" replied the Wijaya family members politely

"oh so pantesan in a deserted house, almost everyone runs the mission huh?" Ricko said, stretching his muscles

"hi..that's how sir!" answer the men

"yes, I want to go straight to the room, if anything just wake me up." Said Ricko who told his men

"mem-wake you?" Ask the guy who is shivering

"yes I just woke up, I was exhausted at school." Said Ricko who walked to his room and followed by one man behind him

"what's your school fun today?" Ask the boys politely to Ricko

"there was a little problem that made me saturated earlier, but it's not a serious problem, I don't want to tell it." Ricko answered who had arrived in front of his room

"sorry for my stupidity sir" said the Yakuza man who apologized

"why, is there anything else you want to say?" Ask Ricko

"your mother told me you should have lunch before you take a break." The words of the Yakuza men convey a message from Mother Rita

"yes - yes, I'm back in the kitchen, you can go back to your duties." Said Ricko who will run his mother's trust

"hi..ready understood!" Answer the men firmly

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Ricko, who was walking alone, headed to the kitchen to get food and was taken back to his room.

After Ricko ate his food, he fell asleep into the night.

And suddenly someone woke Ricko up.

"that's young master.." Said one of the terrified Yakuza boys waking Ricko up

"what's wrong?!!" Shouted Ricko who yelled at the Yakuza men

"a-you were told to go down with Lord Wijaya" said the man who was still frightened

"well, I'll be right down." Ricko said

"alright sir!" Say the man firmly and go straight down first

"huh relieved, fortunately nothing happened - what, usually barbell to float, fortunately today he was again kind." The inner Yakuza man who felt relieved

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After Ricko wakes up, he goes downstairs to meet his father.

"what's otou~sama?" Ask Ricko who's curious

"I have a mission for you."

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