The Fall of the Heart of the Prince

Chapter 18 "The Two Feelings of a Person "

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"thank you for being honest with me Ricko, I hope you can also answer the question you've been having about Shilla~san, I hope you get happiness." Inner Ratna who accepts reality with firmness

"whatever your choice, whatever your answer, my job now, always support you, whenever you need me, I'll always be there for you, because we're friends, right?." The batin Ratna left Ricko

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Meanwhile, Shilla, who was walking alone in the school corridor, met someone.

"nee Shilla~san, can we talk to you for a second?"

•_Back to Story•

"Ratna~senpai" Inner Shilla after looking towards Ratna

"talk?.. about?" Tanya Shilla's a bitch

"it was a problem a week ago" replied Ratna

"that problem again, for the events in the library forget it, now I have no more business with Wijaya~senpai." Said Shilla who walked past Ratna

"so you don't have to worry, I'm sure senpai can definitely be his girlfriend because Wijaya~senpai is still...." Said the truncated Shilla

"but you like it, right?!" Ratna said firmly

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Ratna's words managed to make Shilla's steps stop because her words sounded loud in Shilla's ears that were behind Ratna.

"it's none of your business senpai..." Shilla said firmly anyway, and left Ratna alone

"you're wrong Shilla~san, Ricko never had feelings for me, because in his heart there was only you Shilla~san." It was Ratna who saw Shilla's passing

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Shilla, who tried to stay away from Ratna, walked without direction and destination, until finally she arrived at the back garden of the quiet school, but after Shilla traced the park, she went, there was a man sitting alone with earphones in his ears writing in the park, and he was Ricko.

"Ricko~kun" Inner Shilla was surprised to see Ricko sitting alone

"basic loner" the smiling Inner Shilla looked towards Ricko

×Flashback on×

•_Shilla POV•

"but you like it, right?!" Said Ratna firmly in the corridor of the school earlier

•9Shilla POV End•

×Flashback off×

"it's true that I like Ricko~kun, but is he the same? does he have the same feelings as me?" Inner Shilla was turning around and wanted to leave Ricko's place

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When Shilla left Ricko who was not aware of his whereabouts, suddenly Ricko's singing voice sounded.

|.Song lyrics.|

Dakishimete mo dakishimete

(even though I hold you in my arms while hugging you)

omoi ga aru nara

(if there is a feeling that is not conveyed)

kasaneta kokoro ni mimi o yosete

(whisper your voice in my heart)

kimi no koe sagasu

(and I'll find you)

Hanasanaide hanasanaide

(do not separate, do not separate)

futari wa tsunagatte iru kara

(a feeling that binds us both)

kotoba ni dekinai sono itami

(although the wound is not revealed by words)

boku ga ima uke tomeru yo

(i'll keep catching you)

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Shilla curiously approached Ricko who was singing.

"well, she's so eloquent in singing that song, I wonder what the lyrics mean" Inner Shilla observed Ricko singing

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Shilla was surprised, because seeing the wallpaper on Ricko's phone was a photo of him sleeping on Ricko's lap some time ago.

"what does this mean senpai?!!!" Shilla shouted as she pulled Ricko back

"eh Shi-Shilla~chan, since when were you there?" Ricko asked who was surprised by Shilla's arrival - suddenly appeared before him

"i should be the one, what do you mean?! that photo you took on purpose!!" Shilla cried out in great anger

"wait, calm yourself first, I can explain." Ricko asked for a chance to talk

"this..this..." Ricko said in confusion looking for an excuse

"i'm disappointed!" Shilla Shouted

|.Plaque!!.|

"i don't think you're this bad" said a disappointed Shilla

"now delete my picture, now!" Shilla's orders

"can't..." Denied Ricko who lowered his face

"remove ga!" Shilla cried who was fed up

"i can't..." Ricko refused Shilla's request

×Flashback on×

•_PICKo POV•

When Shilla says she hates Ricko in the library.

"i'm not who you are, I'm just a new friend you know, that's not intentional, you have no right to pursue me so far, anyway, and I also have no right to forbid you to be close to anyone." Said Shilla addressed to Ricko

"i know that, our meeting was not on purpose and I also know, I am not who you are, but let me be someone valuable in your life later... don't stop me from chasing you."

"but I'm just an innocent woman who's just getting to know a man, I don't think I'm impressed by all the good you've been pointing at me, I don't think I trust a man like you, I don't think I trust a man like you, I didn't think I expected more of you, and I didn't think I'd started liking everything you had, but it turns out I misjudged you!" Shilla said to Ricko

"i'm grateful to be the first man you know, thank you for admiring me, trusting me. And please..."

"i'm not a lowly woman like your other victims! so stop chasing me, and one more thank you for all the time we spent together and sorry for bothering you all this time." Shilla said to Ricko

"don't say yourself like that, you never trouble me, don't say goodbye, I want to be with you longer."

"and one more thing, whatever the reason never to see me again, I don't want to deal with you anymore, because now...." Shilla said to Ricko

"liying right? I'm not sure you hate me that much because of this problem.there must be another reason that forces you to say..."

"i hate you so much." Shilla

"because you're not, I'm the same, me...."

×flashback off×

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"Watashi wa anata ga sukidesu" Ricko said in Japanese

"why is your face so serious?what mean?" Ask the curious Shilla

"was Shilla~chan not curious about the meaning of the song I was singing?" Ricko said, asking back

"yes I want to know that too..." Said the curious Shilla

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Ricko removed the earphone cord from his phone and played the song out loud.

"listen to the song, I'll decipher it." Ricko told Shilla

(Dakishimete mo dakishimete)

"even if he holds you in his arms"

(todokanai omoi ga aru nara)

"if there is an uncongrued feeling"

(kasaneta kokoro ni mimi o yosete)

"breathe your voice in my heart"

(chemical no koe sagasu yo)

"and I'll look for you"

(Hanasanaide hanasanaide)

"don't separate don't separate"

(futari wa tsunagatte iru kara)

"a feeling that binds us both"

(kotoba ni dekinai sono itami wa)

"though the wound was not revealed with words"

(mine ga ima uke tomeru yo)

"i'll still catch you"

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After listening to the song together, Shilla asked.

"what's that song you're pointing at me?" Ask Shilla

"apart right" Ricko replied

"i don't know what to say to you right now..." The confused Shilla's mind

"you don't have to say it now, I know you don't really hate me, do you?" Said Ricko who knew Shilla's heart

"i hear you fill your heart..." Said Ricko who gave a smile to Shilla

"why silence?what are you thinking?" Asked Ricko who saw Shilla from earlier speechless

"may I know what you said to me just now?" Shilla asked Ricko's Japanese words

"if you're fully willing to forgive me, I'll tell you all..." Ricko looked at Shilla with a serious face

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"About how I feel..."

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~Connected..