The Examination of Love for a Princess
Chapter 30's
For a month now Suzy is also in the same silent-dwelling mode as Myungsoo, she is also lazy to say hello to Myungsoo who is busy with Sowon and her son named Kim Jungsoo, sometimes Myungsoo came but he said nothing. During this month only Sohee, Miura and Eunji were alternating by his side. Alex also often entertained him as it is today, all busy making the celebration of the birth of Jungsoo who was 1 month old, Alex actually accompanied Suzy in the fish pond earlier.
"Noona, I know you've been sad for a month? But don't think about anything that hurts you. Hyung is currently guarding them because Sowon has just recovered"
"I knew. It's just that I've lost and tired Alex, his love is no longer for me. Myungsoo is already in love with Sowon and is about to leave me. Alex if you're given a chance to escape you're going nowhere"
"Ke Gwangju, Ilsan, Mokpo, Busan or maybe the macau suburb of Noona because the palace very rarely goes there, there is good only the villages are remote and less advanced. Noona, I know so well that hyung loves you so much, how could his love be this shallow if he turned away from you so quickly to Sowon. It's just a trap and a misunderstanding"
"I just feel like my love for Myungsoo is over, it's over just here"
"Noona, let's eat I know you haven't had breakfast and haven't eaten anything since"
"I'll eat later, you eat. I want to see a healer first because I feel like my body is not healthy"
"Well, I'll take noona first and I'll go home"
"Gomawo Alex, you've always been kind and trusted me"
"No need to talk like that"
Alex escorts Suzy into the palace health department to check on Suzy's health, who has lost some weight. Alex returns home after Suzy actually enters the palace health department.
"Our respect to princess Suzy" said several palace nurses who were aware of her death.
"Wakeup. Is physician Liu around? Or else" said Suzy.
"Aniya princess. The other healers are also out in the jam right now, do you want to check? Let me send one of them to your place"
"No-no, I just want to ask if you can help me. Is that okay?"
"Please sit down princess, what do you need to ask?" said the nurse led Suzy to enter the examination room. And let Suzy sit down.
"Look at the nurse, I've been feeling different lately. I felt my appetite down and nausea at night, at first I thought it was a cold but for a long time I was getting weird and I also did not remember when I came months since the trouble kept coming. Can you say I'm pregnant?" suzy asked slightly softly in embarrassment.
"Let me check your pulse of the princess" said the nurse lifted Suzy's sleeve to check Suzy's pulse. "Your princess is pregnant right now"
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Suzy's heart was willing to stop for a moment, she couldn't get pregnant at a time like this, when Myungsoo's love began to change for her. The circumstances do not support Suzy to say her pregnancy when all are happy at this time with the presence of Jungsoo, Sowon's son. To abort is also impossible because Suzy knows Myungsoo has long wanted a child from her, but what should she do now? The queen mother will also definitely make her unsettled and try to get rid of her with her baby.
"Daughter, can I check your stomach to find out her age?" the nurse asked Suzy.
"Ah nde nurse" replied Suzy who was still in shock with the pregnancy she heard. Meanwhile, the palace nurse was busy examining Suzy's stomach which was a little bulging. "Hows it? Is it true that I'm pregnant" asked Suzy when she had mastered herself.
"True princess, she has entered the age of about 3 months. It looks like Prince Myungsoo will have twins because the beats are on both sides berberda, congratulations my princess is happy for you" said the nurse with a smiling face.
"Nurse, can you keep this a secret from the palace. Don't say anything to the other nurses and healers, don't say anything to the palace members about my current situation. I beg you"
"Why do you want me to keep it a secret, princess? This is happy news for the palace"
"You must have heard rumors some time about my relationship with Myungsoo prince that stretched due to the birth of Jungsoo, daughter of Sowon. The palace is happy with Jungsoo's birth so the news of this pregnancy is not important so please keep it a secret"
"But...."
"I beg the nurse, don't say anything else I'll have the bodyguards expel you"
"Well princess, but please don't throw me out because this job is important to me"
"good. I'm not gonna kick you out as long as you shut up. Then I'm leaving"
Suzy returned to her pavilion when she saw that Miura was already waiting for her restlessly in the guest room, Suzy was silent for a while then walked towards the room when she saw Sowon and Myungsoo were holding their son who was to be taken out of the room.
"Zy, I've been waiting for you ever since. She said Jia and Chaekyung you left with Alex." asked Miura following Suzy who walked into her room.
"I'm from the garden with Alex unwinded, here my heart aches. I can't stand it, I'm sick of all this Eoni" Suzy replied with her frustrated face pacing back and forth, Miura hugged her tightly and said "Hold on Zy in a moment, I'm sure this misunderstanding will be over soon. You're the first girl Myungsoo has loved for almost 7 years, don't lose to Sowon who just came here"
"But Sowon is able to give children that fast, unlike me who is always careless in caring for the child that grows in my heart. Myungsoo can even be seen if he starts to love Sowon, even though he sleeps here a lot but he silences me and it's enough to make me sure that his love has changed"
"Kim Suzy, listen to me. Myungsoo just feels guilty for making Sowon fall, I'm sure it's just pity not love. Have I eaten? I see you take care of Zy even your cheeks are tapered"
"I haven't had an appetite lately"
"Don't forget to eat, you can get sick. Oiya I deliver clothes for the celebration of one month of Jungsoo's age. I'm actually lazy to come but I can't resist considering I'm also the daughter-in-law in the palace family."
"I'll also come even if it's stifling"
"I'll always be next to you tonight" said Miura hugging Suzy tightly, and Suzy who turned around also returned her embrace tightly.
Nightfall.
It is the night of Jungsoo's one-month-old son Sowon and Myungsoo's age celebration. King Hwanhee and the queen mother who were happy with Jungsoo's birth continued to put on a smiley and cheerful face. All the members of the palace also rejoiced at Jungsoo's presence which was thought to bring blessings to the palace. Suzy just kept quiet and clenched her right hand while the left side stroked her slightly protruding belly.
"I'm sorry that I had to hide you guys, you guys are not important at this time so forgive me" Suzy said in her heart until a hand grabbed her that made her turn her head, there was Myungsoo's hand that suddenly just grasped it in silence.
"Birth is joy let's celebrate this all. Jungsoo who is even 1 month hopefully in the future he becomes a smart prince, genius, literary and good at fighting like Myungsoo" said the queen mother happily.
"Thank you very much, there's really no need to do something like this. Jungsoo has been loved well has made me touched" said Sowon.
"When you have bet your life to give birth to a prince for the palace, we should all be happy for him" King Hwanhee said.
"The servant cannot refuse what you say that is noble, making all of you glad that the servant is also happy. All thanks to the presence of Jungsoo who brings joy in the palace" said Sowon meekly make Suzy increasingly impervious.
"It's a shame that Sohee and Sungjong are not here tonight"
"Please forgive me. Sungjong is having a glorious meeting tonight, while Sohee looks after Jungshin who is flu and fussy so that Lee's secretary also resigned after her work was completed in order to help keep Jungshin" Kyuhyun told reporters.
"Sick no one suspects let alone a small child likes to try new things, so vulnerable to disease"
"I'm full, excuse me. You guys continue eating it" said Suzy pulled her chair and turned around.
"You're not polite Kim Suzy, sit back!" gertak king of Hwanhee.
"Zy sat back down, you haven't eaten anything" whispered Miura holding Suzy.
"Fast sit down, don't make the king angry" Myungsoo whispered to help hold back Suzy from leaving and made the king angry.
"I know you're dissatisfied, you're jealous of Sowon who just gave birth to a prince for Myungsoo. If you want to blame it on your stomach that does not get pregnant properly" angry king Hwanhee.
"Zy, quickly sit back. Don't make the king angry" whispered Eunji who was standing behind him.
"Whatever you don't want me to be cheered on, all of you would not taste it if I were here. You guys just enjoy Jungsoo's birth, I'm leaving" said Suzy immediately ran away from them all.
"Let me go after the noona" said Alex shifting his chair to stand up, ready to chase Suzy
"Let me, you guys continue the party" said Myungsoo who immediately ran after Suzy.
"That is not to be taken heart Suzy said, she is indeed jealous so please understand. Let's eat and drink don't get messed up" Consort Chang said, breaking the silence and tension.
"For Sowon and Myungsoo are married and even have given birth to children, Suzy where appropriate with Myungsoo huft. Already let's continue eating and drinking don't mind him anymore" the queen mother ordered, Eunji just fell silent as well as Miura, Alex who was fed up with Sowon's attitude. Others enjoy the feasts and dances presented for Jungsoo's birth.
Meanwhile Myungsoo was still chasing Suzy who kept running from the hall used for the party to her pavilion. Suzy kept running no matter which Myungsoo kept running while calling her name.
"Haven't spoken again, you're a lot of excuses and a liar. My brain is stupid, I am sloppy and maybe my brain is crazy so I married you more precisely because I was forced to marry you." snapped Suzy released Myungsoo block. "I have to share with Sowon you, see Sowon pregnant and giving birth, see all the excitement today should I also congratulate you? From the first wife to the second wife it's so outrageous you know, is there really no justice for me here?" Suzy continued to nag until the sound of fireworks was lit until the black sky became colorful because of it.
"This is customary palace, when there is a celebration there must be fireworks that are lit with festive. You've been living in the palace for a long time you should understand this"
"I'm used to? You know, I've been wanting to erupt like fireworks being lit. You and I are done, it's done"
"What did you say? What you call we're done"
"Finished means it's over, you and I are quite up here. I don't want you anymore, don't want this wedding anymore, don't want to fuss with other women. I gave up, I lost to Sowon. I'll leave you completely to him, let's get Myung divorced? I'm moving into Sohee's house tonight taking care of our divorce papers"
"What did you say? You're just being emotional"
"You and Sowon always laugh together in front of my eyes, let me go. I'm going to find the man I love and have children with, we were wrong from the beginning you married me because I helped you first, you married me when I was unconscious"
"What are you talking about? What if someone hears it, it can cause problems? Aren't you afraid of being gossiped about?"
"I'm Suzy, and I'm not afraid of anything. Just don't love you anymore I'm not afraid of anything. I'm leaving tonight" said Suzy, who turned around but still tried to prevent Suzy's explosive emotions.
"Kim Suzy, please understand a little. You're too much if you don't love me anymore. You're the one who told me to marry Sowon right away so that your brother's free? Did you forget?"
"I told you to? I told you to sleep with Sowon too? You know you're a prince impostor, you're Kim Myungsoo's loser" Suzy said softly staring at Myungsoo.
"I was framed, you know for yourself, what do you mean I tricked you"
"I'm really stupid for believing everything you say? Even you guys have been deliberating on planning a second child after Jungsoo was born. You're the son of a bitch prince of this world's assholes"
"You?"
"What! This is the real Bae Suzy, I don't want to talk to you anymore. We're done" snapped Suzy who ran to her room and changed her clothes, preparing the necessities she would take away.
"Jia, Chaekyung help me pack up I want to go to Sohee's house" Suzy yelled as she changed into a warm suit because the air outside was so cold. "I am no longer the mistress, princess or wife of Prince Myungsoo"
Jia and Chaekyung approach and help her daughter's master pack while persuading Suzy not to leave due to the cold weather. "This princess is already night, if you want to go tomorrow" Jia persuaded.
"You're just emotional princess, let's sit down first" said Chaekyung, leading Suzy to sit first.
"Mr princess don't be angry, speak carefully with prince Myungsoo. Wouldn't if you left it would make Madame Sowon's heart proud to have trapped you, where you might go and let her wish be achieved"
"Princess think carefully"
Suzy was silent but as soon as she saw Myungsoo enter her emotional room it immediately exploded like a mountain was erupting releasing hot larvae.
"Just let her wish succeed, I don't care anymore" Suzy shouted as she lifted the clothes she was carrying.
"You're why exactly? I just came home but your attitude is constant emotion and your gaze is sharp, please think about my feelings and position don't be selfish like this? Sowon and Jungsoo are innocent but you blame them"
"Your feelings, your position, what you think I don't care anymore because you never care about my feelings and my position either. I can get through to this day it's been so great that there's no way for me to get through, and I'm not your backup wife. I told you in my heart that I thought you were dead, I don't know you today so I don't want to talk to you anymore" Suzy said, instantly causing Myungsoo shock.
"You wish I were dead?"
"True, at least Myungsoo who used to be my hero. You who today can only submit to power. Later even if you become crown prince or King but to me you still have nothing"
"You belittle me, you're really humbling me. You're rude like this I don't know either, I don't want to"
"If you don't want to, it means we broke up. We stopped here. I left" said Suzy without looking at Myungsoo who was sitting in the corner of the room.
"Mr princess don't go, prince please persuade the princess not to go" Chaekyung pleaded with Myungsoo.
"If he wants to leave, let him go and if necessary don't go back" Myungsoo said with emotion.
"I'm not gonna say goodbye to you. Our soul mate ended up here, I left not because of a momentary emotion but because I was fully aware" Suzy said excitedly.
"Mr Princess bring your study book, the prince who helps you study during the palace" said Jia handed over some books to Suzy but Suzy threw them in front of Myungsoo.
"For me he's dead so for what to remember again, I don't have to study and pretend to be honorable anymore. My new life begins today"
"Go away, don't come back forever"
"Calm down, even if you're carrying a stretcher, car or whatever and even if you kneel down crying under your feet I'll never want to come back to you" said Suzy who immediately left Myungsoo alone.
"Daughter"/"daughter"
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The Sungjong family home.
Rain and strong winds poured down as Suzy knocked on the door of Sungjong and Sohee's house. The door opens and features the figure of Sungjong's mother.
"Jeez Suzy, what's wrong with you? Let's go outside cold and it's raining" said Sungjong's mother pulled Suzy in and closed the door again. Suzy went into her house.
"Suzy, why are you here all night? What was? Why are you carrying your shirt? Where is Myungsoo" asked Sohee who stood over to Suzy who entered with her in-laws, in the living room there was Sungjong and also Lee's secretary.
"I left the palace, my relationship with her and the palace is over" Suzy replied staring at Sohee sadly.
"Sit down first, tell us what happened. Not tonight is the celebration of the birth of Sowon's 1-month-old son" Sungjong said, bringing Suzy to sit down, Sohee sat next to him and held Suzy's hand.
"What's up Zy?"
"Me and Myungsoo are over, we parted Sohee there is no more Myungsoo in my life, I have lost her heart which is now only for Sowon, she said, from the beginning we entered the palace was a nightmare for me and I just realized that's why I don't have anything else."
"Zy, the palace is your life because there's Myungsoo in there, did he make you angry until you left the palace and came here"
"I've left the palace and I won't be back there again, before Myungsoo divorces me then I divorce him first."
"What's? You left the palace and want to divorce Myungsoo? What do you mean" Sohee said holding Suzy's shoulder.
"He turned to love Sowon, earlier he even submitted to the request of the queen mother. I assume me and him are the same, men can divorce wives so I can divorce them too"
"Suzy, you love each other. Why just because of Sowon's trap, you're gone and it'll make Sowon proud to be able to kick you out"
"You want him to be proud to have Myungsoo or not. I don't care anymore, I just want to be happy starting my new life without him"
"Zi..."
"Sohee, take Suzy to rest so that her emotions subside. Just talk about this again with a cool head so that the problem can be resolved" orders Secretary Lee.
"Good dad. Let's take Zy to the room" Sohee invited Suzy into the guest room.
"Sungjong, you'll call Myungsoo in the morning if Suzy's here. Quarrels do happen a lot but only this time I saw Suzy like that"
"Good dad. Sowon must have been behind all this, Eunji suspects Sowon is related to the accident that triggered Jungsoo's father's birth"
"Hmmm. We have to find out the truth too, now go to sleep"
"Okay, excuse me"
