The Ex-Love

PART 74'S

...Last Experiment...

The road will keep going. But the situation will change as long as he wants to change it. Opposite each other but he turned it all away. Rival smiled faintly towards the other side, "Why lo?"

"Liatin Franda huh?"

"What the hell is." Rival chose to go and get closer to Bima to take the chocolate in his hand, I love it if you are bored or embarrassed.

"Until when did the Rival will be that I continue to be confused with Rival why it changed so much yes now not like it used to be, since the same Franda trus dating."

"That's called love rud, I'm afraid Rival is disappointed and constantly--"

"Relax me I'm not going crazy just because of love, I pull it out first." Karna Rival is one of the dream men in school he continues to be the center of their attention especially from women.

"Lo why the hell fran, my narik. I still see Roy's class. Ah you bother!!" Pissed Cerry to Franda who pulled him suddenly so.

"Eee, no papa kok cer. Lue-gue. Ah I'm thirsty." Take the drinking water on the table and gulp it with one gulp.

"Oh my god!!"

"Duh bloated!"

"Hahaha ngakak me fran, have been patient. Rival will return to lo kok. Don't fight okay."

Wrinkles just came out of Franda's line of face. Love gets more complicated and complicated.

And he hopes that not one class with Rival because it makes him feel more and more guilt that continues and continues.

***

Flanked by two people who are very heavy on one side is the person he likes the most but on one side is the person closest to him. The hands that both hold each other, he must choose.

"Val he's not your girlfriend anymore, and he deserves it for me!" Bela Roy is not what he used to be.

"Gue knows brother, but I know better than lo!"

"Who said? I know Franda even me and Franda already know each other when you're X class and you've only known lately, right?" Arrogant Roy who was sure. But it's absolutely true.

"Sister Roy why the hell, brother? You still have Manda kak, what the hell is less than manda. She's beautiful, kind, smart and confident what she is Why do you want to take my happiness? I've lost Rubi, and I don't want to lose Franda a second time." The grasp was much stronger than before gluing their two fingers together.

What should I do? - Franda.

"Lo want to know why?"

"Gue likes from old same Franda, I love her same. And I love her the same? You want my bully? Whatever val. Fran, I like you the same. I'm surprised you said you like me." Rival scrunched his forehead up and could not believe that Roy was telling the truth.

"Sister?"

"Yes fran, I like you the same." Then Rival clasped Franda's hand and then followed by Roy and he was flanked by two brothers who fought over it.

So confused! 

It was a cry that was not supposed to come out but somehow it made a sense of comfort. Yes comfortable.

Franda could only bow and tremble once.

Rival just kept quiet, Franda decided to leave.

But...

Rival just hugged her tightly, stroking the top of Franda's head. "Don't stay with me." The voice was slow and gentle but lashed out into the feelings.

"Don't answer me, because I love you as much as you. I beg!"

"I love you." Rival Whispe.

On the other hand he remembered about Cerry who had put his taste to Roy, he could not betray it all. And Rival he still wants Rival and Rubi to unite. Disappointing to their hearts when they hope.

"Sister Roy took off brother, sorry."

There is a smile line drawn from the indentation of Rival and start to believe in yourself. I am sure Roy was not the right choice.

"Sorry brother."

It turns out Roy chose to leave and had to accept Franda's decision.

Roy is disappointed to be let down by someone he has admired for a long time.

"Fran so you choose me?"

"Thank you, I'm so fran."

When Rival wanted to hug Franda back two steps back.

"Sorry val, I can't. I'm sorry I was mean to you all this time, but I didn't mean anything at all. I'm caught between all of this, I'm not saying that Roy's not just me choosing you but there's another reason I can't talk about."

"Trus point?" Ask Rival wonder.

"If there is a way we go together and return without being forced he will return but if not the way any way will go and will never be united." It was clearly pierced sharp but not bloody. He decided to leave.

Then Franda returned and whispered into Rival's ear "But if there is a way all will be beautiful in due time. I promise if we're meant to make it together I'll continue to be the best." Franda's smile while shuffling the top of Rival's head.

If indeed everything will run according to expectations it will survive and improve.

But if it's all fate that can't be changed then everything will be like that. A Franda principle.

Disappointing is a hated thing but it runs. Walk with something hated.

***

...Don't confuse a feeling, a heart and a compulsion. Because everything is different and if forced it is not really but a selfishness....

Rival finally accepts the engagement that the other day, he knows everything he's forced to do is going to end badly. But what can be said is his heart is broken and hope turned to zero percent.

He thought briefly, succumbing to all his contradictions this time. The engagement that made it all seem like it had to actually happen. He could only look at Roy above him, above the suffering of a younger brother.

Sometimes the pain will come later, not knowing what made him fall in love with Franda. Maybe their meeting was not long and there was nothing at all with the romantic times of the two of them but that was what made him different in this situation.

Rubi, the woman he once loved and cared for, but that feeling moved to another heart, Franda. Enough time to find new feelings and love, nothing is instant.

Love needs two things:

First, love takes time, and,,

Second, love needs adjustment, and,,

And both of those things Rival got. The woman who made him fall in love.

And about the engagement, then,

Rival has to accept it at a bad time like this, because what? because he was afraid to get too late in this dilemma. The decision was heavy and seemed easy but that was Rival's decision this time.

With a neat suit and ready to edit Rubi as a fiancee. Still High School? This is not an official engagement like wanting to get married but a kind of bond for both of them not a ring but a commitment thrown from the male side. Indeed this seems strange and runyam but that is what Rival decided.

He waits in the guest room, from behind Tiffany and Roy, confused about what is going on. "Sister, why Rival?"

"Where do I know tif, where is he going to wear that suit?"

"Do we have an event?"

"I don't know either."

Actually this plan was from yesterday, but Rival only told me with papah and his mother, so Tiffany and Roy were confused.

"Doain me yes brother, Tif good luck." Without looking back Rival said that, even though he did not look at the two of them but he knew since they had noticed and peeked at him in the living room, neat and elegant.

Before getting into the car you ask Rival is this something serious?

"Are you sure val?"

Quiescent.

Then he held it right in Rival's chest. A heart that is racing and groggy. He just smiled and gave me a cheer. "Surely your decision is val."

Rival smiled thinly.

Step by step will deliver it to Rubi's house, ready not ready is a frequency that must be.

He could only look at the windshield, the grass as if walking and a beautiful night with bright lights.

"If I thought it was still there, I'd be happy rub. But I don't know now I feel sicker and sicker when I know Franda is acting like this. I'm not a good person but I'm trying to be better. Rub I think we may be happy." - Rival. The smile was drawn with doubt.

Not the usual smile, and not the happy smile but the depressed smile.

***

Finally arrived...

The car entered Rubi's yard, since earlier in the car Rival not at all talk or communicate with both parents.

What he did this time was confusing.

Rubi's door was wide open and Rubi's parents welcomed Rival's arrival. Special guest and maybe this for the first time after a while ago.

Rival got out of the car with a big smile from both parents.

Ritual shaking hands before entering the house Rubi.

"Val." Sapa Rubi's.

"Hi Rub's. Come in yuk." So awkward. It's old, different. Usually I don't want to be jaim anymore.

Yep....

Yes, that's how the taste has slowly faded.

When that too the feeling seemed to spill. It turns out that Rubi and his parents are confused about the intention of Rival's arrival and both parents. Not a proposal or fiancee event yes, but a kind of commitment bond because they are also still in school and have not graduated. Rival appearance is neat and more handsome especially Rubi is not constantly touched because this is really sudden, is this a prayer that he found and granted? He immediately thanked Franda, who made his dream come true. Rival was also smiling and like the old Rival.

It's a bit stiff and a little weird.

"I don't think our son is old and will soon be married." His papa Rubi warmly welcomed the arrival of Rival along with both parents.

"Married?" Shock Rival. This is not the kind of thing he hopes that if not because Franda broke off the relationship and left then this incident would never happen.

"Yes married but calm Rival, do not rush and just relax. You are still long and there is still a lot of future to pursue while you are still in High School, right?"

"Oh yes, aunt." Rival.

He took a short breath, stabilizing the air coming in and out.

Staring at both Rubi's parents and Rubi himself.

Ahem. "So I came here and my parents. I want to, me and Rubi."

Huh not ready yet.

"I want to...."

"Calm down, relax." Whisper papah.

Breathe in again.

"I want Rubi to be my best friend."

The ones who initially blushed in shame all instead stared intently at the two Rival eyeballs. What is he saying this time?

"Best friend? You mean what val?" Puzzled Rubi who immediately responded to Rival's speech.

Rival looked to the right and left, what he had just said. Even Rubi's parents were tense as well. Both of his hands were trembling, his heart and mind were going nowhere.

Moving on might be the right choice. It turns out that the mind and heart are not constant until in time will deliver words that come out will be different.

"Sorry, I have to go." Runyan.

"Val." Call Rubi.

But he didn't look.

What the hell is going on? Why did he say it was beyond expectations. Best friend?

Whatdoes thatmean?

Rival leaves Rubi's house. He knows that something forced will change and get something bad.

And here's the result.

"Sorry, Rival seems groggy. Your ruby doesn't come, does it?"

"No papa om." Rubi Grin. In his heart he knew that Rival was only for Franda. And Franda to Rival. That'sthat's all.

"Rubi, if Rival is your soul mate then he will come back. But if she's not a match, you let her be the right person for her." Said the mother. It was heavy but slowly Rubi started to accept it.

"Yes, it was drunk." It should be more relaxed and as if nothing happened.

"I'm sorry that Rival---- likes to be groggy."

"Yes his name is also young."

Fortunately, Rubi's parents were very accepting as if with a spacious chest.

"Mah, reward. Om, my aunt's out first, excuse me."

There is still a word of hope if there is a Rival outside of fixing a word that will be happy but what?

A disappointed smile, no one and the gate closed again.

"New rival out sir?"

"Yes, non." It's her voice that's answering Rubi's question.

Rubi just nodded, but he was very happy to fit Rival home and bring both parents. He is very optimistic that Rival will be someone who returns like before but Rival has turned into what it is now that may never return.

***

Where to run, where to walk without direction and purpose.

The drama?

That's Rival, a drama-like life.

Still remembered in his mind if he was wrong to say even out the word best friend. A word what try that throws.

There's a sense of comedy, and there's a sense of sadness anyway.

Stress?

Not too!