
Think positive when the heart says otherwise. Want to scream and argue but I don't have any. Like an egg on the tip of a horn that will do any wrong action will eventually fall and break. What should Allegra do to face his mother? Not as easy as the surrounding think. Allegra only survives because that's all his mother will come back to appreciate. What about Morgan's attitude?
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Finally the dinner went on in silence. Gracia and Dior are not good at talking while the condition is still unpleasant. Angel was still watching Jessie's hand without seeing Allegra who was still down and just playing with her food without eating it. Until Morgan told Allegra this morning.
"Allegra, why don't you eat? You'll get a fever again, just trouble me!" Decak Morgan was slow but everyone heard.
Jerry and Angel look at Allegra, as well as at Jessie's head which leads to Allegra. Allegra was a bit confused, because now he is better.
"Well, I'll eat! You here, you continue eating!" Allegra half-turned towards Morgan.
"What's wrong with you, son?" Ask Jerry later.
"Yes, this morning he didn't feel well Mr. Atkinson so he borrowed my suit, just look now I'm not wearing a suit" Morgan lamented with the intention of telling Allegra this morning.
"You're so noisy! I washed it, will I get it?!" Allegra stood up.
"No need! You just sit down and eat your food don't bother your mommy and Daddy!" Morgan pulled Allegra's hand back to sit down.
"True Allegra, eat, your mommy-made soup is delicious. Thank you aunt for the treat. Zhavia and Zephaniah send greetings to you. They miss you" Gracia said, finally breaking the tension of the dinner atmosphere.
"Oh yes Gracia, give them my longing greetings. Em, son Morgan, I'm sorry if Allegra is bothering you" Angel told Gracie.
"It's okay aunt! This girl like Allegra indeed had to be told continuously so that her mind could melt!" Morgan held onto Allegra's shoulder like a friend. Allegra looked up at Morgan.
"Deliver! I don't need your notice!" Decak Allegra was unhappy and released Morgan's hand which was on his shoulder.
"Allegra, you must not be disrespectful to Kak Dior's relatives" Jessie warned.
"He's just not being polite to me, brother!" grunts Allegra.
Jessie smiled at her sister's grunt. He felt that there was something between this man named Morgan and his sister. Angel finally noticed the closeness of his son with Morgan and Jerry who had smiled to see the two of them. It feels like Jerry remembered a couple of years ago.
"They've always been like that aunt, uncle since at the hotel, oh no, since my engagement with Gracia" Dior told the outlet.
"It turns out Mr Morgan was fighting with my sister? Xelino told me about it. He said my sister had a fight with a man" Jessie said, recalling Xelino telling her while teasing Allegra.
"Who told him to hit me and spill my drink" Allegra snorted again.
"I'm in a hurry, after all I'm sorry, you're the one who scolded me!" morgan's reply was not accepted.
Allegra simply bent his face and ended up eating his food. His heart was still unwell and occasionally he noticed his mother who was also speechless, as if he did not like to hear himself making trouble. They finally resumed eating with a little conversation and laughter.
When all was done, all rushed to the living room including Jessie who was wedged by Gracia. Gracia talks to Jessie while Morgan, Dior with Jerry. While Allegra ventured to help his mother because indeed every day, during her time in the village, she tidied the dining table.
Allegra arranged all the dirty dishes and placed them in the sink container. He did not dare to talk to his mother who prepared a warm drink for the guests.
"Do you still have a fever?" Suddenly Angel touched Allegra's forehead. Allegra slightly jerked. His eyes were glazed. There was actually a sense in his heart to apologize once more to his mother. He looked slowly and shook his head. Not to forget Allegra was also smiling.
"Don't forget to drink Paracetamol in the medicine box so that tomorrow you don't have a fever again and drink warm lemon before going to bed, you understand?" Said Angel later. Allegra could only nod without feeling her mother's embrace as her mother immediately brought the drink into the living room. Allegra sighed. At least, his mother had noticed and worried about him even though it was not excessive for her brother. He continued to wash the dishes.
After talking, they were all allowed to sleep. Allegra's still in the kitchen. He checked the emails coming in from his campus. He had to apply for courses to join an accelerated program like Xelino. Xelino offered it. Next week he will have to go to the city and study. After all he had confirmed, he walked towards his sister's room. He did not find Morgan who he said slept on the sofa, apparently Morgan was still talking to his father on the outside terrace.
Just as Allegra opened the door a little, Allegra saw her mother was helping her brother change clothes. Allegra. Her mother was so full of tenderness taking care of her brother. Yes, she knows her brother can't see but Jessie can already do it. Should his mother continue to help him. Angel also helps Jessie up the bed and covers her. Not to forget Angel kissed Jessie's forehead and eyes. It was like praying together. The usual ritual the mother and child did since childhood to ask for a miracle on Jessie's vision.
At once Allegra's heart grimaced. It had been about a week before she returned to the city to take her brother to the hospital, her mother never again peed her forehead. Just a hug when Allegra first came. Allegra also wants to be treated like a child in adolescence. Allegra remembered the last time her mother hugged and kissed her forehead on her tenth birthday. Since then, his mother reasoned Allegra had grown up. Her mother hugged her older sister.
He also wanted to pray with his mother, but what a force, Allegra did not dare to ask his mother. She could only feel the mother's prayer during the feast day where they, her father, her mother, Jessie and Xelino were visiting to pray together.
Allegra again put everything aside. Allegra considered her mother like this because of her brother's lack. Although his heart ached, Allegra still accepted and watched Jessie. She never once got angry with Jessie or her mother though. Unknowingly, her tears fell. He immediately removed it and returned to the kitchen to make a warm lemon as his mother had ordered. Looks like he came back when Jessie was sleeping.
Allegra makes a warm lemon which she imagines her mother making and giving it to her. Allegra smiled faintly. Something very impossible. Allegra again sighed and he headed to the outer balcony behind the kitchen. For a long time he had not enjoyed the stars in this village.
Allegra came out with a cup of warm lemon. He sat on the balcony. The air is quite cold but it is perfect for him to enjoy this warm lemon. He blew a niup for a moment while feeling the breeze caressing his face.
"Well, I'd go back with Dior and Gracia to town. Mom didn't want my presence here long ago. I've completed the flower arrangement order anyway. Mom's used to just the three of us here. I'll just bother him later. Hem, even though I miss your hug a lot mom," Allegra murmured softly. He sipped his warm lemon again.
"Hey, you're still recovering, why sit outside like this?"
Suddenly Morgan came to join him and sat down beside Allegra. Allegra was clearly jolted. How does this man know himself here? He looked towards the back door that seemed to have forgotten he was closing.
"I'm getting better. You just sleep. I'll also be sleeping for a little while longer" Allegra said staring at Morgan.
"I'm not sleepy yet. Why are you here too?" ask Morgan.
"Drinking a warm lemon" Allegra replied briefly.
"Why not inside?" Morgan asked again.
"Inside or outside it's up to me, why should you set me up?" decak Allegra who felt Morgan asked unimportant things.
"Yes, okay. How, your hands are getting better?" ask Morgan again now does not want to tease Allegra.
Allegra. He went back to sipping his lemon and occasionally looked at the sky. Allegra relented letting Morgan join him.
"You still thinking about your mommy?" looking at Morgan half-turned to look at Allegra.
"He's always been like that to me, I'm fine, I'm used to it" Allegra turned his head to smile at Morgan. Morgan was a little flabbergasted with Allegra's smile up close like this. He thinks Allegra's smile is sweeter than Jessie's.
"Morgan? You why?" Allegra.
"Huh? You drink right, until it drips like this!" Morgan rubbed the side of Allegra's lips. Allegra was a little awkward and pulled her head away from Morgan.
"I can clean it up" Allegra said with her face blushing. Morgan normalized his body and saw the stars in the sky.
"You're not alone Allegra. Perhaps, your mother had a reason to treat you like that" Morgan said then about to comfort Allegra.
"What do you mean?" search Allegra.
"You think my relationship with Gracia is okay? My mom and dad wanted a daughter but my mom couldn't have children, so they loved Gracia more than me" Morgan said.
"You don't talk to comfort me! I don't need to!" Allegra raised his eyebrows. He does not believe Morgan's story because it is very clear that Morgan and Gracia's relationship is very good and Morgan does not mind if Gracia becomes his younger sister. And, in fact, Morgan never cared if, as a child, his parents were more defending Gracia when Gracia interrupted him to study.
"I'm serious! You just ask Gracia." Morgan's convinced.
"Yes, I believe you. It's sleeping there, I'm fine" said Allegra who did not want to dissolve in sadness. He was at least willing to tell anyone about the problem of his inner pressure. In the end he will still lose because Jessie is not perfect so he needs more attention than him. Rather than Allegra getting hurt, it was better for him to shut up.
Allegra understood that Morgan just wanted to cheer him up.
"Allegra, you're a strong woman, you can definitely deal with all this. I believe you!" Morgan said that he was embracing Allegra and brought his face closer to Allegra.
Allegra flinched and turned to look at the face of Morgan who was also looking at him. They looked at each other and Morgan felt that Allegra's face was so beautiful as well. Allegra also noticed Morgan's face that looked calm like it had no burden. Allegra did not believe what Morgan said. Instantly his heart was beating. Allegra admitted that Morgan was quite handsome. Not enough but very handsome.
Morgan and Allegra were swept away and brought their faces closer. They like to kiss but Allegra realized, there is no way a handsome and successful Morgan does not have a lover. This is not true.
After all, Allegra still did not know his feelings. Allegra pulled himself.
He was already nervous and awkward. Morgan didn't hold it back because he thought it was too soon. He also did not know whether he liked Allegra or just wanted to entertain him. Allegra immediately went inside the house and headed for her brother's room. His brother must have slept, he thought. Morgan only smiled to notice Allegra's nervousness which was even adorable to him.
The next morning, Jessie and Allegra had to go to the rice fields to pick up fertilizer from Angel's best friend for their flowers. Jessie and Allegra pass Morgan still asleep on the couch. Morgan's blanket fell and Allegra felt he had to justify it.
"Wait a minute, brother," asked Allegra and he immediately approached Morgan. He picked up the blanket and was about to wrap Morgan up to his neck. However, when Allegra was finished and was about to return to his brother, Morgan instead held Allegra's hand.
"What are you doing?" Morgan opened his eyes. Allegra was surprised.
"I, I just picked up your fallen blanket" Allegra replied stammered and confused as to what else she should do.
"Where are you going this morning?" morgan didn't believe Allegra's answer..
"To the field," Allegra replied watching the jaw of Morgan's face so manly and so calm.
Morgan finally released Allegra's wrist but Allegra was about to fall. Morgan quickly woke up and held Allegra so they hugged.
"Why are you always so careless, Allegra?" look Morgan stared at Allegra quite stabbing.
"Not anymore, Morgan's off!" Allegra tried to let go of Morgan's hand that was coiled around his waist.
Morgan felt Allegra's face again blushing, probably because of his gaze.
"Why does your face always turn red when you look at me?" morgan asked slightly.
"Huh? You just woke up, you must have seen it wrong, it's gone, there's my brother!" Allegra is still trying to take it off.
"He can't see!" Morgan's whisper that made Allegra really surprised. His eyes widened, there was not yet a man like this to him. The man even teased his brother.
"Let's go mommy or Daddy I see, loose! I have to go!" Allegra pleaded now in a fairly gentle tone.
Morgan finally took it off and laid himself back on the sofa. He grinned at the nervousness and already felt Allegra's heart pounding as they faced off.
Allegra quickly grabbed her brother's wrist and walked out of the house.
"What are you doing, Allegra?" ask Jessie who's been out of their house.
"It's okay, brother," replied Allegra lowered his head. Although Jessie did not see her red face but she was embarrassed by Morgan's question which quite tickled her heart.
"You like Morgan?" look at Jessie smiling.
"What's? Whahuh? No brother! Maybe she or I like each other! A nightmare, sis!!" allegra said stammered and scratched his temple scratch.
"I feel it, my sister!" Jessie put her body slightly closer to her sister's arm.
"You could be brother, we better hurry to the field to get the best fertilizer or mommy will scold me again!" Allegra diverts the discussion.
"You're always just switching the conversation, bad boy!" Jessie smiled as she continued walking.
Allegra smiled as her brother could not see but her brother understood her mood. However, regardless, Allegra did not want to hope. He's still traumatized until he likes Morgan too but Morgan likes Jessie, this is something Allegra can no longer tolerate. He should be more watchful of his heart. For now he must focus on school as well as his later work. Jerry promised him the presidency when he graduated. Jerry's been very advanced and he can't hope for Jessie who prefers flowers like her mother. So, Jerry entrusted his efforts to his second son, Allegra.
They eventually arrive at the farm, but Allegra and Jessie decide to stay in the field as they wait for Angel to be there. So did Dior, Gracia and Morgan who were about to walk the road. Jessie decided she wanted to go to the middle of the field. He was about to feel the grain of rice and Allegra agreed to it. He guided his brother to the middle of the field. When he arrived, someone called Allegra to help him lift a large basket onto his shoulders. Allegra leaves Jessie after asking permission.
When Allegra was done helping a marshy woman, the woman told Allegra that today the schedule of a tractor will plow the land next to the rice fields that have been harvested. Allegra immediately looked towards his brother who was still enjoying the rice paddy. Allegra was a bit worried if they were a bit close to the process the tractor was working on. Allegra had to tell her brother immediately. He also returned to his brother.
Sure enough Allegra's concern, somehow the tractor engine became different direction. The four-wheeled tractor engine instead leads to Jessie. Jessie heard it and was about to get away but she fell down because she was too rushed. Allegra quickly ran on the small dirt road. The tractor is getting closer.
"Allegra, help me! Allegra, there's a tractor pointing at me!" Jessie's yelling is hard to wake up.
Allegra finally arrived and woke up his brother but the tractor was very close. Because it was still difficult to reach her brother, she finally pushed her brother away so that she did not have time to come away and her back was hit by the side of the tractor's large wheels.
"JESSIE, ALLEGRA!!!" call Angel who saw the incident.
It turns out that Angel, Dior, Gracia and Morgan have also come. They all ran towards Allegra and Jessie. Jessie had fallen down while Allegra was sitting limp with the pain in her back that seemed to be slashed and bleeding. Seen from the outside of his clothes that Allegra was wearing white clothes.
The tractor had stopped and the farmers had wrapped around the tractor and the driver who had boarded it. The driver turned out to be raising the call so as not to see the direction of the land that he should plow.
Angel first approached Jessie while Allegra lowered his back. It looks like Angel didn't see what happened to Allegra.
"Allegra! Why are you in the middle of the field? What if your brother gets hit? Don't you know there's a tractor near you? You must have left your brother, right?!" angel snapped with a rush of questions on his second child.
Allegra raised his hand. His gaze was already blurry, the blood coming out of his body was so piercing.
"Mrs Atkinson, Miss Allegra was bleeding a lot on her back" shouted a farmer who was about to approach Jessie and Allegra.
Allegra then tried to stand up and wanted to explain to his mother. Morgan had walked over to Allegra but before long Allegra even fell back and unconscious.
"Navigel ..." Call Gracia frantically also approached Allegra with Dior. Morgan immediately carried Allegra and took her away from there.
"Allegra! You're okay, I'm sure you're okay!" Morgan said in panic. He tried to resuscitate Allegra in his tightly held arms.
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Haiz, grieve again coy!
Ngel, your son two is not atu! 😭😭
The gemays!!
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Next part 3
How does Morgan really feel?
And does Allegra have a taste for Morgan?
Will Allegra still settle in the village or return to the city?
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