
"how is he?. Is he not conscious yet ?." Someone patted her on the shoulder and immediately asked so.
"don't know. " well. Only two words that came out of a pair of lips of a man who lately often aloof with his daydream.
Someone who had just come now sat next to the man who was his cousin. "The worst can be but don't keep getting late." His advice.
"I'm confused bang. I also worry about Ezar's situation. He was a child but lost his mother. How will Ezar grow up without having a mother?." the man's voice sounded raucous as if holding back a cry that was so stifling to the chest.
Akhtar Ernann Ilario's. A 27-year-old man who has just been widowed due to a deadly accident that killed his beloved wife two weeks ago.
He and his wife had just returned from the hospital after the wife gave birth to their first son. But unfortunately, when on the way home someone who looks to be running in the middle of the road and it looks like the person crossed but did not see his left right. And in order to avoid it Akhtar tried to slam the steering wheel to the left so as not to hit the person. But it turns out that still his car still had time to graze the body of the man before finally hit a shady tree on the side of the road. Even the wife was also immediately killed on the spot because of a very hard impact on his head that also released a lot of blood.
Luck still had his son in the accident. Akhtar only suffered a small wound in his temple which occurred due to a collision with the steering wheel. While the son turned out to be fine without the slightest injury because at the time of the accident the wife was so tightly hugging her son to avoid the danger that might befall their newborn baby in the world these.
"Yes, I know about that. But you must also let go of your wife, Tar. And... For Ezar, you can find mom connect~"
"No !. I still love my wife. I can't forget him even though he's dead." Akhtar immediately cut off his cousin's words.
"I'm not telling you to forget your wife. I just said look for a mother for your son."
"Yes, but not for now. I'm not ready yet."
"The growth of Ezar did not wait for his father to be ready."
Akhtar. He confirmed the words of Raihan, his cousin. Because what Raihan said is true that the growth of Ezar did not wait for his father to be ready first.
"Ezar has a nanny who's always looking after him now." Akhtar finally said.
"The caregiver is not like a mother. They are very different, Tar . "
"Already, Rai. I'm getting dizzy. Don't make me feel dizzy anymore !." Akhtar got up from his seat and left the living room to his room on the second floor right next to his son's room.
Akhtar slammed the body on the mattress and his hand grabbed a small frame located on his bedside nightstand.
Inside the frame is a picture of him and his wife sitting while holding their baby. He remembered the moment they took while still in the hospital, precisely in the hospital park before they traveled home three hours after taking the photo shoot.
" nega meni sevgilim tashlab ketding? nega Ezarni tark etding...?" Akhtar let her tears run down her cheeks without any intention of wiping them off at all. "Sizni sog'inty. Biz sizni sog'indik ..."
*(why did you leave me my dear?. Why did you leave Ezar..?")*
*(I missed you. Missed you.).*
Akhtar's hand rubbed slowly the image of the face of the woman he loved so much.
Tok tok tok tok
The knocking of the door made Akhtar immediately wipe away the tears that had soaked his cheeks. Akhtar got up from the bed and stepped towards the door. His hand slowly opened the door of his room. "What's up Tania?." Ask when he saw the figure of the nanny of the baby.
"Sorry sir. Young master Ezar from earlier fussed constantly and I couldn't calm him down." Tania lowered her head while explaining.
"Have you given me the formula milk?." Akhtar asked while taking over Ezar from his nanny's sling. Ezar does look fussy and moves like uncomfortable.
"Already sir. But the young master also refused to drink it. I've tried it many times but the young master still doesn't want to drink his milk." Tania again.
"Why yes...?. Ezar doesn't always drink his milk, does he?." Akhtar also wondered why Ezar would not drink his milk this time. Ezar always drinks it.
" Yes sir. The young master always drinks his milk regularly but somehow now he doesn't want to."
" all right. Then you try to contact a pediatrician to check what happened to Ezar.!"
"Good sir. I'll go first..." Tania hurried away from Akhtar.
"Yes. Find a good specialist."
After Tania left, Akhtar brought his son into the room. His hands held the son, who was less than a month old. Seeing the face of Ezar who is still so innocent typical of a baby makes him think back to the wife who may now have calmed down in nature there. He still loves the state of the baby that must be abandoned by his mother for a long time.
"I'm sorry Daddy, son. Daddy can't keep your mom with us..." Akhtar landed her kisses on both of her son's chubby cheeks.
Time passed until Tania knocked on the door again and when she opened it, Tania has been with a doctor with his office clothes also do not forget to have a tote bag that can be made sure there are several medical devices in it.
Akhtar allowed the pediatrician to enter and immediately begin the examination on Ezar. The doctor, known as Arresia, looked very carefully when examining the tiny body of Ezar. When finished dr. Arresia immediately began to explain the situation experienced by Ezar.
" Then why won't she drink her milk Doc?." Akhtar asked after getting the description of the doctor who said if his son was okay not even sick at all.
"That's common. Moreover, Ezar had previously drank ASI, right?."
Akhtar nodded in response.
"You can do formula milk from various products or various flavors because what Ezar experienced could be because he was bored by the milk he often drank. " The doctor returned.
"alright. Thank you doc. "
"Yes sir. Hopefully Ezar quickly grows well according to his physical development. If there's any more need regarding Ezar you can directly contact me, sir."
"Yes. That's for sure. Once again thank you for the examination of my son, Doc."
"same. " The doctor smiles knot and is out in between by Ezar's nanny.
In accordance with what Arresia's doctor suggested, Akhtar immediately contacted his subordinates to buy milk for Ezar. Shortly after closing the connection, the nanny also came and took Ezar back to his own room.
Akhtar again saw his cellphone when he heard the notification sound of incoming messages. His hand opened the message immediately after finding out who had sent the message.
""Sorry sir. I want to let you know that the patient is conscious and is now being examined by a doctor.""
""yeah. I'll be there soon.""
Akhtar rushed to Ezar's room to see his son before he left and also wanted to give Tania the confidence to look after Ezar as long as he had not returned home. Having finished his business in Ezar's room, Akhtar immediately hit the gas on the way to the hospital where a girl who was accidentally hit by his car suffered severe bleeding in the head and also had a coma for almost one time Weeks.
Twenty minutes drive by Akhtar. Now he is in front of the entrance of the IGD room with two bodyguards who have been assigned to always be in the hospital as long as the girl is there. Akhtar began to sit on the waiting chair. But not yet attached to his body on a chair, Akhtar undo his intention instead of approaching the doctor who just came out of the IGD room.
"How is the condition?. Is she okay?."
"We're talking in my room, Mr. Akhtar."
Akhtar exhaled heavily then nodded. Getting an answer from Akhtar the doctor without saying any more directly walked towards the special room of his with Akhtar tailing behind him.
Arriving in the room. The doctor let Akhtar sit down.
"What happened, Doc?. How's he doing?." Akhtar immediately raised his question.
"According to his examination, there are disorders experienced by the patient's head. Because, the damage to the part of the brain that functions to form the limbic system. While the limbic system itself plays a role in regulating emotions and also memory of a person. This part of the brain can be damaged if it experiences a very tight impact. As this patient has experienced." Obviously the doctor at length.
"Then?."
"Yes. The patient will not remember anything that happened before the accident. Even for his own identity as well as most likely he would not remember it at all." Apparently the doctor understood what Akhtar was talking about so he immediately explained again.
"alright. Can I see it then, Doc?. Wasn't he conscious?. "
"Yes of course, sir."
After saying thank you, Akhtar exited the doctor's room and stepped into the IGD room. In the room occupied by the girl.
Inside were two nurses accompanying the girl.