
When the sulking despair wanted to stop, apparently a ray of hope still shone. Well. Just a glimmer. But nothing even though being at its peak is a struggle and sacrifice, what is wrong with trying ??.
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The days of Azrinna went according to its course. Although sometimes there is a sense of longing, but he still can not do anything. His misses should be pendam for himself. He was just trying to distract her with things that would make her forget.
A month ago Azrinna again active in teaching martial arts in Nanzea. And for the past month he has never met his daughter's son. He misses them, which is far from his reach. How is their daily life now, he knows nothing at all.
" Dreaming again ?."
Azrinna understood the voice of who had just asked that. He just took a long breath. It is not strong to be able to look strong when faced with all this. Azrinna turned to face her friend.
" Lately you've been daydreaming. What's up ?. Are you thinking about Aqlan's problem ?." Ask Hizqi.
" no. I never even thought about Aqlan anymore. "
" Then, what do you now daydream about ?."
" I don't know. " Azrinna got up from her seat and entered the training class again.
" Azrinna's. This habit of yours !. Always talking I was left behind !. " Hizqi was upset while aligning her footsteps with Azrinna.
" Already, there, you go to class too. "
" Yes, later on. It's still a break. "
Azrinna stopped her steps and faced Hizqi. His hand was stretched out right in front of Hizqi's face. " Look. Is this still time for a break ?." He said as he showed the watch that was coiled around his wrist.
Hizqi immediately grinned the horse when she saw where the clock was. "Yes, yes. I'm going to class now. I go first yes. Assalamualaikum.."
" yes. The waalaikumsalam."
They split up on the street and headed to their respective class places. Azrinna began to enter her class, being upgraded to Senior.
They immediately gasped at Azrinna's arrival. In an orderly manner also immediately lined up neatly. Azrinna put on a smile and stood before them.
" Asalamualaikum, everyone..." His request and immediately answered in unison by his students.
" Thank God for the Mercy of God, we can gather here again. This is our third meeting after I'm gone, huh?."
" Yes, madam. We also miss training a lot with Azrinna. Where are you going ?. " Tap one of his students.
Azrinna only smiled at the disciple's words. Today he will indeed relax a little in giving his teaching, unlike the previous two meetings which were just straight on the training level. Not even to ask questions like this.
" I'm not going anywhere. I am still on God's earth. " Azrinna replied slightly. And that made his students also laugh crisply. " So, do you want rehearsals or speakers now?." Ask later.
" Sir, what about the holidays both?. " Tap them again.
" If both holidays, it means you come here in vain. "
" For the meeting now, it doesn't matter. " Answer them.
" Hemm, okay. As you wish. Today we will relax. "
They seemed happy because her proposal was approved by Azrinna. Azrinna sat on the mat and told her students to do the same with her.
" If it's like this. So, what are we going to talk about ?." Azrinna looked at the faces of her students.
They seemed to whisper to each other which was not heard at all in Azrinna's ears.
" Hmm, ma'am Azri. " Someone is making a sound.
Azrinna turned to the source of the voice which turned out to be a man who if he saw it like he was quite mature.
" You..." As he observed his face Azrinna seemed to remember who the young man was.
" Council, Ma'am. "
" Oh, yeah. Haidar. Sorry I forgot a little. " Azrinna smiled stiffly finding her own stupidity. " Yes, Haidar. Anybody want to ask?." Ask Haidar.
Azrinna was surprised to hear Haidar's question. Why did Haidar ask her age?. Bathin Azrinna's.
Haidar's friends also looked shocked just like Azrinna. There was even a sudden flick of Haidar's arm and made Haidar grimace a little.
" You shouldn't talk here. Don't you want a lot of people ?."
" Yes, how else ?. If it wasn't here wouldn't have met Azrinna.."
" Huhh. It's up to you."
The whispers could still be heard clearly in the Azrinna auditory senses. Azrinna slightly squinted her eyes at Haidar and the friend sitting next to her. Azrinna. Make everything focus on him.
" Oh, yes Haidar. My age is already twenty-five years old. "
" Huhh ?!." Everyone looked dumbfounded at Azrinna's reply.
" She didn't lie, did she ?."
" yes. I'm not lying. My age is that. Why ?. Something is wrong, right ?." Azrinna asked in confusion.
" I think you're still a dozen. Or those twenties ?."
Azrinna widened her smile then shook her head. " no. I am twenty-five years old next month. "
Azrinna glanced towards Haidar. Haidar was like a frustrated person when he heard his answer. It was not that Azrinna could see Haidar's attitude like that. Even very understanding. Now he could conclude that it seemed like Haidar was putting his heart on him.
" So, is Azri married ?. " Ask a girl whom Azrinna knew her name, Sisil.
" I, Thank God. "
" Have you got a child?." Ask Reza.
Azrinna did not answer with words but a nod of the head.
" Then his son was invited here dong mbak. Let's play here with Sisil." Sisil said so enthusiastically.
" Yes, madam. We want to know his son. Must be in his mother's rich saucy. " This time it was Rena who said.
" Let no one hope for Azri anymore. " Azrinna could see who was speaking. Ja. It was Keinn who said it. The man sitting next to Haidar.
The conversation continues until the teaching time is over. The initial intention was to relax but instead make an interview about Azrinna's life.
Azrinna did not mention the name of her husband or her son. He just told me that he was married. That'sallthatis.
There was actually doubt in his heart when it came to telling them about his status. Because his parents did not know that Azrinna already had a child from her own womb.
Someone who stood not far from the gathering was increasingly curious about his best friend. Who else if not Hizqi. Hizqi really needs an explanation from Azrinna about the story.
Association disbanded. They all immediately dispersed themselves from the presence of Azrinna. And at that moment Hizqi approached Azrinna. Azrinna who had understood immediately rose up. Because he knew that Hizqi was already nearby. Azrinna walked past the body of her best friend.
" Azri !. You owe me an explanation ...! " Hizqi pulled out her hand.
Azrinna breathed heavily and turned to face her friend.
" If you want to know, would you take me ?."
" Where?." Ask Hizqi confused.
" Wouldn't you?." Ask Azrinna again.
" Yes yes, yes. I'll drop. "
Azrinna nodded then walked again with Hizqi behind her.
Before getting out of the paddle, the two took the time to clean themselves in the toilet first to also change their clothes. After everything was neat, Azrinna invited Hizqi to come to her car.
Hizqi just complies. In the next second, Azrinna's car was out of the paddle area and began to blend in on the highway.