The Easy On ME

The Easy On ME
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Kay POV


Today I came to school quite quickly because it happened to be delivered by Papi today. In the usual days I go by my brother or take a taxi. I sat alone in class reading a novel on my phone, but there were many people in class, but I chose to be alone. Because that's how I'm very difficult to make friends and of course I'm choosy in making friends, because I once had a friendship moment that was quite painful.


How not, someone who used to be together since childhood in any case and protect each other, suddenly betrayed the promise we once tied together. We once said that no matter how far apart we are, even when we have to meet new people, we will not have each other distant and alien in this friendship. But, whose name is human can certainly change, including myself. When we were still in the puberty of a teenager, it was natural to like someone who changed. But at the time, I really didn't know why, I liked someone so much. For months and even nearly a year I held myself alone and my feelings did not change for the man. At that time, I often told my best friend, more precisely my former best friend. I never knew she had the same feelings as someone I liked. And one day I realized that his attitude had completely changed towards me, his attitude that he could not and never had before done to me. My best friend began to often refuse my invitation to do anything, even seem to avoid me. I'm honestly very jealous because she's starting to have new friends who seem very familiar. Until one day all my trust in him was completely gone. That morning in class I saw my best friend walking with someone I liked, and they were already dating. And from then on, let alone talk, greet me he did not do. I feel a little afraid to make friends and trust people.


But today my class is coming up with a new student and I see her as a shy introvert and I think she might be a good friend because I see Sherra is quiet and not much the only way to make him a friend is yes I have to dare to say hello to him first and of course I have to be a little caper.


When I found out the class was empty I started to take advantage of the situation and walked up to him. Honestly I was a little nervous to start the conversation but I should be able to.


“Hey Sherra," I said, but she kept staring at me so I was a little afraid she thought I was a close-knit and pretentious person. If the word cool language is SKSD.


“Hey Sherra you heard me, Sherra, Hello, Sherrrr," I repeated again because she still hasn't responded to me.


“Eh i-iya, what is it?" he asked me.


I saw him astonished, but still I proceeded to get acquainted with him. Even when he wanted to introduce himself again, I shut his mouth. I don't know what I had in mind at the time, but thankfully Sherra wasn't angry.


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And we started talking a little more casually than before, which was a little awkward. And I was kind of surprised that he could also joke around when he called me a starving zombie.


“Before you go to school where the hell Sher, how to move here?," I asked Sherra who was drinking her orange juice.


“Hmm, I used to homeschool Kay and I was deliberately a little late because I was not ready yesterday to start school at school" Sherra replied.


“ Homeschooling? You mean you go to school in that house, why Sher kok homeschooling?" I asked.


“To be honest I was, I was, hmm I used to have a disease that was quite severe and my parents took me to Australia, well I was not in school almost 2 years, so I did not go to school, and thankfully my illness can be cured, so now I can return to Indonesia. My parents think I've missed a lesson far enough so I started homeschooling that's also the reason I'm slow to get in here" explained Sherra who looks a little sad. Maybe he's thinking about his past. I feel guilty for him.


“Ooh ja-so you have suffered from a severe illness, ma-sorry yes Sher I don't know," said I feel guilty.


“No papa kok Kay anyway now I've healed too, so you don't have to feel guilty all," Sherra replied with a smile.


Kriying.....


The bells of the sign came in. Sherra and I were shocked to hear the bell ringing. This is because the fun of chatting will forget the time, plus my body has not run out, but with the feeling of not having the heart I have to leave my favorite bakmi and immediately go to class for the next class. I think I should hold my hunger until school. And I'm sure I won't be able to focus on the previous lesson. Hah, stop.