The Dusk That Has Been Leaving
Part 2**Past Shadow**
finally I say goodbye to mbak yeni, and go home.
on every trip home I don't know all I remember is the face of mas wijaya.
why
why
why do I have to meet again, and it turns out he's already the husband of someone I know.
I don't feel my tears just running through my cheeks.
the more I go, the faster my motorcycle speeds, the more my tears will be.
I want to be accompanied by rain so as to feel the rush of water that flows just like that.
huffffffffffffffffffff
it feels like I want to get home soon and let go of all the fatigue today.
an hour passed, finally in front of the house.
with a giant step I put my foot up
"assalamualaikum pa, ma,
I heard something coming from inside my house
"wa'alaikumsalam son, almost new night until the house stopped by where you were.
"ga where you just stopped by the house mbak yeni a moment ago.
I put my slippers in a small closet next to the door
I went in the room to get a shirt and take a shower
to remove all burdens today.
I was really dizzy, I felt like I wanted to go to the seventh heaven and throw my body in there
so that my mind does not drift to remember the person who has accompanied my day first.
It's been 10 minutes and I've been sitting pensively on my balcony
while calming my broken heart .
From under the stairs I heard footsteps and I said, people call me.
" let's go down to dinner first, before you go to bed
don't leave your stomach empty.
"" yes pa soon the Goddess comes down papa eat first, I am still not hungry.
I said a little scream.
*in elite housing*
"" baby you know the goddess where, like, you looked and called her like a shocked person.
" yes he was my childhood friend in the village at my old papa's house.
"" oh you know each other, but why are you just silent.
" that's why Yen doesn't have to talk about it anymore, I'm tired of working all day home at the Dilla and Diana to the supermaket.
he said you promised to buy a toy even you yourself ignored it.
chequeleked
Dilla opened the room door running and shouted.
"""pa papa ayoo to Dila's room,adek want to bobok cemented papa.
yes Dila her spoiled daughter unfortunately only to her papa.
since childhood, my father loved her so much.
""yes, baby in a moment, wait in the room and papa will follow.
but Dilla kept whining, eventually her father also left the bedroom bed to accompany his favorite son.
with an annoyed grunt Yeni threw a bantalll towards Wijaya.
because I can't continue the question.
he took a cell phone and called the Goddess
I heard a loud call ringing
dreddd
dreddddd
it's been a number of times to contact the goddess why it's not raised as well,
makes his mind more curious.
across there
the goddess only looked at her mobile phone vibrating dozens of times.
he hesitated to answer or not.
eventually......
"" assalamualaikum mbak yeni, what's the phone night.
" waalaikumsalam wi, there's nothing just want to talk.
my husband is still with his children in the room.
so instead of me calling you
"" yes mbak besuk we leave at what time, it looks like I ride my own bike mbak because all of them besuk stop by my house.
(in my heart do not want to meet the husband of his new best friend who is still about a month into his office)
"ah ga papa nih together I ntar anterin, antherin,
"" doesn't get to be a hassle later.
finally the stale base in tlp ends already..
I went down the steps of my house, I saw my dad still casually watching a football broadcast in the middle.
I headed to the dining kitchen with no taste just my brains tinkering with food on the plate
it finally ends up in the trash.
"he ate wi, heard my papa
"" has passed, the goddess is tired of going to bed first.
I opened the door to my room I looked up at the sky of my house hoping to fall asleep soon in my beautiful dreams.
but my mind made my eyes unable to be closed in the slightest.
remembering the past that ruined my entire life, even though I wanted to live with him so badly.
""" flashback off""
after the incident in the unwanted.
The goddess really disappeared like swallowed by the earth.
he felt sinful and guilty not being able to keep his chastity.
he was embarrassed by himself and decided to leave the house of Wijaya Hadi Saputra.
Even though his heart still loves him, he wants to have it
but because of his ego he stays out of his house .
without saying goodbye and saying goodbye
changing his phone number and boarding with his gank friend.
He did not know that Wijaya who was looking for him where always waiting in his campus,
bela Belain came to the city xx where the Goddess lived but never met her heart.
One year passed, the Wijaya really resigned not knowing what to do
just to apologize, he was unable to
her little girl used to be so hard to find
there are various ways to do it but the results are still nil.
Because of his frustration he often went to the club', met with friends of his college days.
doing activities that can forget the girl he once slept with although not by force.
but still he feels guilty, every holiday work he spends his time to follow Taoring race cars or just hang out with his motorcycle gedenya..
(((yups continue to make more)))
