The Dusk That Has Been Leaving

Part 1's. ** repeat **

I sat there waiting for my new best friend.

yes, we will work in the same office

on the first day, I had to be willing to leave early in the morning to pick him up.

" ah very boring already willing to penetrate the cold dew of the morning but once home is not ready at all.

this is waiting for people who are said to be able to but still want to work, so they can have fun outside without being bridled and struggling with home affairs.

" Bruaaakkk I'm aware of my daydreams

after mbak yeni hit with his expensive bag.

"yuk Dewi we go with my car

put your bike in my garage.

I just nodding and I he put my bike in, I didn't think he just wanted me to be with him...

ok is quite good than using a butut motorbike rarely can ride a good car I thought, all ngirit gasoline expenditure.

while driving he always ngockeh here and there.

mgkn because I'm an office friend and obviously since training in a private company, we work he's getting to know me.

finally after 30 minutes of travel to the office.I went down first at the intersection of the parking lot.while waiting for my new best friend was.I still daydream ..yes, I imagine a photo in the frame of the living room mbak Yeni

I don't know how I started feeling like I knew that guy whose stature was like it had possessed my heart for a long time....

and again

bruak mbak Yeni always hit my head with his bag.

why my brain today is not working sane, so slow and and it feels like there is tightness in the chest

" you why wii from earlier just daydreaming I talk to you here and there you only answer a few words..

he crammed some questions I just shook my head.

I just answered no problem.mgkn was just nervous we just entered work today...

we walked together to the elevator, me and he did work in the same room.

from 8 am until the break I just sat in front of the computer...

I don't want to stand up because I'll be very happy with my job

not with Yeni mbk, he fidgets erratically always slide position seems to want to finish his job and mingle to the canteen just sip a glass of juice to calm down.

he is nervous tired may be felt to have a whole day brain atik computer because in fact he works not to make money, just want to find pleasure to not be saturated at home.

" wii yuk rest first donk we have lunch

I'm hungry, rajuk mbak yeni

okay ready I finish first for a while my work just wait under the tar I follow after it deh nanggung nih said I slowly.

he with his pedagogy out even though he is still a new employee.

different from me who is a little embarrassed if greeted by other coworkers.

I ran over to the cafeteria with Yeni passing through the other office.

I found out he had eaten some of the food he had eaten.

why are you so relaxed, as if you know the people here.

ask her.

he just chuckles at me...

After so many hours we finally go home too , ah it feels.work is not as difficult as I imagine.

I kept hitchhiking with mbak yeni to pick up my bike at his house.

she always smiled, she was a sweet, white and well-groomed woman...

the proof is that what is used is always branded, not like me is just a woman fitting.

I was born into an ordinary family.

even though I lived a good life only a few years after that my mother died

my papa's business is bankrupt.

we live in a small, simple house.

"" upon entering the street housing I feel my heart is getting worse.either or only limited to my feelings or indeed my gut feeling.

yes finally arrived in front of the house mbak Yeni.

I got off the car and took my bike,

"wi you do not stop by first enter the house I make tea yes, or rest undaunted said mbak yeni with the sweet word.

"" do not mbak next time or besuk besuk.

it's late afternoon I put again last night is still a long journey that I took an hour lo.

I just say goodbye to the door..

and deg

I accidentally ran into a handsome man.Atletis had a little chat he just got out of his car.

looking at me in shock, we are just as shocked.

he rebuked me "Goddess, he said

I just nodded assentingly.ehmmm it felt like my heart had jumped from its nest or stopped breathing.

""the baby Yeni who accidentally heard him also felt shocked.

maybe he thought about when he knew that handsome guy.

he came out to greet the man and the 2 little girls who had just got out of his car

scattering hugs while saying mama mama adek equally papa just bought a toy he just nodded and said there immediately enter dah afternoon loo bathing same mbak inem.

I was just made to gawk in front of the gate of his house.what sight is this that makes my chest more crowded.

my shadow what mas *Wijaya Hadi Saputra husband mbak Yeni.

"wi here used to know this Wijaya mas my husband next time if you meet in the street you can greet him.

I greeted Wijaya as if I had never known her before and she just shook my hand with a sweet smile.

"" but mbak Yeni asked how you guys were like saying hello to her husband.

ehmm

I know it already, he said.

deg deg deg deg finally I feel more limp all over my body

it turns out that he was my little friend where I left some of my childhood in the village with my grandmother...

he was the son of a rich and respected man there, he said he was still my brother even though far away.

**flashback off**

yes he is Wijaya Hadi Saputra handsome man who is in my grandmother's village .semenjak small we do know each other's age distance is not far.only a few years adrift.

back when I was in 1st grade and he was in 3rd grade.

because the same school we often play together.

wherever always together, as if it will never be separated if in school.

although the distance of our house is not far tp I rarely go out like a child in general so if at home I have not met him.

I just go with my grandmother who works every day at the stall to sell.

every time I go home from school I spend time at a stall near the market playing there with a kid my age.

even that was only a moment because I was busy helping wash the dishes if someone who finished eating cleaned it from the table and brought it to the place where it should be placed...

that's my daily life, always and always waking up at dawn to follow my grandmother into the sales market .

I bathe in the stall every morning and leave school from there too..

" goddess later if we are adults you must be with me.

I want you to always be my friend

" i'm your best friend holding his hand I walked to buy snacks in the school cafeteria.

time passed eventually he graduated from junior high school and entered high school in the city

I am still on the bench

since then we have never met.

:*I was taken by my parents again and followed him in XX city.

while my grandmother remained in her village with my aunt and cousin.

that was the beginning of our separation until a few years finally.

we were reunited when I entered college

and he was also in the same town.....

he's been working on his papa's bank while in college......;;

this is the beginning where we are always together again, until the seed of love appears between us.

"" yes I silently admired him for liking him.

it turns out that my love also does not clap one hand

but still we ignore because it is a distant brother.

as time passes

because the distance of home and campus is quite a long journey of 2 hours.

" goddess if you want to be able to live in my house in the city so you don't get tired.

I'm alone anyway.

I'm happy to say that the flowering of my heart feels like finding a diamond can live with the person I care about most.

"" yes mas I want but I permit first yes the same papa, kalo may I be happy hehehehehehe reduce cost nich

I said as I passed by, he always nosed my nose if he felt anxious.

""okay just call papa or besuk me nganterin you go home how all you take your needs.

""without waiting for besuk I want now aja yes dianterin home and dah dah afternoons also mas than I ride the motor nih.ucapku origin

yes, just say my wish, we are the same as going to my city...

once at my house expressed my desire to stay with mas wijaya.turned my papa agreed he did not think that we had a relationship.

we used to live in the village and friends since childhood...

" mas tonight nginep aja at home, yes, morning leave for the city

" my papa chimed in and Wijaya just slept here first

there's an empty room in front, you can use it

wear clothes her sister Dewi used to change also there

"" yes, thank you very much, I think I am also tired of taking a break first.

besuk home at dawn

I have a job in my office in the morning.

"" loo nak Wijaya is not still in college, what stop working.

"" don't om still in college while working at papa's bank in the afternoon must tour papa's hotel as well.

tau papa is very protective until my desire to join my brother abroad can not only take care of papa om's bank.

"" yes, it is good to work while in college that is passionate for the future.

I listened to the conversations of two men I have admired since childhood..

yes I am very much in love and dear my papa...

actually I was separated with papa, but because the distance of the university with my city is far enough papa felt my suffering.

I followed wijaya mas to live in his house in the city..

that's my parents' permission.

it turned out to have been an even year I was at home mas wijaya.

although we were home but rarely met,

because he left early in the morning and came home late.

sometimes I call her just by a short message on the phone.

or put a piece of writing on the table to eat.

we are the same in busy with our own affairs.

just once we met or some kind of arrangement to be together at home.

although I have a relationship but do not want to limit his activities or spoiled just sulking want to be accompanied where.

but it was one night that made me part for the umpteenth time.

dreeedd

dreeeds

dreeeds

I saw my phone vibrate several times, in silent mode, it turned out that wijaya called me several times

"" halooo assalamallaikum wi

where are you, when you go to your college

wait in front of the campus, not where

around 5pm I picked it up

"" yes, what's up

tutttt

Tutttts

tutttt

ummmm I was thinking hard why it was turned off.

it's weird I'm still with my friend in the gank.

""hour shows at 16:45 ah soon ms wijaya coming.

I set my foot toward the gate of my college.

it turns out that it is true that mas wijaya has stanbay in front of the campus.

"" she waved her hand at me, hinting that she was there near her car.

I ran to him

"" what's the mass kok tumben want to pick me if you're busy, or there's a show

"" no I just miss you, long time ago I felt like I could ever talk at home with you.

I have not brought food we eat at home together.

I just nodded at the sign.

on the way we usually chat to tell each other's busyness.this time not only silence each other.

when I got home I took a shower and ate together...

only small talk will accompany our togetherness

at nightfall, I entered the room to study many campus assignments that I had not completed

tookks

tokkk

geckos

""may I enter wiii, hear the sound of haluuuusss outside your door.

"" yes, just enter not in the key.

""what is it .

"" the task of the campusss piled up.( while I scratched.my head that does not itch).

I don't know why I felt so crowded.

it was difficult to breathe near Wijaya's room and there was no one but the two of us.

I don't know which demon possessed us

and arrived wijaya mas already kissed me softly

swigging my tongue

fucked me and I got back at it

the hotss scene

which makes my brain aroused so much

he squeezed my sensitive part to make me sigh

ah maaassss's

mmmm maassss

let go ofnnn

the more I sigh uncharacteristically

the more Wijaya lost control

he breathed his heat

the hunt

be quiet

shut up wi you can drive me crazy in that little whisper in my ear

it just makes me close my eyes.

and I don't know when all the clothes that were attached to my body scattering to the floor

I just resignedly did a bed scene that I shouldn't have done and I took care of...

I also did not understand why Wijaya mas who used to take care of me even though the two did not want to touch me why now even do this.

skip ((let's later flashback because the journey is still long)).