
Yuna walked away from the table, she walked with her long steps.Smap wiping the clear grains in the corner of her eyes.There is a pain that continues in between her inner.
I know, if I am a wife who is not in want right.But at least appreciate my status.Batin Yuna.
While in front of the exit, Yuna was surprised by Adrean's presence there.
"Yuna?"greet Andrean.
"Ah brother Andrean"sahut Yuna.
"Where's Daniel?"Andrean asked, trying to find Daniel's whereabouts, and he saw that he was with someone, whom he also knew.
Andrean scrunched his forehead.
"What the fuck is that..."Andrean looked emotional and was about to approach Daniel, but Yuna prevented him.
"Let it be that brother.Daniel looks happy.I don't want to bother him."Said Yuna while holding back her strange feeling.
"But what he did was not right."
"I'm okay, sister.Come on..."Take Yuna to pull Andrean's arm.
They also walked to where Andrean's car was parked.Yuna still lowered her gaze.
When you get in the car.
"Are you sure Daniel will die with that woman?"Asked Andrean who was already sitting at the back of his wheel.
Yuna nodded.
"Did Andrean's brother eat?".
"Yet, what about you?".
Yuna shook her head.
"Well, where will we eat ?eum..in your dad's satay shop, like it's delicious.I haven't been there in a long time."Andrean.
"But it's a long way off, I don't think his time will be enough."Said Yuna glancing at the watch that was coiled around her arms.
"Why is it?you're afraid Papi fired you?".Andrean asked.
"It is not so.but, I am a professional kak.Yaa even though the examination schedule has been completed.I have to go back to the hospital ."Yuna humbled her voice.
"so.we're gonna eat at your dad's shop..."Andrean said as he stepped on the pedal and drove forward his car without waiting for a response from Yuna.
Yuna finally resigned.
"Sister..Why is it possible that my marriage to Daniel will be successful?I don't know what the end is.I'm feeling increasingly unsure about this new marriage.".After a moment of silence, Yuna started to tell her story.She sighed, Andrean was still listening .
"People say, a marriage without love will not be easy to start.But many are happy.But many are also separated."Yuna said with a blank look.
Making Andrean suddenly feel pity with the one Yuna experienced.
"Why do you think like that?What because of Daniel's attitude earlier.He was outrageous.".Andrean said furiously.
"So my brother, don't discuss this matter with Daniel..I don't want to fight with her.I'm not good with Mami and Papi, if they find out."
Andrean.
"Sister.."Call Yuna.
"Hmmm..."Focus on the streets.
"Please promise not to quarrel with Daniel because of me..".Yuna said.
"Do you love Daniel?"Andrean asked with a heavy voice.Yuna knew, it was not easy for Andrean to ask that.And it was not easy for Yuna to answer him.
Yuna was silent.
"You're jealous to see Daniel with Miranda, right?".Ask Andrean again.
Yuna still didn't budge.
Andrean also decided to no longer ask.Because it also made himself more hurt.If his likeness Yuna answered 'yes'.
Some questions were asked Heru sir, because Yuna came with Andrean.But they have given reasons that make Mr. Heru not anxious and sure.
***
At night, when Yuna was making her bed.Daniel also came, she looked so tired.Yuna just fell silent, she was reluctant to ask about it last afternoon.he tried to be ordinary.
"Whether it's hot water I want to take a shower" Daniel asked.
"Warm water?should I be ready, right?"Yuna asked mingled in her heart.
"Yes, of course, you're my wife, you should have prepared my needs" Daniel's answer was a little angry.
"Are I really your wife?I don't think you've treated me as a wife."Reply Yuna.
Daniel turned his head and looked intently at Yuna's eyes.
Daniel stepped closer to Yuna, getting closer, until Yuna's chest touched Daniel.Yuna stepped back, but Daniel also continued to approach.Yuna was cornered, could not retreat anymore, she fell on the bed.Daniel was on Yuna's body, too,he held his body with both of his elbows.
His eyes were still staring at Yuna.
Yuna looks scared.
He tried to push Daniel's body, albeit in vain.
"What should I do to you?fuck you?making love?you want her".
Yuna looked into Daniel's eyes sharply.Make Daniel.dimmed his sharp gaze.
"I'm not crazy about sex, even if it's with my husband.You can treat me as you want, but at least you can appreciate me in front of others.Are you happy to see me in low right?what a husband's degree if a wife's self-esteem is low, right?"Yuna said.Make Daniel choked.
Is this because of lunch.Batin Daniel.
"You jealous?"Daniel's question, made Yuna's face red.
"Are you jealous?".
Yuna pushed Daniel's body firmly, so that Daniel fell down next to her.And rose up, along with Yuna who also woke up and tidied up her clothes.
"Not jealous or not.But I just want to be appreciated.At least others do not demean me with your attitude".Yuna said as she walked away leaving Daniel still riveted.
Yuna stepped into the backyard.Night was getting late, but no sleepiness perched on her eye patch.He was still awake, with worries that might interfere in each breath.
What is this feeling?why do I feel there is something strange with my feelings, with Daniel's treatment earlier.There are vibrations that are difficult for me to understand.Batin Yuna.
Yuna thought to herself that she was sitting on a carved wooden chair that was there.He got up and stared at the silence of the night,his eyes look at the courtyard decorated with colorful garden lights.Sayup-dyed the sound of night insects is still heard.because the owner of the house does love ornamental plants that fill the backyard, the sound of insects is still heard.Since the owner of the house does love ornamental plants that fill the backyard,There may be some insects hiding there.
"Don't daydream"The voice sounded from behind.Yuna turned her head.
"Sister Andrean"Sahut Yuna.
Andrean smiled and approached.
Why does Andrean always show up when I feel sad..Inner Yuna.
"What's wrong?Still thinking about that one last day?you have to believe in Daniel.He's not a striped-nose man.I know exactly how he is.All women who have ever been close to him, I know." explained Andrean
"really?as open as that, she's with a sister?"Yuna asked.
"Hm...Then?"andrean asked, Making Yuna frown on her forehead.
"Then What?".
"Then what are you gonna do to make her fall in love with you.?".
"For what?I don't think it's necessary, let him do whatever he wants."
"Are you sure you're not jealous if Daniel's with another woman.?"
"Sister.I don't know very well who I love.I can't even get rid of this feeling.So problem I'm jealous or not, I don't think I.I just want him to appreciate me as a wife, I don't want him to respect me as a wife,although there is no love between us.But that does not mean he can spread his hatred on me in front of others.What else in the presence of his former lover.I hurt because my self-esteem is low right."
Without them knowing, Daniel was standing behind them, leaning behind the door so as not to be seen.Daniel.subdues his gaze, upon hearing Yuna's words.
Did they know each other before?They look so familiar.And casually his Yuna revealed the contents of her heart.I know Kak Rean is a good man.But what can be as open as that, on a woman who has not been so familiar?.Inner Daniel.