
Right in a beautiful artificial lake, a favorite place for him, which was built by the Opa.There he spilled all his misfortune, his,all the wounds that stifle his chest.Andrean sat with both knees supporting his hands that cross, he put his face on his hands.
Tears full of wounds can not be weathered anymore.If a man cries not because he is crybaby or weak, but because his mind is no longer able to withstand the pain.
No matter how much a man holds his feelings, there must be a time when he can no longer stem his tears.
He himself, closed his eyes tightly trying to keep his tears from spilling.But what power, tight in his chest increasingly peaked when he remembered how beautiful the plan that he had been arranging for a long time,a beautiful plan for the woman of love, the ring that he has prepared to propose her, he holds her tightly as if to crumble her.
Even the shadow seemed to be swept away by reality.
"Why?why am I this weak?why can't I let go of her?why should my destiny be disappointed, maybe even I will not be able to forget it.Because it will be difficult, very difficult.I will feel this wound every time I see it.because he will definitely be in every day I.hiks"Andrean was still crying.
Without realizing it, Yuna has been standing behind her.Yuna tried to withstand the pain that is now in her feel as well.Yuna swallowed her heavy saliva many times.Try to be firm, so that Andrean is not getting hurt.
Andrean's body seemed to tremble as the heartbreaking cries sounded.
Yuna was still staring at the back of the man she loved, still curled up on the grass by the lake.
Cry, brother, if it is able to reduce the tightness in your chest.I am the one who is guilty of everything that happens to you.I am too naive.I who can not determine my own life path, I who...hiks.Batin Yuna.
"Yuna.why do I love you so much..."Shouted Andrean looking his face towards the lake.He had yet to realize that the person was behind him.
"I'm sorry sister"Yuna began to talk.Making Andrean fixated without a sound.But he still did not turn his head, even though he knew who and where the source of the voice was.
Yuna wiped away her tears that had been struggling to break.
"I'm sorry for everything that's happened.It's my fault, I've been so heartbreaking to hurt you...Please forgive me, though I'm sorry for not being able to change anything that has happened.And maybe also sorry for me will not be able to treat your heartache.But I hope, with the apologies that you give me, and maybe even sorry for me,able to resuscitate me how guilty I am"Yuna tried to hold back her crying so as not to make a sound.he took a breath many times to calm her heart.
Andrean was still unmoved, he was still staring at the wave of lake water that was blown by the wind.Still digesting everything Yuna said.
"If I make life meaningless, then I will go away to make your life happy.What am I, who am this meaningless,why can I hurt your heart so sincere.Even I do not deserve to love brother.Love is so complicated for me to understand.I am too stupid to mean the meaning of love that I feel right.So Once again, this love is so complicated for me,keep your heart happy, forget I am not worthy to be loved.Your love is too precious for me."Yuna said again, she closed her eyes, wiping away her tears that had soaked her cheeks.
Yuna stepped back because Andrean was still unmoved.
"Yuna"Call Andrean with his raucous voice.But Yuna did not turn her body.he was still silently fixated.
Andrean stepped slowly towards Yuna.Andrean hugged Yuna from behind so tightly.His body still shook his cry that was not over it still left tears on his face.
"Yuna.I love you, love you so much, I don't even know how much love this is, but I know I'm hurt because of it".Andrean said softly, without loosening his grip.Yuna who initially revolted and tried to avoid, seemed silent not flinching, heard Andrean's words increasingly slicing his heart.
I also love you sister, I really love.But I have married, even my suamai is your own sister.Takkan no betrayal in my love.Batin Yuna.
Yuna tried to hold back her tears that cloth filled her eyelids, The tears fell right on Andrean's arm.Yuna could not wipe her tears because her hands were held in Andrean's arms.
After a while, Andrean let go of his embrace.He turned Yuna's body right before him, Andrean looked at Yuna's face closely, and continued to wipe away her tears.
Yuna lowered her gaze.He was well aware of what her current status was.
"Yuna, how much love we have, promise to forget it, bury our story in memories."Andrean sighed heavily.He still looked at Yuna.Dan Yuna finally returned Andrean's gaze.
"Yuna, promise me that you will love Daniel with all your heart, promise to be happy with him,promise to keep her in your heart.She is my sister who is so dear to me.I am willing to sacrifice anything for her happiness, even though I have to ignore my happiness.Please promise me Yuna..."said Andrean softly.
Making Yuna increasingly rushing to shed her tears.Yuna was sobbing with what Andrean said.
Andrean wiped Yuna's tears with both of her thumbs.
"I want to see you guys living a happy life, I don't want any more tears.I forget the pain that you might feel.I know this was God.Although it is easy for us to accept but in reality, it is,man must step up and live the destiny that has been in fixed right.I love you.I want you to be happy with your husband.Quite this taste into a memory only."
Yuna was still sobbing.He could not say anything.Andrean's words felt sagging on his chest.Yuna just nodded her head.
"Have..ayo we go home.Day is getting late.Do you want to treat me to eat?I'm so hungry this morning I haven't eaten."Andrean tried to shift the situation.
Yuna was forced to smile looking at Andrean's behavior.Yuna nodded while wiping her tears.
"But Mr. Heru offered satay for free, but I refused.Waah.sadly ck.ck.."Andrean continued as he stepped towards his car.yuna also walked beside him.
"Sister, to my father's shop?"Ask Yuna.
"Yes, he has told me all about it.And there is nothing wrong about everything that happened.So soon we will get used to it, right?"said Andrean while smiling at Yuna.
And that smile felt like a whip in his heart.
***
Andrean's car arrived at a restaurant.Andrean and Yuna ordered their food, even though Yuna was forced to accept the invitation.Because if her heart is uncomfortable, her appetite will disappear.
"Let's eat" said Andrean.
"Yes sis".Answer her.
Yuna also knew, actually Andrean did not taste food.But Andrean, not a person who likes to ignore his health.
After eating, they decided to go home, returning home with the same goal.