The Disaster of my Love

episode 16

''I hardly believe it,gas.''s hendra sighed after learning that the gas had reached home.while hendra had been lying on her king-size bed.looking straight at the ceiling of her room it was.so faint.so frozen, so frozen, so,he could hardly tell the difference between what was true and what was not.

''how is your impression of sikha?''

''very interesting...''

''you mean?''

''a woman who is attractive enough to be loved.soft and impressive.I did not expect that she was actually a prostitute...''

''what...?''

''imagine, she was very brave to be frank with me if she was a prostitute, when I was sure that other prostitutes would not be as straightforward as that.Maybe she would always keep her flaws secret, but in fact, she said,he was the opposite...''

''ah, why the same? it seems a very confusing reality.it seems that we are required to always be vigilant every close to the two women.''s words were quite slow.

while the night air was getting colder.slow slow cold wind penetrated the room.corden cloth seemed to sway according to the rhythm of the wind that entered the curtain.then the two men were silent mute.gas who hugged the pillow roll felt very quiet that began to bite.while hendra only able to look at the dark sky of his room.

''it seems so.we are required to be more careful.I am sure that someday we will get the best of the relationship ...''

''even so, I myself almost did not believe what he said, but it seems that the word is really plain that came out of his heart through his tiny lips,she also said that she was a prostitute and that the prostitute was just for money...'

''sikha is so too ..'' said hendra quietly.

''you believe her?''

''i do not believe.but after that he explained clearly I just believe.In addition, it seems he did say what is and does not look made at all.'' said hendra.

''then after knowing and believing, what do you think dra?''

''I stick to my principles.''

''so you want the girl to be yours?''

''yes, exactly.''

''thoughpu she is really a real prostitute?''

''yes, I don't see the dark side of it. I see it from the other side.and I'm more sure with his earnestness.who is the one who wants to do that? selling himself for a piece of paper money?I thought people who were just like him would do that, and more sure, he seemed to want to change his fate...''

''Are you very sure about that?''

''he himself said it, even if there are other jobs that can sustain his life, he will soon leave the black world.''

''now how are you doing?''

''I'll help her...''

''Looking for a job, you mean?''

''yes, you are absolutely right.''

''that's how big your actions are....''

''it's just that I want to see his success...''

''apart from that?''

''I love her.''

''Have you thought about it well?''

''yes, even more so...''

bagas was silent.he tried to dive into the words of his best friend.through his eyes he was sure that the words of Hendra were indeed very reasonable.but for him there was still a little strange after knowing now.some doubts loomed over his every thought.he was afraid of something happened after knowing a prostitute, but in her little heart also felt attracted by all the appearances and faces are so perfect on the sculpted face sekar.but after remembering with a sickening experience, the,he had to think long.he was afraid that later in the day the old wounds would recur.and the woman plunged back into his world.

''how about you gas...?''

''I still doubt dra.''

''what are you doubting.''

''well, I'm hard to say...''

''do you think too much about her being a prostitute...?''

''that includes one in my mind...''

''you're still worried.''

hendra tried to laugh.he looked at the face of the bagas deep.the man just smiled while looking at Hendra's face.

''how about sekar also work in the company papa...?''

''it's better.''

''and what do you think.''

''that was the best way to help him, as long as they really want to work.I also believe your father will not be careless in choosing employees.Your father certainly does not want to be made a loss if you have an employee who is not yet proficient.especially like those who seem very far from the path that must be handled in your papa company, you remember that sikha and sekar only the fourth semester .it was also from the literary faculty which is very far from the field managed by your papamu.can also be said to be opposite...''

''but one's will can be to a weapon in changing everything.you must have heard, what is my papa degree...?''ask Hendra who wants his best friend to understand about the question.

bagas nodded repeatedly at the sign that he understood what his best friend meant.

''so now also have to work?''

''no need, as long as he himself wants, if he doesn't want me I won't force him either.''

I can't imagine how happy they would be if they really worked...''

hendra smiled seeing the seriousness of the face bagas.ia knew exactly the character of the man.although after all the bagas is a type of generous and helpful man.

''gas...''

''yes.''

''do you believe they are good people.''

''sometimes so?''

''You are still confused?''

''not so.because I believe that the acts indirectly must be realized, that the actions are not good.but after looking at it from the other side, I can not give an answer...''

''if I make sure that they are actually good women who dare to sacrifice their souls and pride for the welfare of others, for their families alone....''

bagas.

''try to think, how is his suffering? how does his inner torment.sikha himself once told me.if his actions were only to finance his sister and family who were left by his father...does this not reflect a high sense of responsibility...?

bagas is still silent.he feels how poor the suffering that is being experienced by the sikha and now.

but he admitted that it is still part of his suffering.he believes that there are still many other sufferings that are still tucked from their inner selves.

''are you still disappointed in gas?''

''ah, I don't know....''

''but you don't need to be disappointed.they do deserve to be loved.they are gentle, they do want that.it seems really want to change his way of life that has been obsolete and opaque.had you, when we meet them again...?''

''I guess it's better on the phone...''

''do you not want to enjoy his face directly...?''

bagas smiled shyly.

''you're taking her home, aren't you?''

''yes, even first you arrive at his house, so I had to take a public bus to go home...''

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heart of a prostitute

I am a prostitute, many of whom have slept with me, and I do not even know how many have tasted my body, perhaps hundreds and more,it wasn't my heart that wanted me to be a prostitute but it was circumstances that made me like this.

I also human beings still have a heart and a feeling of heart intent not wanting this all to happen but what a bitter life force that makes me such a useless piece of trash, he said, plus the insults and insults from the community made my heart sometimes scream and break but I still survive in the rigors of life.although sometimes they do not know how neat I am,how painful my heart is but I try to cover it with a beautiful smile that never fades from my lips.even if the eyes want to cry, but myself must be firm so that I am not so sad.

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sorry yes the new author update, because the author is busy taking care of children, especially the rebutan hp same child, so in understand yes if the author appeared like kuntilanak.

visual of hendra

happy reading yes everyone may like 😊, sorry if there is a wrong word or offend a certain party🙏