The Disaster of my Love

episode 14

Hendra looked at the clear round eyeball belonging to the sikha with wonder.slowly but surely the teary eyes were freely launching his clear water soaking the smooth cheeks of sikha.it was not so clear.why sikha could cry in front of him.ah, why?why are you crying sweet pigeons? while sikha lowered her head to wipe away the falling tears.

''why are you crying ...?''

sikha swallowed her saliva bitterly.

''enth, suddenly I was so saddened by what kind of sadness I felt.I was like I was thrown out of my world.and it seemed like everyone was cursing me.Curse me because I often did violate the existing norms.I was like thrown into another world because too many take up sins...?''

''ah, haven't you noticed all that....?''

''indeed, but it seems they do not want to know.they always seem to curse me, without looking for who exactly is wrong.....''

''you mean?''ask hendra

''in this case the woman is always the scapegoat.when between women and men always want to win alone.but it seems women are the ones who suffer more in this case.women seem to be coded just to be the weak, who always accept every suffering, while the men do not know that their actions are also very violating the norm.usually the men want to win by themselves and look for the good only.after that throw away the sense of responsibility answer.''s said sikha at length.

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so a woman is only considered weak by men, but women try to toughen up in front of the adam so as not to look weak even though it turns out that women are not as hard as a rock,therefore, men respect women because if there are no women, then men will be without.happen is every sincerity and effort (mother, wife and lover) in dealing with you.

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continue yes guys....

actually he wanted to say that the position of women is weak.ldan was a little lucky for men.and the words were deliberately intended to break a little through the heart of Hendra in front of him.

''kodrat and others are worldly affairs, the most important of affairs with the LORD.....?!''hendra's comments.

sikha was still silent.she tried to wipe away the rest of her clear tears that came out from her eyelids.

''but I'm sure, if some of the people always throw scorn on women.not only that, but that's it,even many of them seem too trivial to look at women like me.I myself feel the world is getting quieter and crowded.it seems there is no one to complain about this place of suffering.

''there's no fire...?''

''sometimes he feels too far away for me to reach and reach...?''

''then what are you looking for...?''

sikha was speechless.he gulped his saliva bitterly.

''sometimes I feel so lonely and lonely in my life Dra.senyi who so bite my feelings, the quiet that penetrates my soul.if it has been like this, then,it feels like I want to cry.regret the sins that are piling up this mountain.repent that is so friendly touch my days.oh, when will this suffering end in my life....?''

''shisha...''

''yes?''

''do you not believe in me?''

yunita nodded.he took a deep breath.

''actually about something that always teases you.and I beg you to tell me about it.''

sikha.

''you don't want or don't want to tell me?''

sikha was still silent.

''did you see that in my eyes...?''

sikha nodded back.

''but I don't believe it completely, dra.''

''me?''

''yes, because I suspect anyone.''

''Including myself?''

''yes...''

''okay, I believe you.but I hope you want to tell me a little bit about it.I guarantee that I will not do what you have expected, believe me kha....''

''since the beginning I have told you that I am actually very afraid to make love.Moreover that lead to the name of marriage problems.But on the other hand I feel a marriage is very important for everyone.but after the clashes I will always stand in the way of every step I take.I am sure that I will disappoint the man who loves me...''

''Is that just the problem?''

''no, you certainly know, how a prostitute like me strikes, and you know what a family's purpose is.I'm sure that someone in building a family must need the name of calm, calm, need happiness.and happiness is a lot of factors.among other things is the presence of a child in the middle of a family.and you understand, can a prostitute give the gift of a baby in the family...?''ask sikha who feels very heavy.so agonizing inner he feels at this time.it seems that suffering is friendly always touch the days he went through.and the suffering is getting heavier he felt.

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do not look down on a prostitute because she is also a human who has feelings, prostitutes also still have a heart that is so fragile so esteem every heart, every heart,we have no right to scorn a prostitute because we are not necessarily better than her, the work of the prostitute let her who bore her own sins we only need to pray for her to return to the right path immediately.

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back to the story cuys...

''shisha...''

the girl looked on with slightly moist and puffy eyes.

''may I know...?''

''yes?''

''maybe, as long as I don't make myself lose...''

''guarantee not, actually what background to dare to plunge into the world of prostitution....''

it was hard to answer the man's question, but a question so innocent, a question full of responsibility.

''I admit that the background is money...''

''besides that?''

sikha shook her head a few times.

''right?''ask hendra in a soft voice.

''yes, I think money has a role in everything for my life, but I was wrong.I believe that there is a job that can sustain the lives of my family and myself,maybe I will soon leave my world that is too black and stifling...''

''really?''

''yes, but what is the use of a diploma in a city of this size?''

''I can help you, as long as you really mean it and want to work....''

''ah, is that really hendra...?''ask sikha a little with a smile.His face brightly heard the words hendra.so that smile is sometimes so wide he felt.

''yes.''

''suppose that's true, you yourself do not really believe that the introduction to yourself is very happy, it really produces results that are so very beneficial for me.

''my father will open a branch company in the Priuk area.I believe that there are still many who need labor...''

''but what does it mean for me who is just the SMK's graduation....''

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appreciate the hard work of your learning so far even though only SMK graduates, it is already very valuable because many people who still want to go to school but can not because they are unable to, it is very valuable,so never complain about what is called a diploma.

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continue guys....

''I'm all who will arrange it, you just live it.the color of my papa handed all that to me.I will select all those employees.''

''ah, is that true...?''sikha asked as if she did not believe the man's words.

''you still don't believe it?''

sikha smiled.there was a burst of happiness there.there was a beautiful memory that he had felt with a man who had a sincere heart like hendra.

indeed he admitted, a lot of men who tried to grab his attention.but it seems only a pseudo feeling that they presented.and after that, a few memories that were so bitter he had felt.

(eating sikha do not drink most coffee so not bitter it life 🤭)

(diem lu thor already you who make a story, not just kalin you say bath coffee thor 🙄)

(the cast is angry, love it 🤣)

(you are thor)

***tonight a little first yes update his author's eyes are not strong for writing this episode, if there are words that are not polite forgive the author yes, yes,because this is just a story not to insult the profession of people 🙏😉, if there is a wrong word please reprimand the author because it is an advice for the author.

happy reading yes all 😊

visual sikha and***

***this visual is only the author's shadow, please if you want to imagine the visual itself how..

visual hendra***

visual sikha yes guys....

this visual is sad again, guys...