The Destiny That Speaks

Chapter 6

Azura looked at the picture of her marriage with Ravendra in the room. She recalled that it was full of inner upheaval to say 'i will try' even though she hated the matchmaking so much.

In her memory, Azura felt her heart was so complicated back then...

Dusk light enters slowly through the bedroom window, coloring the room with warm shades. In the corner of the room, Azura sat on the edge of her bed, looking at the expanse of the sky outside. In the dimness of the twilight light, his eyes looked thoughtful.

"Should I accept it?" azura muttered to herself. He mused over the proposal that had been given by Ravendra, the man he was betrothed to. His feelings are mixed, between a sense of being bound by family obligations and a desire to set his own course.

He felt the ring on his ring finger, tracing the jewels that adorned the ring. In him, he knew that Ravendra was a good man, hardworking, and dedicated to his family and company. But is that enough? Will he be able to live with this man for the rest of his life?

Recalling the moment where Ravendra proposed to her is clearly reflected in her memory. The loving gaze that came from her, the gentle smile that tried to give comfort to her turbulent heart. There was nothing to deny, he saw a pinch of hope in Ravendra's eyes, the hope that he would accept it.

However, Azura felt trapped in the crossroads of destiny. She wants to be free to choose her own love, pursue her dreams and happiness. But on the other hand, there is a responsibility attached to his family, to their company, and to their good name. He felt like he was trapped in a complicated spider web, not knowing what he was supposed to do.

Just then, the window in his room opened slowly, bringing along a breath of cool breeze and the fragrance of flowers from the garden. Azura pondered, as if searching for an answer within herself. He knew the decision could not be taken rashly. And as he pondered his fate, the twilight sky turned into night, giving him ample time to tidy up his thoughts and emotions before finally facing the reality before him.

With gentle steps, his mother entered Azura's room. His face was filled with warmth, his gentle eyes radiating wisdom and understanding. He knew that his daughter was in deep inner turmoil.

"Son, can Mama sit here?" his mother asked gently, her voice stringing the words attentively.

Azura nodded slowly, giving her mother permission to sit beside her. He could feel his mother's presence as a warm embrace that provided comfort.

"Son, mama knows you're facing a lot of thoughts" his mother said in a soft tone. "Look, maybe Mama can give you a little peace."

Azura looked at her mother's face anxiously, trying to hold back the tears that wanted to slide. She felt the tenderness of her mother's hand that touched her cheek lovingly.

"I... I'm confused, Ma," Azura said slowly. "I knew Ravendra was a good man. But my heart feels divided. I want to pursue my dreams, find my own love. But there is a big responsibility I feel. I'm afraid I'm making the wrong decision."

His mother held Azura's hand gently. His wise eyes showed deep understanding. "Son, life is about decisions. Every step we take will have consequences. No one can predict the future with certainty. But most importantly, whatever your decision is, you have to be sure that it's the right choice for you."

Azura pondered, her mother's words seeped into her heart. He sighed softly, trying to calm himself down. "But Ma, I'm afraid of disappointing everyone. I'm afraid that my decision will make them sad."

Her mother smiled gently, the hand that was still holding Azura's hand gave warm support. "Son, sometimes we can't control how others respond to our decisions. But those who love you will understand and support you, no matter what you choose."

They sat in silence for a moment, pondering the words they had shared. Azura felt the burden in her heart slightly subside. His mother had given him a broader view of life and the decisions to be made.

"Son, you know that mom always supported you, right?" His mother said softly. "Whatever you choose, your mother will always be there for you. You are my strong and brave son."

Azura's tears fell slowly, but this time it was no longer due to confusion or anxiety. These are tears born of relief and love. She hugged her mother tightly, feeling a sincere and unconditional love.

In his mother's arms, Azura felt a new strength. He knew that whatever he would choose, he would face it with an upright head and a clear heart. Her life may be complicated and sometimes unexpected, but she knows that beside her, there are people who will always support and love her.

In the darkness of the room, the sound of the phone ringing on Azura's phone broke the silence. Azura looked at the screen with slight drowsiness, then picked up the phone carefully.

"Hello?" Azura answered slowly.

"Hey, Azura... How are you?" lita's soft voice sounded from across the phone.

Azura smiled bitterly. "Hi, Lita. I'm fine."

However, in Azura's heart, the burden she felt was so heavy. He felt like he was being sandwiched between difficult choices to make.

Lita felt an uncertainty in Azura's voice. "I know, you're not okay. Come on, can you tell me anything?"

Azura sighed. She knows that Lita is a friend who always listens and cares for her. "Lita, honestly... I feel so confused and worried."

Lita listened intently, giving Azura space to speak.

"I'm faced with a big decision in my life" Azura continued softly. "I must choose between loving someone sincerely or fulfilling a duty that has been arranged by the family."

Lita understands that Azura refers to the choice between Ravendra and Leo. "I know it's hard, Azura. But the most important thing is to listen to your own voice. What makes you happy and who makes you feel good."

Azura bit her lips, contemplating Lita's words. "I know, Lita. But sometimes, love and duty contradict each other."

"If it's true love, she'll understand and support you" Lita spoke with confidence. "But you have to believe in yourself, Azura. You're the only one who knows what you need."

Azura felt a little lighter hearing Lita's advice. He knew that Lita was always by his side, supporting and understanding him unconditionally.

"Thank you, Lita. I'm really lucky to have you as a best friend."

"You know, we've always supported each other, Azura. Whatever you choose, I will support you."

"All right, we'll talk again tomorrow. Good night, Lita."

"Night, Azura."

Azura hung up the phone from Lita. After speaking with Lita, Azura felt a little calmer. Although the decision to make remains heavy, she feels she has the support of her best friend who is always there for her. In this uncertainty, he knew that there was someone who cared about him and was ready to listen, without judgment.

With her heart still full of consideration, Azura decided to focus on her usual daily routine. He wore a neat work shirt, reflecting the professionalism he always showed at Wijaya's company. Although her heart still oscillates between complicated choices, she tries not to let her feelings affect her work.

Azura stood in front of the mirror, making sure every detail of her appearance was perfectly laid out. He straightened his buttons and perfected his hair. Although her heart was turbulent, she wanted to give the best performance for her work.

When she finished, Azura took her briefcase and stepped out of her room. The fresh air of the morning greeted him, as if giving a new spirit to face the day to come. He let out a long sigh, trying to gather his thoughts and focus for today.

With a warm smile on her face, Azura stepped into the dining room where her mother and father were already sitting, enjoying breakfast. The aroma of delicious food smelled in the air, creating a comfortable and familiar atmosphere in the room.

"Good morning, Ma, Pa," Azura greeted kindly, sitting on the empty seat next to her mother.

"Good morning, son," replied his mother, Lady Goddess, with a loving smile.

Mr. Raka, Azura's father, nodded in welcome sign. "Good morning, Azura. How was your day?"

"Today is good, Pa," Azura replied with a smile. "It's ready for a new day."

His mother smiled proudly. "Of course, son. You always give your best."

Azura began to take food from the dishes that were already available at the table. They chatted casually, talking about various things happening at work, family, and plans ahead. Although Azura had a burden to bear in her heart, she tried to show her spirit and cheerfulness in front of her parents.

"What about this weekend, son?" asked Mr. Raka while taking a bite of breakfast.

"Not too sure, Pa," Azura replied. "Maybe there'll be some meetings I need to take part in. Today I will have a meeting with one of the companies, but I forgot to ask the secretary of which company. They want to offer you business, that's all I know."

His mother nodded in understanding. "It's okay, son. Keep doing your best."

Casual conversations continued between them. Azura feels comfortable and warm in family togetherness. This was a moment he cherished, where he could forget for a moment all the complicated affairs and just enjoy the precious moments with the people he loved.

After breakfast was over, Azura took care of her plate and thanked her mother for her breakfast. He feels lucky to have a family that always supports him in every way. With a grateful heart, Azura prepared to continue the day with renewed vigor and determination.

Azura enters her car, her favorite red Toyota Yaris, with a key in hand. The fresh morning air greeted him as he started the car engine. The sound of the engine vibrating gently fills the small space inside the car. Azura turned the handlebar and pointed her car at the already crowded highway.

Sunlight slowly began to illuminate the sky, creating a golden orange tinge in the eastern horizon. Azura stared at the heavy traffic, adjusting her car's pace to the rhythm of the sometimes slow-moving speed, especially at large intersections.

On the way, he observed the surroundings closely. Office buildings and shops began to open their businesses, while pedestrians made their way in haste to their workplaces. He also noticed the bustling hue of the city with colorful flags and advertisements plastered along the way.

The surrounding cars moved forward slowly in traffic density, forming an unrelenting flow. Azura walked the familiar streets, accustomed to her route to the company of Wijaya. Although traffic jams were part of her morning routine, she did not feel too distracted. He has soft music from his car radio to accompany the trip.

While on the road, Azura let her mind drift on various things. Work plan for today, meetings with clients, and all activities arranged in the schedule. Although there were many things to deal with, Azura felt excited and was ready to face the day with gusto.

After some time, Azura finally reached the company of Wijaya. He stopped in front of a large building that was no stranger to him. Even though this morning was an ordinary morning, he knew that every day was a new opportunity to achieve and give his best in his work. With a smile on her face, Azura took her bag and got out of the car, ready to start the day full of potential and opportunities in front of her.

Azura felt a power within her that encouraged her to keep moving forward. Within the company, he was involved in various meetings, presentations, and discussions. Her energetic and competent presence has always been an inspiration to her co-workers.

Azura knew that the decision had finally to be taken, but today she would face her work wholeheartedly. Although his heart is still full of consideration, he is committed to giving his best in his work, in accordance with the attitude of professionalism that he has always held firm.

Azura walked with steady steps towards the elevator, stepping in as soon as the elevator door opened. He felt as though time was moving faster as he walked towards work, trying not to be late. As he entered the elevator, his gaze was fixed on the floor number buttons he was about to head to. Unknowingly, he sensed that there was a presence entering the elevator along with him.

As he turned around, his gaze immediately met with Ravendra. His handsome and charismatic face seemed to hypnotize anyone who saw him. Azura could not avoid the feeling of awe that suddenly appeared even though she was trying not to be too affected by her charm.

Ravendra, confidently, entered the elevator and stood beside Azura. There was awkwardness felt in the air, but Ravendra still exuded an aura of confidence that was hard to ignore. The elevator doors began to close and the two of them stayed in a slightly stiff silence.

Azura's gaze continued to stare forward, trying not to look too distracted. However, he felt that Ravendra's eyes were closely watching him. He tries not to show that he is affected by Ravendra's presence, though in his little heart there is doubt.

Suddenly, that awkward atmosphere was broken by Ravendra with his warm smile. "Today is a business presentation between Wijaya and Alfonsa companies, isn't it?"

Azura nodded slowly, trying to keep her expression neutral. "Yes, right. We've been working with Alfonsa for a long time."

Ravendra nodded, still with a friendly smile. "I'm sure this meeting will go well. Alfonsa company greatly appreciates cooperation with Wijaya."

Azura could only respond with a thin smile, trying not to be too provoked by Ravendra's words. Although he tried to be careless, there was a part of him that still felt palpitating.

The elevator stopped on the floor they were on and the door opened. The two exited with cautious steps, entering the hallway towards the presentation room. Azura tries to control her feelings, but there is a small vibe inside her. Even so, he remained focused on his task and hoped that this meeting would go well.

In his heart, he promised himself to stay professional and not let too much of Ravendra's influence interfere with his concentration and duties today.

They entered a brightly lit meeting room, decorated with a large round table equipped with a presentation screen. Ravendra swiftly took his place in front, compiling his presentation files. Azura followed with careful steps, sitting on the chair that had been set for her.

The meeting room feels filled with a serious atmosphere, as usual in business meetings. Ravendra looked at everyone in the room with an unshakable look of confidence. Then, he began to speak in a calm yet confident voice.

"Good morning everyone. We are very pleased to be gathered here today to discuss the potential cooperation between Wijaya and Alfonsa companies" Ravendra said in a clear voice.

Azura listens attentively as Ravendra explains the vision and mission of both companies. He was impressed by Ravendra's ability to speak and captivate his audience. At the same time, he tries to stay focused on the presentation and is not too lured by Ravendra's presence.

Ravendra continued his presentation by providing a comprehensive overview of how the two companies can complement each other. He explained the potential benefits of this cooperation, as well as how it can lead to better products and services for customers.

Azura felt a little relieved as her attention was completely fixed on the content of the presentation, ignoring the awkwardness and strange feeling that had previously appeared while the two of them were inside the elevator. He listened carefully, noting down the key points that Ravendra had given him.

After the presentation was finished, Ravendra continued by opening a question and answer session. The participants of the meeting began to ask questions, and Ravendra deftly gave the right answers. Azura was amazed by Ravendra's ability to deal with these questions with confidence.

When the presentation and question and answer session ended, the atmosphere of the room felt more relaxed. The participants started talking and interacting with each other. Azura felt a little more relaxed, although she still felt a strange feeling haunting behind her mind.

When Ravendra greeted the participants and spoke to some people, Azura decided to stand up and leave the meeting room carefully. He felt it necessary for a moment to get a fresh breath and dispel the awkward feeling that was still lingering within him.

Mr. Raka has just come because he has to take care of clients in other companies. He invites Azura and Ravendra to lunch at a restaurant. They agreed with Mr. Raka's invitation.

The restaurant they choose has a comfortable and elegant feel. Natural light enters through the large windows, creating a warm atmosphere in the room. A beautifully decorated dining table awaits them, featuring a wide selection of delicious dishes.

Mr. Raka guided Azura and Ravendra to the table that had been provided. He smiled kindly while greeting some acquaintances who were also eating at this restaurant.

"Please sit down, Azura, Ravendra," said Mr. Raka with a gentle smile, pointing at the two available chairs beside the dining table.

Ravendra courteously responded immediately, "Thank you, Mr. Raka." He gently invited Azura to sit down first.

However, Azura seemed to have her own plans. With a faint smile, he chose a chair opposite to the chair appointed by Ravendra. There was a slight fad in Azura's eyes, as if she wanted to mention that she would not always obey what Ravendra did.

Ravendra was a little surprised by Azura's reaction, but she immediately adjusted herself and sat down on the chair she had chosen. He did not show a strange expression, but still smiled and seemed to follow the groove.

Mr. Raka just smiled looking at their interaction, as if he could feel the dynamics that existed between them. After they all sat down, they began to choose dishes and have small talk about business, daily activities, as well as other topics that felt comfortable to talk about.

Lunch was held in a harmonious atmosphere. There was no tension or awkwardness between them. Although Azura and Ravendra may have complicated feelings in each other's hearts, at this dining table they try to show the same friendliness and professional attitude.

As they walked out of the restaurant, Azura's eyes suddenly fell on her car and stood up in grief. The tires of the car deflated, and signs of sharp objects piercing it were clearly visible. He felt a sudden sense of frustration and confusion, trying to remember whether he was carrying a spare tire or not. However, it seems that today was a day of misfortune for Azura as the spare tire was also left behind at home.

Pak Raka noticed Azura's confused face and approached, "What's up, Azura?"

"Duh, Pa. Azura's car tyre was deflated, and Azura didn't bring any spare tyres," Azura replied with a slight annoyance.

Mr. Raka nodded in understanding, "Hmm, it seems like this is indeed not a good day for your car, son."

"Azura is confused as to how, Pa. Azura wanted to go home very quickly," Azura said in an annoyed tone.

Ravendra who heard their conversation came along to speak, "Then, why not go home together? I'm going in the same direction."

Azura looked at Ravendra, refusing rudely, "No way!"

Mr. Raka persuaded, "Azura, this is a good opportunity. You can go with Ravendra. Your car will be taken care of by Papa. Papa there's another important meeting and we need to get there."

Although there was still a sense of reluctance, Azura finally forcedly nodded in agreement. He did not want to trouble his father further and was already quite caught up in the situation he did not want today. They moved towards Ravendra's white Mitsubishi Pajero Sport car, and their return journey began.

In the car, the atmosphere felt a bit awkward. Azura was speechless not speaking a word. Ravendra looked at Azura who seemed to be silent as if speaking in his own mind. He felt like he wanted to make the atmosphere more comfortable, then with initiative he turned on the radio. Suddenly, the melody of Azura's favorite song played, the song I'm with You sung by Avril Lavigne sounded comfortable in Azura's hearing.

I'm listening but there's no sound

(I listened but there was no sound)

...

Trying to figure out this life

(Try to find out about life)

Hearing the complicated words on the song lyrics that flowed made Azura remember their matchmaking. Azura's eyes swept her gaze out the window. He thought about many things, why this song was so suitable to his current state. Everything becomes messy, complicated, and difficult to understand.

"I'm sorry if this matchmaking makes you uncomfortable" Ravendra said in a soft voice, as if feeling Azura. "I know that this is a hard thing to understand and accept. However, I want to prove that our marriage is not just a fate that is lived without taste. I want to build something more than that, Azura."

Azura bit her lips, trying to hold back her emotions. In her heart, she felt a mingle between appreciation for Ravendra's determination and confusion about her own feelings. She was honored that Ravendra dedicated herself to this marriage, but at the same time, the feeling of love that had not yet fully grown made her feel doubtful.

Ravendra continued, "I don't want to force you to feel anything. I just want you to know that I don't deny that there are challenges in this marriage. But I wanted to give it a try, honor my mother's last request, and give you a chance to recognize me more deeply."

Azura finally looked at Ravendra, her eyes looking for signs of honesty in her words. Although she still felt doubtful and swayed in her feelings, she began to feel the warmth and honesty of what Ravendra said. He felt there was a possibility to build something between them, even though everything felt so complicated.

In a soft voice, Azura replied, "I'll try, Ravendra. But, I will not try to open my heart and give this marriage a chance to love. I only respect your reasons and also your late mother. I hope we can find a way together."

Ravendra smiled understandingly and sincerely. Although there was a big challenge they had to face, she was relieved that Azura at least gave her the chance to prove herself and build something more meaningful. She knew that Azura's heart was still full of questions, and also she knew that Azura still hated this matchmaking.

As the songs alternated in Ravendra's car, Azura sat beside him with a blank look. Although she seems to enjoy music, her mind is actually filled with deep questions about her life and the matchmaking she lives.

Azura pondered about whether she could really be happy with this matchmaking. Concerns and doubts about his future with Ravendra haunt him. She wonders if there is room for true love in a marriage set up like this or if she will get caught up in pseudo-bliss.

These questions shook his heart, and Azura felt the need to look for answers. As the songs continue to flow in the car, he realizes that his life is a long journey, and he must determine the right direction for himself.

These thoughts create uncertainty in her journey, and Azura knows that she must seek true clarity and happiness, even though the journey may be difficult.

Azura realized from her daydream when she heard the sound of Ravendra's car entering the yard. Now he feels lucky and happy to have known Ravendra. A faint smile etched on his face, Ravendra's presence is a reminder of how his presence has changed his life.

Azura feels lucky and happy to have known Ravendra. He realized that despite the many questions and doubts in their previous relationship, he now felt the happiness and support they shared with each other. They are a couple who have the opportunity to build happiness together.

In that moment, as Ravendra approaches, Azura feels that she has allies, friends, and a partner ready to fight with her on the journey of their lives. They may have obstacles and challenges, but they also have a strong love and commitment to each other.

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