The Destiny of the Ugly Girl

Part 7's. Suicide

"It seems like no one can appreciate me, I'd rather die like this" Inner Missed. Suicide alone rather than always having to bear the shame.

After school, I don't go home straight away. He who used to go home to ride an angkot now even chose to walk even though today it rained so hard. Longing to ignore himself and his wet clothes.

Along the way there was not a single friend who greeted when passing by him let alone to offer a ride. The people who passed by also did not heed even though there were some who looked strangely at him. Missing to know for sure they will no one care about him even Rangga's car that passed deliberately through a puddle of dirty water and tightened the speed of his car so that the puddle in the middle of the road was splashed onto his shirt and the face of longing. Some time the car stopped and walked backwards then stopped again beside Miss.

"Hei fat sorry did not intentionally and can not invite you again to ride in my car because in addition to fear of the tires deflated I do not want my car broke down and asked to be crushed for lashing on a bad girl like you, I do not want my car to crash, uhhhaha...." Rangga laughed loudly followed by his friends in the car. A moment later Rangga immediately tancap gas back.

"Elo kok have the ga, forget yes that so she was once a girlfriend elo," protested one of the friends in the car who did not like Rangga's attitude towards Missing.

"Let's tell me who he cheated on me" said Rangga.

"He who is thin or elo who is less observant? Wasn't that time he was willing to show his face in front of elo, but elo who was too sure that she was a beautiful girl. I think you're gonna accept him for who he is."

"Receiving what it is is just the term Her. No one in the real world can accept what they are if they know the girl like her. Is that my friend or his friend? How to buy him," protested Rangga.

"It's not true that he just doesn't like the arbitrary attitude of elo. If you don't like it already don't like it just don't insult the kayak earlier" said Herlan.

"If elo pro equals her down!" rangga's orders made Herlan swallow and then shut up. He did not want to go down in the middle of the road in this kind of heavy rain.

"This world is cruel, why was I born into the world to be ashamed and always humiliated like this." Tear drops mixed with rain water flowing on the cheeks, Miss just leave it without wanting to remove. Maybe if people looked, they would think it was rainwater not tears.

Longing to keep walking through the torrent of rain, as hard as flowing tears and heartache deep. He smiled in his tears as he saw a bridge in front of him. He approached the bridge hoping that this was where his humiliation would end.

Longing to look down, it looks like a river flow that is so swift because it is mixed with the flood.

Longing to close his eyes repeatedly apologizing to God and his late parents.

"I'm sorry God, Dad, Mom. I know it's wrong but I can't go on with my life anymore." Missed a long breath.

"Dad, mom. Wait Miss there, I'll catch up with you." Miss directly climbing the edge of the bridge and get ready to jump. He counted in his heart like a man in a race.

"One ... two .. ti...." I miss jumping with my eyes closed. When Miss jumped it turns out his legs are still stuck on the edge of the bridge so that makes his body hang. I miss pulling her leg off. But his efforts were in vain. His legs were stuck and could not be separated.

A grandfather who happened to be passing by at that place immediately approached and helped. The grandfather immediately pulled the foot of Miss until Miss's body was bounced up and finally could be saved.

The miss that was helped was even stupefied. For a while he forgot his sadness of focusing on the grandfathers before him now. Missing to think where this old grandfather can pull strength like that while supporting his body only his legs look weak. Missed to remember something, it felt like he knew the grandfather.

"Grandfather that time, right?"

The old man smiled and replied, "Yes right, you helped me when you were almost hit by a car and now it's my turn to help you."

"Grandfather why help me? I don't need to be helped, I just want to die." Suddenly I remembered her sadness. He tried to climb again but was soon restrained by the old man.

"And you decided to commit suicide?"

"There's no other way, Cake, that's the only way I can escape every insult I've received."

"Stupid! If that step you take they will laugh at your death. You should be able to make them regret having underestimated you."

"I don't have that kind of power, Cake." The desperate miss his brain is dead.

"Grandfather has something for you. With this thing the people who hate you will turn to love you," said the grandfather as he thrust a small bottle of oil into the hands of Miss.

"Really Cake?" tanya Rindu enthusiastically. The aura of his eyes radiated as if he had already found the strength of his heart back.

"You can simply apply this oil to your body or can take a bath with this water and oil bath."

"That's just a cake?"

"Yes but remember there are restrictions."

"What is a Cake?" tanya Miss curious.

"Don't wear it during menstruation!"

"okay."

"Don't get exposed to the stool. Don't get overstepped."

"Okay Kek I will always remember him. I can't wait to see the friends who hate me will turn out to love me" said Miss enthusiastically.

"Take it and bring it home! As long as you use it don't let your guard down, keep trying to improve."

"Good Grandpa's message will always be taken care of," said Miss and immediately put the object in the bag. After that he decided to go to the grandfather and ran around like a child who had just gotten a new toy.

"Kika, Luna, Lora, Eliza and Rangga wait for me tomorrow! You'll regret insulting me." Missing seemed to cradle the object in front of the glass.

"I can't wait to see what you've got, ole oil." Miss said as she looked at the small bottle in her hand with a glittering smile.

Longing to hope that the day quickly changed because he could not wait to see the reaction of his friends when he used the object.

Seriate.....

Don't forget to leave a trail!🙏