The Destiny of Miana's Love
TCM 93'S
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"Yyourrrrgghhh."
The emotional outpouring that had been stifled had actually exploded as well. Arga, the white man Iki banged his head on the glass wall in the hotel room where he was staying.
"Miana, is really what the jerk said," he said as he examined the iron window of the room. His hands clenched tightly considering how Bian had come to him offering a deal.
'Bians. You really want to compete now.' his his his hiss with sharpened eyes.
Back to war. Recalling Bian's eyes that looked sincere and wanted to protect Miana, he started to waver a little. Afraid that Miana would really come back regardless of him.
How can he convince himself if what Bian said was just a mere speech while he saw Bian's gaze on Miana was still the same. Not so with Miana.
Long struggling with his thoughts, Arga finally decided to flutter his body in the bathroom. Wishing that everything he feared would not actually happen.
Zaki's. Yes, now that he is done with his activities, Arga immediately contact Zaki and look for Miana's number. Because Miana had changed her number earlier.
It's easy for Zaki to get Miana's number back. Once the row of numbers was in his grasp, Arga hesitated to contact him.
'Don't use your ego now, Ga. It's time you redeem everything. Before really what you're afraid of happens.'
One message that Arga got from Zaki made him re-cook himself wearing his clothes and rushed back to meet Miana.
At exactly 14:00 Arga had arrived in front of Bi Num's house. The house he visited this morning, unfortunately only to the son of the owner of the house he met and expressed his intentions.
After knocking several times the door of the house, then the door was opened while answering greetings.
"Who is it?" tanya Bi Num while removing the apron from her body.
"E, I'm Arga. E. sa I'm Miana's friend, ma'am."
Bi Num smiled and invited her in and told her guests to sit down. While he went back in search of Miana's whereabouts.
"Mbak Mia's. Help her out." Bi Num took out a fine knife from Miana's hand. "In front there is a nyariin."
"Nyex?"
Bi Num nodded with a faint smile. "Yes. Nyariin mbak Mia."
"If Bian. Just tell him Bi, Miana is going home to Jakarta herself." He said while taking the knife back from BI Num.
Bi Num smiled masygul. "No," he said.
"Huh. Who else, Bi. Who knows Miana here."
"Look ahead!"
Seeing a different Bi Num smile, inevitably Miana left her activities while stepping in doubt. Many times even Miana turned to Bi Num who was now smiling widely while shaking her head.
How surprised Miana found Arga sitting in the living room of Bi Num. An ungodly feeling just whipped all over his face.
Arga was stunned for a moment then slowly stood up towards Miana. "Miana."
"Arga."
Both are back in their place. It felt like the words of Bian who continued to say as if reminding the two.
'It is inappropriate if the goods that have been thrown away and then collected back.'
"Why are you here, Arga?"
"Go Arga."
Arga shook her head quickly then held onto both of Miana's shoulders. "No Miana. Don't do this. I know I was wrong I'm sorry."
"There's nothing to forgive, Arga. It's all clear. That's right what Bian said. You already dumped me. Then why are you picking me up again!"
Arga shook his head quickly again grabbed Miana's shoulder that had been released. "That's not true, Miana. I'm leaving I love you."
"With me, Ga?" Miana shook her head faintly. "Don't you think how I felt then? Huhh?" Finally Miana again jerked Arga's hands until they were released.
Arga can no longer be evasive. That was his mistake. The real mistake he had noticed for a long time. However, he could no longer do anything.
Bi Num who heard from behind the living room could only fall silent as if he could feel how Miana was back then.
"Miana. There are so many reasons that require me to get away from you."
"Yes, what, Arga! What??" Miana wiped her tears rough. "I need Arga's explanation."
"But unfortunately I can't explain it to you."
Miana doesn't want to see Arga's face anymore. The pain he felt as if he had exploded at this moment. If only he could hold it in his heart. This time he could no longer pretend to be strong. The evidence of the wounds he had sustained had already spilled into tears.
"Go, Arga!"
Maybe Arga should give up this time. He'll be back tomorrow. Obviously, he will not give up. He will not be broken by circumstances. Given how Miana used to be who also had no fatigue to face her cold attitude.
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Miana says goodbye to Bi Num. He said he would return to Jakarta because his work in Solo was done.
"Miana said yes Bi." Miana broke her embrace to Bi Num.
"Yes. Careful, yeah. Take good care of yourself." Say Bi Num with a shady smile.
"Surely Bi." Miana smiled back. He was not willing to leave the simple house owned by Bi Num which was very comfortable.
"O, yes. Solve problems with a big heart. Bi Num is like seeing someone else just now when you put your emotions on Arga."
"But my heart still hurts Bi."
"But when Arga left Bi Num's house, you were more hurt. Aunty knows that."
Miana returned to tears. He poured into the arms of bi Num to spill the tightness in his chest.
A few seconds passed, Bi Num just patted Miana on the back. He deliberately let Miana spill all the wounds that he had saved himself. Through the story, Bi Num now knows how Arga and Bian position in his heart.
"Mbak Mia's. Don't fool yourself. Don't live like you aren't. Being yourself is more comfortable." Bi Num started to break hugs. "I'm sorry, your heart will be relieved."
"Put it out with Mr. Pram's family. Be honest as it is. If Mr. Pram and his family are sincere. They will treat you like they did before. Nothing has changed."
Miana nodded listening carefully to the advice of bi Num.
"Mas Arga looks sincere. Do not be cruel to him. You're sick too, don't you see how he's gone? Then don't let him go a second time."
This time Miana looked at Bi Num, she felt unacceptable. Slowly the fear attacked. Honestly, Arga's presence now makes it more colorful. But in order to forgive him, he had not been able to let go of it.
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