
He wanted to come closer and embrace the figure. However, his feet were as if he was glued to the spot. The words of friends come back to mind. Slowly the jaw hardened along with the clenched hand held the feeling of wanting to explode like a time bomb.
However, both eyes were sad accompanied by tears in both corners again hit Arga defense. He will not be that hard to vent anger and longing in the corner of his heart.
"Argaza," shrieked the figure. However, quite well heard by Arga.
"Arga, here son," said Oma. Open arms welcome the granddaughter whom he considers to be his second child.
Slowly Arga approached Oma, passing by the figure of a woman who was so elegant despite being in her forties. Once caught by the corner of the eye, the figure closed the eyes. And unfortunately from the corner of the eye it escaped two clear circles fell on the floor just like that which greatly disturbed him.
The hand pat on the back was so won from Sari, slowly softening the sense of fullness within Arga's chest. Arga looked back at the woman in front of him who was still standing with her breath choked with fireworks.
"What do you need to do here?" the circus of Arga on the woman who stood beside the table with him. Yes, that's the only cold word that can come out of Arga's mouth.
Sarah was astonished by the word that came out from her first son. The son he ignored because of ego dominated him more at that time. "A–pa Arga news? Can you hug me?" said Sarah raangu.
Arga. I can't believe the woman's request. He's not stupid. Despite knowing the woman in front of him was the woman who had been pregnant with him and with him for a year. Not knowing the shame of saying that.
"Is there a camera here!" Arga looked around the middle room. "Oma, tell me what this was before was already in that woman's scenario. Arga was afraid this would boost his name to become even more famous. And we're just being used by it." Arga holds Oma's arm and gets a coil from Oma. The old face held back sobs in order not to come out at this moment.
"Then, what's he here for, Oma." Shouted Arga while pointing at the woman who was now sobbing. His eyes looked at Sarah.
"Arga calm down," pinta Oma. His hand did not stop stroking the back of Arga who had moved up and down due to the outpouring of emotions. The sharp eyes of the grandson now make Sari can not stand until her crying out as well.
"Argha. Mama will explain everything to you, son. Give Mama a chance to talk to you, "pinta Sarah tried to convince Arga. His hand rubbed the rough tears that kept falling. Tight in the chest saw Arga's anger. Regret is always in his body. If only he could honestly reason for leaving his first son back then he would have said it now, in front of him. However, for him Arga is not ready to accept his presence again especially this is the first time he met face-to-face for 17 years ago. In the past, by sneaking around he often saw little Arga in the school yard during kindergarten. Outside the fence, he could only see that. Without being able to get close. For the next few years, that was all he could do. Without many people knowing. And since the third year of elementary school, little Arga has not been found again. According to information from the school, Arga is moving abroad. And that had made him depressed. Which mother would be fine if far away from her baby. And only with her little daughter from a new husband, can she divert her grief.
"Mama? You said mama! Now you come confess mama in front of me! Then how are the little ones who roared in front of you a dozen years ago that you ignored? Have you ever thought about how she lived after that! Lady Sarah Wijaya?" Press Arga at the end of the sentence.
Arga looked at Oma. "If there's nothing important anymore. Just get the woman to go, Oma," Arga said. Her body turned back on Sarah.
Deg. The heart that had been broken earlier. The child who had just been in the know of his existence was now completely eroding a considerable distance from him. His cry grew even more roaring as the child's quick steps steadily steered away from him.
A little noise Oma and the woman who was pregnant with it. Downstairs. Arga doesn't care, it's better he dodges and hides in his room. However, after he slammed the door of his room. His cry broke as well as the decay of his sturdy body leaned against the door leaf until it ended on the gray marble floor in the room. Unable to be denied. He also misses meeting women who he can usually only see on a glass screen. The tears she saw were not acting tears as she had seen on television. It was such a big tear wound.
Arga ran to the bathroom and turned on the shower, leaving his body wrapped in an OSIS uniform wet. Perih in his handbook that was hit by water, it was more painful than his regret to yell at the woman he missed so much.
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Miana arrived home, her favorite matic motorbike she parked originally in the courtyard of the second floor house. Seeing the sound of mama and Sisil crying in the living room made him run to see what was happening.
"Papa," Miana approached and shook Surya's body. "What's going on, Pa?" ask Miana. He saw four people in black clothes standing looking sharply at him.
"Sir? What do you need here?" miana asked the four men in front of her. Mama has looked weak with Sisil who continues to hug mom.
"Look. Your father is giving up this house as a guarantee against his debts that have accumulated to the Bank, we. And our arrival, to seal this house because today has passed the deadline of lightening from us. So, please empty this house today."
"There is no resistance. Or we will call the authorities to ease our way," added another man.
It's like spinning around this house. Moreover, seeing Bi Num and Pak Agus who had prepared with six suitcases in front of him. He looked only at the father who had looked at him. From the look of his eyes was a deep apology. Miana tried so hard not to cry seeing this all. So suddenly. Especially the arrival of papa after two months following this shocking news. Though he always prayed that papa get ease in his work. He could not exchange news to Papa. In fact during these two months many problems that papa face, without him knowing.
The house was seized with two cars and their assets. Luckily Miana's bike can still be hers. Bi Num still faithfully came with the family. While Mr. Agus prefers to leave because of Papa's request.
"Pa, Ma, let Miana and Bi Num find a contract first. Once it gets it later. Miana's gonna pick up mom and dad here."
There is no word from Miranti as well as Surya. Both are still silent. While Sisil just sat there looking at his parents.
Outside the towering iron fence. Miana's three loved ones sat in silence. Every now and then Isak cried mama cut Miana's heart.
Gegas Miana stood up and took Bi Num to find a contract.
Again he is still lucky, a gift bike from papa he can still have. Now become friends for him to find a place to stay for shelter.
It proposes the motor according to the instructions from Bi Num. Many times disappointed because of the full contract. Until the evening was just a speck of light became a light at the end of the search.
Contract a simple house with three rooms and one living room, one kitchen merges with the dining room. There is only one bathroom at the back. It is very simple, the visible wall paint has begun to fade. No matter what, for Miana this was more than enough.
The rental price that made Miana give up half her first salary at the minimarket, she left it to the landlord. Again he was lucky. Because of the ATM that was seized. Her commitment to working part-time can now help her. Bi Num had already offered him the money he had. However, Miana was not at all pleased to accept it. Bi Num has just returned from her hometown.
"Bi, as papa said. We can't afford Bi Num. Especially with our situation like this. Wouldn't it be better for Bi Num to just go home."
"Bi Num is a lot with papa and this family in love. So, Bi Num will not leave this family when things get tough. Moreover, there is Miana who is like her own child for Bibi," said Bi Num.
Miana quickly hugged the fat woman. Spilled already Miana's defense. He is used to being strong. Now he can express his sadness in front of Bi Num who is more than a household assistant for him.
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