The Destiny of Love Rania
CHAPTER 1 (DREAMS AND THE PAST)
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The drizzle of the night bears witness to the pain of his heart, the emptiness of his soul, and his inner turmoil. Who could have thought this recklessness eventually led to catastrophe, selfishness destroyed everything, hardness of heart became its king, faith was tapped to be very thin without being able to prevent this all that eventually happened as well.
Silence again enveloped his heart, tears did not stop dripping along with the increasingly heavy rain. Regrets deepen, but.. what do you want to say? Everything has happened. It's all too late. His soul was empty.
All the most beautiful memories are reflected back in his eyes, the beginning of the beginning of the story is so happy, but. It's even so painful. So heartbreaking. Is this how it feels? So painful for him? Can he get through all this?
Along with this, he realized that he was wrong. Wrong big. Wrong in loving love and loving love.
“Mi... dear..please, do not behave like this. Everything's ruined. Umi's closeness, this umi's madness, not Abi's growing affection. Ouch. please be patient dear, give abi time to find a solution to this problem, do not push abi, increasingly urged more dizzy abi, please Mi, Abi please.” The man half pleaded.
The woman called Umi was Rania Nazwa. The woman who has tried several times to force the man she loves to follow what she wants. Rania took a deep breath before responding to the burly man before her at this moment.
“Umi who asked for help abi. want to until when Umi wait? When will Umi be patient? The longer the umi waited, the more sakiiettt.the more periiihh.." he said with breath up and down while the more swift tears flowed on his smooth cheeks.
"Sorry Abi Darling, Abi is wrong... Abi is weak... But, Abi please.. Give Abi more time to find a way out of our problems...." Said.
"How much longer will Umi have to give Abi time? Almost 1 year Bi, Umi resisted this taste of sakiit... When will we get back? 2 Years, 3 years? How much longer do you want? while the sense of sakiit is getting deeper and stronger into the soul..." Rania said while holding her chest that began to tremble irregularly because it was holding back the heartbreak she felt at this moment.
“Then stay abi, stayin..!! Because why do we live a relationship if we hurt each other. Just stay abi dear...” He said with a sad face.
Rania was silent for a while. He looked into the eyes of the man who had stopped in his life for about 4 years. Rania moved her lips again and spoke..
“There are women who want to be designed like this Bi, where there are.. Umi had been patient enough to give Abi time to leave him, but until this moment abi still did not leave him, Abi still maintained him, still undergoing a relationship with him. Where is there anyone who wants to be lured Bi. Abi can only speak without being able to prove Abi's words. Can only promise but never to keep it.” Rania said as if to vent all the heartbreak that she had endured all this time.
“Maafin Abi Mi, Abi can't. Can not leave him..” He said while lowering his head, as if unable to see the eyes of the disappointment of the woman in front of him.
“So, if leaving I can, ha?” Rania asked this time by raising her tone.
Quiescent. Silent again. The one asked could only duck and then shake his head.
“So, what does that mean? Can't let go of him but won't leave me either? So YOU mean WHAT HA??” he said that this time screaming louder so that broke the silence in the night.
“Abi don't know dear, abi ngak can leave him because of something. And Abipun also could not afford to leave you. Abi's confused... So Abi begs you to give time and space to Abi in finding a solution. But you can't be a little patient. You always press Abi. And even worse, you are reckless, desperate to do something out of control that could hurt yourself. So, instead of you getting hurt, Abi resigned if you have to leave Abi. Abi won't prevent it, go baby... Leave it Abi. This useless man" said the man in a voice that began to weaken.
Rania took a long breath. Free. Not once did he push this man in front of him twice. Already many times and the answer remained the same, he still could not choose. Is this the karma he has to endure right now? Accepting the reality of the man he loved so much, who was once very loyal and never betrayed him but because of his mistakes, because of his selfishness, because of his recklessness, because of his madness, the man he loved changed, too, prefer a woman whose nature is contrary to her.
“OK. Alright. Then I'll go, let me give up. If this is the best way for us, despite the pain I will receive... Let me... I go....!!” Rania said at last while wiping away the tears that kept flowing down her cheeks. So did the man who was like holding back tears that had been reminisced in his red eyes.
Rania is really tired, almost 1 year already she had a relationship that hurt like this, he said, and it has been 1 year as well he endured and patiently waited when the beloved man returned completely again with himself like 4 years ago, when they were still in high school uniform. But reality says something else. It was no longer easy for him to shake the man's stance.
Rania ran away from the man. His crying broke out. He kept running, running without knowing the direction and purpose. Until at one point, he stopped. The rain was still pouring down, he looked back. Blank. Slender. Humans are not behind it. The man did not catch up with him either. Her chest is getting tighter. Is this the end of her love story? What should he do? Go back and ask the guy again? And survive this painful relationship? Or... go away from him and all those memories? Should he go hijrah? But, how is it? Rania doesn't know what to do anymore. He felt confused, his soul felt empty. Half of his heart was gone from him. Can he survive without this man?
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Seriate....
