The Destiny of Love

TCI 81S

The clock has shown at two in the morning, but Indah has not been able to close her eyes. At this time Indah again chose to sleep with his mother Masnah, something he would often do if later Abdi was sleeping at his new wife's house.

Her chest still felt tight, given Abdi's request to get married again, she hoped that this was just a dream. Even to cry it feels beautiful already can not, his tears as dry have been drained llokeh many problems that hit him. Beautiful looking down, crushes her empty stomach, empty not because she has not eaten, but empty because there will be no other life there, which can make her hold her husband not to marry again.

At a time like this, Indah felt the world was unfair to her, she was angry at God for giving her such a hard ordeal to go through. He is not strong, if anyone says that we have this ordeal because we are able to live it, but it is wrong, this is not true at all, he is not that strong, he is not that strong, he often blames his destiny.

Out there, the front door of the house Beautiful open, Abdi was sitting alone, had counted five packs he spent his firepower. She was the same as Beautiful, unable to sleep, her words asking permission to Beautiful she knew, if it hurt her heart Beautiful. But what else did he have to do?, none of this was his will. If he is not honest it is also not true, he does not want Beautiful it will know from others.

Abdi again lit his cigarette fire, this has entered the sixth pack, he was so sad, a puff of smoke from his mouth in the air, if seen it was like smoke coming out of the chimney of a train. The screen continued to light up, many times Naima's calls and messages he ignored. The bone woman increasingly contacted him as he said he was going to marry her. Yes, the day after tomorrow they will hold a qobul ijab, according to the request of the seedling family who want all to be accelerated.

Abdi looked at the dark sky that looked bright, not describing his dark heart was also gloomy. Hopefully this decision is not the wrong decision, and everything he planned went smoothly.

In the morning, the sky seems to have changed color, the sun began to show its face, the voices of traders were alternating unpretentious. And the noisy voices of the chattering mothers, shouting at their children to hurry to school, as if to be the melody of the sleep delivery man Abdi who had just been closed in the front seat. Yes such was the atmosphere of the simple complex they occupied, boisterous full of warmth.

Beautiful out of his mother's room with half wet hair, he who did not sleep at all still forced to take a bath. Beautiful frowning, seeing the front door has opened, she stepped her feet to close the door, but she was fixated to see the scene that made her heart like sliced, her husband sleeps with his chest closed, but she is still, with a half-tender body at the head of their rattan chair.

Beautiful view turns on the many cigarette butts scattered on the table makes Indah take a rough breath.

"You are why you are stupid, if you can't why you have to make a heavy decision" said Indah.

"Mas." rocking Lovely Abdi's shoulder. "Wake up, why even sleep here, move to the room." Beautiful voice hoarse holding back tears, sad to see her husband who looks chaotic.

"Mas, let's get up first, let's move to the room." It's beautiful to wake Abdi.

But precisely what happened Abdi even pulled Lovely to his face.

"You promised ice anchovies, not to leave me, so don't stay with me." said Abdi with eyes still closed, the smell of tobacco so pungent out of his mouth.

"Yes, I won't leave you, but you move first yes, you can get sick if you sleep here"

Abdi did not respond, he even tightened his embrace, Beautiful does not know, her husband is really sleeping or not. Let Indah be said to be a foolish woman, with the body still in the arms of Abdi Indah trying to raise her body, so that she can reach out to the lips of Abdi, and with a slow movement Beautiful meemagut lips of her husband. Before long the kiss was reciprocated, Abdi so thirsty devoured the lips Beautiful that felt so sweet.

"We moved up the mas." whispered Beautiful on the sidelines of their kiss that stopped.

Abdi opened his eyes, he straightened his seat, then stood with his hands still clutching the waist Beautiful, and Beautiful so resigned as Abdi raised his body for him to carry, and, automatically Beautiful wrap both feet on the waist of Abdi.

Although Abdi staggered carrying Indah to take him to the upper room, Abdi again wanted to unite his lips but Indah held with her palm "Wait up, later seen by mother, not delicious."

Abdi said, he climbed the stairs to their room, after until he opened the room door with his body, still carrying Beautiful, they entered the room that still looks dark, and still looks dark, only a little lighting because the room curtain is still all covered, and the room lights are turned off since last night, because there are no residents.

Abdi immediately laid Indah on the bed slowly, he pulled on his shirt, then lowered his body back to his wife. Abdi reunited their lips, long they reciprocated kisses, exchanged saliva, until then Abdi kissed the neck Beautiful, he wet his wife's neck with love, not forgetting to leave a trace of his ownership there.

"Eummh mas" the voice of deesahan just came out of the lips Beautiful.

Yes she who initially only woke up Abdi let her husband quickly wake up, now even she who was carried away, Beautiful did not like this, remember she immediately realized it, Indah pushed the chest of Abdi who already wanted to reveal his shirt.

"Mas, today you want to go with Naima right? you rest first. You will be busy later."

Now they sleep side by side.

"No, you have to take the same responsibility as your future wife, don't disappoint her."

"So, what a difference I also make you disappointed, you must be sicker, because you are my legal wife." Abdi tilted his body, cupping Beautiful face.

"I'm not papa" he said trying to toughen up, even though his heart felt so painful, like a gaping incision wound.

Shortly below there was a bustling sound, Beautiful trying to get up, but Abdi held his hand.

"Where are you going?"

"Bottom."

"No need to, let me sleep."

Beautifully biting her lower lip, Abdi seemed to not understand her feelings at this time.

"I want to help mom make cooking, kasian mom alone continue to do homework, mumpung some days I'm off"

Abdi threw his breath, he knew this was just a beautiful reason to avoid, Abdi realized, he had incised many wounds in the heart of Indah even though his wife tried to look fine.

* * *

When Naima and Zidan arrived, they brought so much food.

"Where is Abdi In-dah?" ask Naima who hesitates to call Beautiful by what name?.

"Mas Abdi just slept" said Indah passed to the kitchen, trying to ignore the existence of this seedling family. And not saying hello.

"Can you wake up?, because we have to call my subscription early in the morning. We made a deal with them."

"If you have made an appointment, you leave first, later mas Abdi followed with me."

"Judah, I'll wait until Abdi wakes up." Naima finally relented.

"Awas, later if I have become a legal wife, I will make calculations with you" Naima said in her heart.

At two noon Abdi just woke up, he was neat and ready to fit clothes for him to wear tomorrow, Abdi invited and Indah to choose a suit to wear.

When he reached the boutique, Naima tried to offer many models of suits for Abdi, Indah who saw that suddenly her chest rumbled furiously, was she jealous?. No-no, Beautiful tried to pull him off, she couldn't possibly be jealous of the caterpillar woman. But seeing the face of Abdi who was so excited and enthusiastic when trying to wear a suit made his heart heat up.

As much as possible Beautiful turned her gaze to the sickening sight in front of her. Lovely chose to take Zidan out to buy ice cream, for some reason he felt sorry for the boy. Since coming to his house until he reached the boutique, Zidan was silent, Zidan like to keep a lot of mysteries in his life.

Being a caregiver is better than having to look at a scene that can make her die slowly.