
"What are you talking about?, who's disabled?" Abdi said very gently, pretending to divert. He has not been able to admit the truth, he has not been able to see Beautiful sad.
"I already know mas, my uterus was lifted, I don't have a uterus, I heard mas, I heard your chatter downstairs" Lovely grabbed her hair, banged her stomach upset, Lovely upset with her.
No one knows, when everyone thought Indah was asleep in her room, it turned out that Beautiful forced her steps to join her down, but the foot that had climbed one descendant of the stairs, he said, had to hold back her steps hearing herself being talked about, yes, Beautiful heard all the talk of her husband, mother and her friends. She doesn't have a uterus anymore, again, she doesn't have a uterus.
Instantly the world seemed to collapse for Beautiful, the blood seemed to stop flowing for a split second.
His body was almost unsteady if he did not hold on to the handle of the stairs, with his next hand squeezing his now empty stomach, nothing but his heart and set. But the heart is no longer functioning. While the womb where the fertilization of their child later, there is no. Is it not possible to lay eggs like a lizard? that's not possible.
Which woman is not sad to know if she does not have a uterus anymore?, it is certain that she will be stressed, thinking, and. They had just been married, had not been blessed with children, if Indah was aware at that time, surely she would desperately keep her womb there. Any disease experienced, Indah will definitely try to heal, if the uterus is still there, can be tried with a baby tube right? or another way?. At least there is hope of getting pregnant. Lah now? should you try any medications or ways to get pregnant? just imagine he can't.
Try you guys in the position of Beautiful, surely you will feel the same, desperate like it.
"Darling stop, you hurt yourself" Abdi pulled Beautiful's hand, carrying Beautiful in his arms. This is what makes Abdi unable to tell the truth, he is afraid he can not overcome Beautiful. Abdi quite understand, quite understand the beautiful feel.
"Let go, let me go, let me get sick, I'm useless. Why am I healthy?, why am I not dead? why did you let me live like this?." Hiks hiks Indah cried by continuing to try to release the hand checks Abdi "I who made our lives destroyed, I who came there, I just want him to be responsible as the child conceived Selly. And_ I'm just trying to defend myself, I don't want any other man to touch me"
The confession came out just like that when suddenly the memory of Beautiful returned to the events in Thomas' apartment, this trauma can be Beautiful affect the psychic Indah. Beautiful holding her head that now feels dizzy, her memories that forced breaking the door glass and she jumped there back spinning in her head. Is it natural that Lovely acts like this?
Abdi did not say anything more, although in fact he was angry, it was true, Thomas tried to harass Beautiful, one side of his heart was happy Beautiful to maintain his dignity as a woman even though he risked his life, Thomas said, on the one hand, Abdi is sad, this is his fault, he can not keep Beautiful, so he must lose their child.
Seeing Beautiful like this made him get hurt, he was just as sick, Abdi knew, this was not an easy thing for them to accept, especially Beautiful, but this was the destiny they had to live, all had been outlined. Abdi continued to try to calm Indah, rubbing Beautiful's hair gently, Abdi closed, making the puddle that he could stand falling slowly Abdi's right hand was raised to wipe his own tears.
Beautiful that has weakened, now resigned in the warm embrace of Abdi, Abdi let Indah calm down, until they were swept away in this sadness, Indah already looks a little calm, still in her cry, still in her tears, but it's not as bad as it was. Abdi kissed the top of the head Indah, also felt the pain that was beautiful.
Outside the door of their room, Masnah stood with a restrained cry, Masnah closed her mouth so that her cries would not break. Masnah was not eavesdropping, but the noise of Abdi and Indah was heard downstairs, he just wanted to see what happened, in fact his son already knew his current state.
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At half-time seven in the morning Indah, Abdi and Masnah were already sitting at the dining table. Abdi has since seduced Indah to want breakfast. Actually Abdi had to go to the cafe immediately, and check out the abandoned shop for two weeks, not to mention he will have meetings with his colleagues who will cooperate in the construction of his frozen food catfish factory. But he had to delay, Abdi could not just leave if he had not made sure for himself Beautiful breakfast.
From five o'clock in the morning Abdi was busy, helping his mother-in-law make porridge for Indah, and he checked the financial statements of his store sent by Revelation. Last night he did not have time to do it, because he continued to have to incline the heart of Beautiful.
"Honey, you have to eat yes, let you get healthy, later we go for a walk with the mother too." Hand Abdi who holds a spoon hanging in front of the lips Beautiful still clenched. Beautiful did not respond, his eyes stared blankly at Masnah who sat opposite him.
"Why do you think those people took my uterus, Mom?, you know what women feel when they don't have a uterus?." Beautifully said with a sharp look at his mother,
"Beautiful." Abdi slightly raised his speech, so there is no call of affection as usual, 'es teri or dear'.
Beautiful smile, not caring about Masnah who is now crying in front of him.
"Even so far you have snatched me mas, how will you be tempted by a more perfect beautiful woman, who can give you offspring, how will you, why don't you guys just die Lovely anyway?, there's not even a call dear to you, 'ice anchovies, baby,' like yesterday-yes?"
Implicit guilt in Beautiful speech, even her face looked expressionless flat.
Abdi closed, dampened the emotions that had just been tested, he had to be patient, Beautiful like this because Indah had not accepted the situation, once again, Abdi knew, this was not easy. Abdi nibbled at the base of his nose that began to throb, because last night he also lacked sleep.
"Dear sorry, sorry I hurt you, I didn't mean it that way, you ate first yes, if you don't think about me, think about your mother dear." said Abdi back softly.
It used to be a gentle speech that could melt the heart Beautiful, but now the soft speech seems to ignite emotions Beautiful, and ...
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The bowl of porridge in the hands of Abdi was just patted Indah, making the shards of the shard scattered, mixed with porridge that seemed to have the same fate as him. Masnah and Abdi were surprised, they stood up simultaneously. Abdi was about to open his mouth, but Indah first interrupted.
"No need for you guys to be so considerate, anyway I'll be thrown away, I'm a woman who is useless, I'm just trash so better I die quickly."
Hiks hyks
Beautiful already staggered, as fast as lightning Abdi caught the body Beautiful.
"Dear, Beautiful." Abdi panicked, he immediately carried Indah to be taken to the hospital.
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Maklumi Indah ya guys, doain Indah aware, do not emotion, and not to be excluded from your story paporit, keep comments, and likee... ðŸ¤ðŸ¤