The Delayed Rest

decisions

Didn't feel two months already from the agreement that Andhika and father run.

I don't know what my father will decide, he never once showed anything.

I also dag Dig dug it.

one side I want to establish my future with Andhika the person who has always loved me sincerely and on the other hand I do not want to be a child who does not obey anything that parents ordered.Moreover my parents only stay dad.

family is number one.

I had to sacrifice something precious though.

bismillah...

in the middle of my daydream I was surprised by my voice.

"assalamu'alaikum yes father.yes I wait"

this afternoon I will definitely discuss the agreement.

my heart and feelings are getting worse.

"assalamu'alaikum Andhika sorry to disturb.later night can not go home?I came this afternoon and invited you."

"wa'alaikumsalam.ya Mak I insyaallah will come."

after I had a conversation just with andhika, I immediately joined the other children in the back garden because they again make the content of planting flowers well.

"Why sad?"

"no rio.cuma again fret aja.sore this father came and my future will be determined today."

"it's not legitimate to think, berdo'a aja may all run smoothly.positive thinking aja ya."

a few moments later.the moment of meeting father with me and andika.

"Andhika today has been exactly two months father gave you the opportunity to prove your seriousness

to wiwin.maybe this time is quite short, but I think you've tried everything you can.

but I'm sorry I haven't been able to hand Wiwin over to you. Dad doesn't like you but I feel you're not ready to be a priest for wiwin.ay hope you understand"

I was surprised by my father's decision.

I can see the disappointment in Andhika's face.

"sorry dad even though you haven't approved of us yet, but I don't want to get married right now."

"why don't you want to get married now?"

"i still want a career first yeah".

"you're 25 years old now Lo."

"no papa dad.please leave me alone first."

"it's up to you.sorry father yes andhika.but you can still try."

"thank you father.then I want to say goodbye first.there is still business in printing as well.assalamu'alaikum"

"wa'alaikum..."

my break tonight really can not be soundly.many of which I think.tomorrow at 10 o'clock we have to shoot advertising again for hijab products that yesterday.

I can only complain to Allah SWT in the third of my night. don't forget I istiharoh asked for instructions which one I should live the best for me.

may I soon be guided as to what is best for us even though I still want God to match me with Andika.

don't forget I always say Andika's name in my every prayer.

I thought about her condition again.is she disappointed in my decision huh?

does he still intend to fight for our love huh.

he would give up and leave.

everything raged in my mind.

I decided to send him a message because I couldn't call and hear his voice or see his face.

but I don't know why my message was not answered.

*hadewh is dead-end, man.

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