The Delayed Rest

happy and sad come together

Allohuakbar...Allohuakbar....

sayup sayup heard the morning adhan reverberating.

immediately I rushed to take ablution and raked in dawn prayers.

I joined everyone for breakfast together.

"assalamu'alaikum..."

"wa'alaikumsalam Mak.."seru them together.

"what is our agenda today?"

"there is no mak.kayak I will later want monthly shopping deh.so it all runs out and continues to mbak sari also nitip he said the kitchen needs are also exhausted."

"how if we go to the same gaess market all make content there."

"good idea, though"

"this is something that is lacking?"

"Andhika this morning he said to return to his house Mak only later in the afternoon he found Mak he said."

"why is Andhika Mak?"

"i don't know gaess either..."

"try to call me"

I took my phone in the room and contacted Andhika in front of them at the dinner table.

but strangely enough I've called 5 times none of them lifted.

I was wondering why Andhika had changed, whether it had anything to do with her departure with my father.

and my own father went back to his house this morning.

hp Mas Rio is ringing.

"assalamu'alaikum.ya Alhamdulillah then.ya thank you. assalamu'alaikum."

"what's the matter Rio?"

"Mak Alhamdulillah hijab brand is very fond of our ads.even we are told to make more advertisements for her other products."

"Alhamdulillah.." cried we together.

"gaess gaess there is more good news nih.chanel we have penetrated 20 million subscribers lo.wah this month is indeed a happy month huh...."

"ok later after going home shopping we eat out yeah.don't forget to wrap for mbak sari and others."

we are so grateful for this joy.

until without feeling the time has entered twilight.

sign a message from Andhika to my phone while I relax in the room after shopping.

"assalamu'alaikum Andhika.kamu where did you call not lifted?"

I immediately hunted Andhika with a question.

"wa'alaikumsalam mak.i'm at home.sorry I can't pick up the phone mak.i'm confused again Mak."

"you why?tell me.you changed after coming home from the same father.what happened"

"So shall I quit this team?"

"why so?"

"yesterday the word father always ringing ngiang mak."

"what the hell is Andhika I don't understand"

"if I was still here how do I prove that I can be serious with Mak.how can I show that I can support Mak later if we are married.I can't always be your subordinate. if I were your husband, I would have to give you a living if I were still your subordinate that would not be good."

"i understand your position andhika.but actually I never disputed this situation.if later I become your wife I will still obey and submit to you."

"but I don't want you to be that way, mak.i don't blame you either.that might be best for me."

"so max you've decided to quit the team?"

I immediately lowered my head to hide my sadness, I held back every tear drop that wanted to fall.

"i have to make that decision mak.sorry me....actually I'm hard to make this decision.I will try to continue to fight for our love until our father's blessing we get.don't be sad yes we can still connect by phone and I can still play here."

"alright if it's your decision.I can only support you.may our hope soon be realized ya."

"we have to promise the same thing to keep our hearts Mak."

"i promise."

"ok Mak I want to say goodbye to friends first.later I go straight home ya."

"ok heart yes andhika.i go straight to the room ya can not join kaliyan."

"assalamu'alaikum "

"wa'alaikumsalam."

I went straight to the room to shed the sadness I had been enduring.

Andhika knows that this decision must have saddened windalia but this must be lived.

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