The Dark Time Towards Hidayah

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Robert sat me down in that park chair, then he hugged me back and kissed me. I felt drugged and could only enjoy.

he kissed my face, cheeked my lips and bit my ears softly, then went down to my neck.

robert's mischievous hands raised my clothes until I saw two small but dense and beautiful twin mountains and his lips suck** until I let out a good sigh.

once satisfied we descended back to the stall where my friend was waiting.

"huuuu...

"so good you guys... "

"swit black....... "

"don't come down... "

"china and sighhh"

their spare change I do not ignore, I am still stubborn with the event, the incident that has only been in my mind now I experience itself, it feels amazingaaa....

"let's go home yukkk, it's night nihhh"

I said invite.

"yes, it's only nine o'clock I'm going home" asked Robert.

"i'm his permission only until 9..waduhhh late dong on the road can nyampe an hour." lamented.

"calm down I'll drive you back" said merry soothingly.

then we drove home, too,

in the car we joked while snacking on food from Minimarket earlier.

"lapar niiih" Titin said "eat yukk first"

Robert laughed and nodded his head "can ry? " tanyanya to me

"yeah, I'm hungry too! " answer me later.

hungry we stopped by the tent on the side of the road and ordered fried rice .

we ate voraciously because in the cold air it was easy to get hungry, and the fried rice was perfect for our stomachs at the moment.

"Robert, I want the rice again doong, wrapped in yaa two" said Rina while feeding a spoonful of rice to her mouth and followed by crackers until her mouth was full.

"yes yes, you can all bring two packs of yes, make people at home"

robert said, He is kind

after we finished eating and wrapping the fried rice, Robert dropped us off at the compound, before going down he slipped some red sheets in my hand.

"for jajan ya ry, do not play again with me! "

I quickly put the money in my jeans pocket

"thank you Robert, look at it later, yeah" I said as I opened the car door.

"okay, I must miss you" said Robert

and his car drove slowly died of the complex.

we walked to our village laughing

"it's a pleasure that every night we can eat the same free cigarettes" said Rina while lifting a bag of rice in her right hand and a pack of cigarettes in her left hand.

"love base, I pity Ryan, "

titin said "you're okay, ry? " he said as if he knew what was going on between me and Robert.

"i'm fine" I said, staring at Titin meaningfully and demanding an explanation.

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I got into the house lucky that my mom and dad were sleeping, so I was free from their interrogation.

I put the fried rice on the dinner table and covered it with a serving hood.

in my room I changed my nightgown and brushed my teeth...

while sleeping on my back, I try to sleep

many times I yawned tired and sleepy, but my eyes could not compromise..

imagine Robert's treatment of me earlier, "haaaahhh...

so gini huh gaul ituuu? "inner.

I can make out with people I just met.. "yea aampuuun, have I gone crazyaaa? ".

Robert was none of me, a new acquaintance, but there seemed to be an unwritten rule of this new way of getting along.

first if again pairwise consider it, courtship

both girls should want to be hugged or kissed to that extent, nothing more

rules for boys who obviously have to be single, yaaa at least have more money to treat girls

boys also should not have more feelings. if we meet will couple trus if separated do not be a thought, period.

that's what I caught from what just happened.

fireflies entered through the window slit, faint crickets could be heard from outside the moon peering out from behind the clouds.

ahirnya I sleep too, I sleep and dream..in my dream I became a beautiful woman and became a scramble.

when morning came as usual my mother woke me up for the morning prayer, I painfully opened my eyes and felt pain all over my body.

half creeping I went to the bathroom, slowly I washed my whole body, a comfortable morning shower.

returning to my room immediately I got dressed and set up the morning prayer, I begged for His forgiveness...

tears wetting the cheeks remembered last night's memories

"forgive me, O Allah ". My body trembles feeling the tightness in my chest.

"jeez.... riannn, why are you son? " mama walked into the room shocked to see me crying while still wearing a mukena.

mama fingered my forehead hot!! "you have a fever, son, what time did you come home last night? " tanyanya

"your mother waited until ten o'clock, you didn't come home yet"

"i walk until nine o'clock ma" I lied "continue to chat with the temen temen temen"

"yeah, today you do not work first yes" my mother ordered.

I wonder what my mother said, because my body was all sick and hot.

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happy Reading 😍

my apologies to jubaidah ....

poor people who are upset must be healed...

compressed equal red sheet segepok😁😁

stay safe or home or...?

answer mimin...

Both die and choose

***hungry or got virosss***

sttt should not be considered ..joking...