The Dark Stains of the Past

Your heart does not turn

"I have also been in that phase can not be forgotten and feel like the worst person feels at the bottom of the abyss that every time hurt and so difficult to control the sadness and sorrow when people the one I love is gone. It was as if I was not given justice until I finally realized it was part of the destiny that had to be lived. I realize I have been presumptuous to precede the Almighty to protest too loudly that We have not found the wisdom of all the events that befall Us." said Dr. Barry while looking at you who looked so agitated.

"What do doctors do when our mood is like that?" ask you again.

"Your Lady, there is no peace but We leave everything to the Almighty. There is no real calm except that We are willing to convince Our hearts that this is the best and that if we pass the test we will become better human beings."

"Nobody can overcome all the feelings that exist in us, the feeling of emotion, disappointment, resentment humiliated feeling of loss restless and confused other than We ourselves who have to fight against the ego." Every remark of Dr. Barry so enters your heart and calms.

You feel every time you chat with Dr. Barry feel there is comfort too every word is so meaningful and so many other words as words and messages for life.

You become the gamang of his heart between the two choices before him after there is turmoil in his relationship with Nael, the role of Nael's parents is so important to Youari because all children will get a good blessing must start from a new parent they can step on the gate of the household that stretches before him.

"Bu andari need what? I mean now what does it take to be a little more comfortable inside the building?" said Dr. Barry, looking in your face.

Deep down he felt Dr. Barry was expecting his attention there might not be such a problem with his relationship with Mas Nael but why was his heart so hard to turn away?

What is the lack of what is wrong Dr. Barry's feeling is so perfect what a woman is looking for comfort all there is in this Dr. Barry who is in front of her eyes now but you only feel limited it is not for her heart.

Dr. Barry has an amazing charm besides being educated has a good career and clearly gives a picture of the future that can not be doubted but your heart always refutes Mas Nael more than anything admiring her who was previously a housewife was a plus for Youari now when Nael came to bring millions of love and hope for the future with her You feel awakened again but now after the arrival of Rina Darmawan's mother Mas Nael all hope is as if slammed into the depths that are not hidden.

"Patience and trust that Bu Andari will all be passed, it is common that one's feelings rise and fall and fall. There are times when we reflect with the results of steady reflection or turmoil about the future but all that is very human especially those in the built environment. Here you can understand that the mind is sometimes unstable. We are sometimes labile and feel the worst, the most important is not to let us ourselves in lamenting fate.

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