The Dark Stains of the Past

Soulrest

You face Nael without a word, only a smile emanating from his lips. Then Nael thrust his phone after opening a gallery on his phone containing photos and videos of himself and Sabrina visiting Amanda at the home of his Brother Andari.

You momentarily doubt for months or already in a matter of years maybe he does not hold the object. His heart has been comfortable and made comfortable with his current state without objects that used to be so attached complete his life. In his career as well.

"Look, don't you miss your smart little daughter?" nael said because he saw you did not respond to the outstretch of his hand holding the phone.

You receive the phone and open it with tears. Opening one by one the pose and happy expression of his daughter Amanda who was so pangling. More than a year you start the process of the case rolling until the verdict is also now You are behind the cell at all not meet Amanda his heart also feels not brave, many worries if you meet.

"Subhanallah, Amanda Mama is so confused with you, son, you've grown up without your mother's caress. But even so stay healthy and well with Mother there Nak there is always a do'a that Mama always special to you." You talk to the phone like his daughter is in front of his eyes.

You keep the phone at the table and sob, heartbroken to see the development of his daughter after so long without seeing her.

Nael feels guilty, but you ask him to be sent a picture of his daughter.

Laksmi always refused when You asked for a picture of his daughter if coming to visit him on the grounds that it will make You a lot of thoughts and not feel at home enough good news according to Laksmi and Adri Adri Adiknya.

"I'm sorry you didn't mean to make you sad, but make it your passion." Nael thrusts a handkerchief at Andari who is still sobbing.

"It's okay, Mom, I'm so happy even though the tears are visible. Seeing Amanda grow up so healthy it's impossible to tell you how happy my heart is."

Nael holds your hand as if he wants to strengthen or be happy with the acceptance of all his efforts so far.

"Since, there's a special message from Amanda for you because in her mind you're so close to me, you're studying somewhere so far away aren't you instilling excuses for Amanda to feel calm?"

"Yes, what did my son order?"

"Tell Mama that Manda can eat alone" Nael said, mimicking Amanda's words when she left a message.

You come back to shed tears, his heart felt sliced to hear Nael's words, without realizing it You really need the back of his soul finally crying in Nael's arms. Imagining a small figure with the upbringing of his brother has now started to be independent.

"All will be well, I promise I will always see it and try to get closer to myself, let Me be the one your daughter Ndari is always waiting for."

"Thank you, I can't repay all your kindness."

"How are you doing Sabrina Mas? I'm so confused with my friend that one, maybe busy and not have time huh, or is she already pregnant? I'm sure Sabrina remembers me."

"I was yesterday where your sister met Amanda with Sabrina and it's funny that Amanda thinks we're husband and wife!"

"Geez my time?" You laugh while wiping her tears.

"That's how my fate alone goes anywhere. Quickly finish From I'm waiting for you to work again and make our team so tough as when We were together."

"Mas Nael, why are you waiting for me? find another free woman out there waiting for me for nothing in my opinion."

"I'm in love with you, don't make me turn away. I'm aware that waiting is boring but I don't feel like it every time I get to meet you, meet Amanda and be able to hug her."

"As for Mas only, this is the real me when one day comes bored to Mas, since the beginning I have warned how to give an excuse to amanda if it has become familiar? if it's normal to me but to my son please consider again our unnatural relationship."

"Ssssst don't talk so Ndari, if you can be here surely I can too! later if your coaching period has been lived two-thirds of the correctional period here I will propose assimilation, behave well without the slightest violation of all the order and rules here hopefully I can, he said, there's always a way and a loophole if we try, I'll process it.

"What's my case for assimilating Mas?"

"Certainly, Assimilation is a process of convict coaching that is carried out by mixing inmates in community life. Assimilation requirements for inmates of general criminal acts: good behavior is proven by not being disciplined within the last 6 (six) months."

"Feelings I've never violated the order here let alone undergone disciplinary punishment."

"It's good, honey. Assimilation can be for all inmates except by a life-long verdict."

The affectionate call that Nael spoke spontaneously made Youari glance very funny, first crying, then laughing, and now mendelik feel not ready with the call in this place

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