The Dancer
#Journey#
the next morning, I was in the kitchen after I had fulfilled my duty as a Muslim.
I cooked for breakfast together the last time before Marvin came back to my side.
this morning I wanted to make a special meal for Marvin, itungitung in return because all this time the man had been very guarding me from the world that I should not have been there at my age of only nineteen years.
"What are you doing?"I was surprised when suddenly Marvin, hugged me from behind the warm embrace that I just felt this time, if yesterday anyone hugged me maybe because of the lustful embrace, who wanted to touch his body.
but this time Marvin, even hugged me with a hug full of tenderness and there seemed to be a sense hidden from the look in his eyes.which usually the man would lose his patience, he said, if I refuse or speak that is not to his liking.
"You're quiet, baby" Marvin said to me.
"I'm making breakfast for us, what? want me to make coffee" I said softly.
"I want this breakfast first" he said, grabbing my lips, I turned and returned the kiss, ignoring Marvin's assistant there.
that kiss, so different and so full of love, that it guerrillaized my back and waist, but then I stopped it.
"Vin I promise I'll give you that, when you come back later, when it's my age, twenty years more" I said softly giving an understanding.
"Of course I'll wait for that day to come, don't be naughty baby when I'm not around" Marvin said as he kissed my lips again.
"I promise there's only Mr. Marvin, who's here and there won't be any other men" I said with a smile.
Marvin was peeping at the top of my head, as if there was a bond between us even though there was never an official connection to a statement I was only a puppet to Marvin, and I have to accept it forever.
I also made coffee, which suits Marvin's taste, I saw the man sitting on the couch near the TV, not usually she turns on the TV and at first glance I see the news about a successful businessman and a beautiful model getting married and their wedding plans are going to be held in Paris, the ruler and successful businessman, will hold , his marriage with his fiancee.
Marvin turned off the TV immediately when he realized my presence, but I pretended not to see it.
"It's a shame that if I'm not here, remember not to look at the news that is not-no and never open social media" he said.
"Yes" I replied softly.
I went back to the kitchen, though, to continue making breakfast this morning I made mushroom soup and also a tuna sandwich after I finished serving the soup with bread that I had prepared as well as the tuna sandwich earlier.
finally everything was on the table.
"Liliana, get down and breakfast is ready" I said a little scream.
"That let him go to school isn't this early either" said Marvin, and I just nodded.
"Alright please enjoy the breakfast" said I who took the mushroom soup and the dry bread.
"Eum.. Your cooking, always delicious yes, not only smart to entertain people, but also can make the man in front of you is really crazy about your cooking" said Marvin.
"I fell silent, hearing that comforting word as if there was a hard object squeezing my heart, which now felt very tight, I could only hold back tears, she said, right now because I don't want Marvin to think that I'm, right now, denying him.
"Darling why are you?"ask her.
I just smiled at the force at the moment so that he wouldn't continue to wonder, and I immediately answered his question.
"I just miss Mami this is a dish she always prepares for me" I replied briefly.
"Heummm, pray, usually so too" he said.
"Hopefully, Mami and I will soon be reunited in heaven" I said.
He looked straight at me, and then Marvin suddenly stood up, but then he sat back down because I grabbed his hand gently.
"Do not get angry let's continue the breakfast okay" I said.
"Never say that again" said Marvin, staring at me.
I smiled sweetly while nodding.
Marvin continued his breakfast, until it was over, after which I immediately prepared his suit and water, warm for him to take a bath.
when I finished, I told him that.
"The water is ready" I said as I went to my sister's room.
I saw Liliana, still lying down, the little girl, not feeling well, and I called her teacher to ask her permission, sick to Liliana.
"What are you doing? "said Marvin who was suddenly in Liliana's room.
"My sister's sick, I'll take her to the doctor after you leave" I said.
Marvin came closer and then felt Liliana's forehead.
"He's really high fever, I'll call the doctor" Marvin said.
"Thank you" I said as I walked over giving Liliana a drink.
"You wait a minute yes, brother did not take care of brother Marvin first, after that brother made you porridge" said me.
"Honey there is a maid in this house, you just have to focus on your business" said Marvin who looks upset at the end, I also called my housekeeper who had just come for two days ago, which I'm currently assigned to clean the house.
"BI please make porridge, for Liliana yes" I said.
"Good non" she said as she left, while I went to follow Marvin, while Liliana, was guarded by Marvin's personal assistant.
"What I want to shower with" said the man without sin.
"I've taken a shower, this is how I helped rub your back yes" I bid gently.
Marvin walked straight into the bathroom, I followed him, after making sure the man got into the bathtub.
"Ariana" will be until when you continue there" Marvin said.
"Alright" answered me who immediately approached her and grabbed the shampoo and soap, I kept both beside the bathtub.
until I put the shampoo in my palm I also began to help Marvin, shampoo that has frothy a lot in Marvin's head, I also gave a gentle massage on his head, he said, until he enjoyed it after that I immediately gave him soap and immediately rubbed Marvin's smooth back, there was no tattoo of any kind on his body, to make me wonder if he really is a ruler like the ones in novels like the ones I read all the time.
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"Be careful on the way, this is all done" I said as I gave the man's special sling bag.
"Ariana" said Marvin as he stared at me.
"What.."I replied gently.
"I miss you" she said.
"Why? like that, it's not that you're here right now" I said.
"Just right now, after I'm gone don't call me, if you get in trouble, call my personal assistant immediately, because I'll be very busy and have no time" he said, while looking at my face.
"I understand it doesn't matter, thank you for everything, may Allah reward you all" I said as I stared fixedly at his face.
"His reply was quite obedient to my words" said Marvin, and I just nodded.
the man immediately hugged and kissed me, very gently meaningfully, I don't know what? what he actually feels right now, between love or just an impingement, I don't even know but all I know, right now is that I feel pain, as if I don't want to be left, like I'm going, let alone his departure, to marry his fiancee.
until she let go of the kiss, she hugged me again, and pecked at the top of my head, she left in steps as if she didn't want to leave me.
until he completely disappeared from my sight, exactly one week after his departure, the accident happened, my poor little brother had to die, after a car crashed into her my life was completely ruined I couldn't even keep the sole mandate of my mother to guard my sister, right in my lap, my sister breathed her last breath.
"Liliana!"I shouted while hugging my bloodied sister.
everything is collapsing now, I no longer have a handle on life, there is no one else I share other than the creator.
I was helped by the people who were not far from the school gate my sister was taking her to the hospital, but Liliana really no longer existed, even my stepmother didn't seem to care when I reported Liliana's death, she didn't even come to the funeral.
I, trying to stand up, after nearly two hours of crying in Liliana's still wet cemetery with red soil, there was no one there I was completely alone.
"Liliana, I'm sorry sister, right now you don't know what to do? may Allah make you able to be with papi and mami, tell them, I'm not sorry for not being able to take good care of you, lili brother came home first, tomorrow brother here again"I said while walking.
"God please punish that man with his weight, I can't accept my sister died so tragically, I beg you" my crying doesn't stop until I get home, I stopped in front of my door, I glanced towards Liliana's room, currently there was no light at all, I called the Aunt to clean up all of Liliana's stuff, my tears broke as Liliana, writing a letter to me.
"For sister"
thank you for being a very big brother
very kind and loving to me, my brother
maybe I can't understand it completely
wh why? our lives can be like this, I just
I hope we can live
together during her, because of the mother I
expect to be my protector, in the meantime
I need all that, he never even
willing to accept me, I was even considered the son of an unlucky bearer.
only Mom would accept me, completely
his heart, though I was born from a heart wound
her deepest but the woman is so noble
and like the angel of heaven that comes down to earth
to give me a meaning of such sincere motherly affection.
I love you three, Papi , Mami and
nor is there any beautiful word for
uncover all this happiness besides I love you all.
Hopefully, brother, no longer hurt by brother Marvin.
and if one day brother, Marvin threatens to kill me, if you don't obey him, you better not listen to that threat, there is or there is no me, I just want you to be happy.
thank you for being the best brother , brother who always put your brother's interests first, even though I once captured the attention of Papi, from my brother I once robbed brother of happiness because of my presence, because of my presence, but Brother never grudges me, instead big brother loves me very much I love you so much, brother, may god always protect you.
"Liliana"
"Lily..! hyks hyks hyks hiks lili, sorry brother, brother I can not protect you hyks hyks hyks" I did not expect it turns out my sister who is only ten years old is now thinking of adulthood, I was thinking, maybe because of circumstances that make him have to mature before his time.
I, entering my room, no longer remember anything, until when I realized I was in the hospital room I knew who had taken me there.
until someone came to open the door, and it turned out to be Tora, who was walking with a bunch of flowers, and kept it on the nightstand.
"How are you today" Tora said.
"I'm fine" I replied.
"Sorry, I brought you here, without permission" he said.
"No problem" I said.
"Can you ask for help, please lend me your phone" I asked again.
"Well" he replied, giving me his cell phone, I immediately took the phone and did a search on social media, about Marvin, but none of his personal information came out, until she called straight away, Doni asked her to take me away.
when I finished I gave her the phone, to her.
"You're looking for information about her, but you never know who you're dealing with" Tora said.
"I just want to know the truth right now" my words stopped.
"It's not married"Tora
