The Dancer

#My life #

Evening came, I was getting ready to go to a nightclub where I worked for three months.

Upon arrival, there I went straight into the dressing room after filling out the attendance list of the employees.

Until, finished changing my clothes with clothes that really only covered my sensitive parts.

Perhaps, it can not be called a dress because the costume was more similar to the coconut milk filter cloth owned by my mother.

What my mother used to sift coconut milk or coffee and tea I don't know for sure it was a mandatory outfit for my job as a dancer bu**l.

My name, Ariana Rose I was 19 years old after my father died my sick mother tan requires me to be the backbone of the family.

After, coming home from college at exactly nine pm I will go to the night club where I work. until two in the morning it is my schedule to go home.

I, go home and sometimes never take a shower because of fatigue so strong that it overpowers my sultry.

Every morning before my mother had prepared breakfast one plate of fried rice from her hard work.

repeatedly, my mother asked me to quit the job but I couldn't do that.

Besides, because her employment contract is still seven months away and if I have to get out before the contract expires I have to pay a fine that even many times over.

In, the room that VVIP right I was boking by a successful businessman who had always given so much saweran.

Until, the lights turn on the typical dance music that can make a normal man drunk.

Until, the clapping sound of someone made me stare at him.

Three, men are sitting on a long sofa with other comfort women and I don't know when they come because I am currently under the influence of alcohol.

Although still able to control myself because of the insecurity that sometimes comes to my mind, I dance in a semi-conscious state.

I also began to dance around my body.according to the rhythm of music that makes me crazy.

Until, someone who had been silent aloof.he sat in the middle between his two best friends the man asked me to approach him he asked me to dance in front of him with the object of himself.

Until, the dance ended up tens of millions of money on the mini stage in the VVIP room, cleared by my friend who became my assistant his name is Doni. he offered me the job when my mom was in the hospital and had to have surgery.

I, then, grabbed the kimono I used better called my oversized robe because I used it before and after dancing.

Just then, I was about to leave and suddenly the man approached me and said."How much you paid for one night in bed" she whispered in my ear with her sensational voice.

"Sorry. I'm not open B O but if you want I can choose my best friend, they're in the next room" I replied.

The man then went back to saying "I don't need anything else because all I want is you" she said.

"I didn't do that, even if master paid me with this one world, I would never want to, he said, enough is this sin that every day I do not exist next because this is also the toughest choice." said me while walking away from him.

"A snob!" shouted the man who immediately threw the bottle towards the door that would be my way to get out of the room.

"It's not that I'm arrogant even if I can do that I'll do that for my husband later" I said as I continued my steps.

"Ariana why? not just accept you can make him unconscious before that happens" said Doni, who now stands in my way, to enter my dressing room.

"I don't want to add sin to my parents enough that I take on all of my heavy sins" I answered.

I, too, decided to go home after depositing money on my boss, he was the manager of the club and a quarter of my income could be taken home - that was twenty million of my share.

But, the money is like water on the leaves of a keladi, I don't even know if the money goes every day just part of my income I give to people who really need my hand.

Until, the next morning as usual my mother who had started to improve, she prepared breakfast for me. whether it was to buy it in a warteg not far from home or make it directly.

Until, I woke up and prepared to go to college and now I am studying in the language department.

Arriving, on campus I parked my motorcycle among the sports motorcycles belonging to my first class friends because it was my new motorcycle, for a full month.

Just then, I was about to walk Doni coming by his sports car, his, as the youngest pimp to hold a foster child that many automatically people have more income every month but strangely Doni never sold me to anyone, and if anyone insists on buying me he will not put up and refuse blatantly, either because we grew up in the same place back then or because he really holds his promise as a real man.

"You're safe all night" said Doni to me.

"So I arrived safely" I replied, looking at Doni.

"Gue.must convince that because it turns out that there was a woman the night killed, he said, he's my new son is also not sure the hell with my guess but most likely his man who killed the woman last night just that he's not my foster son" said Doni.

"Heumm, pity if I had money in abundance, I would help them all and give them job vacancies so that their lives are free from danger." said me while walking hand in hand with Doni.

"ah! lo's ideals are too noble Ari anyways if Lo help them all keep my income from where? dong." said Doni while staring at my face.

"Yes, Lo work is open business anyways, Lo money is a lot. Remember the money was not brought to death that Lo brought Lo's sin." said me with a laugh.

"Not in pursuit of the angel Ridwan" said Doni with a laugh.

"That's Lo doing herself" I said as I entered the class, while Doni was a medical student.

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After going home from college, I and two friends of mine were in a cafeteria, we were coffee together while washing the eyes of ABG smelled like kencur my age.

Until, a new luxury sports car is parked in the cafe courtyard.

No, for five minutes, someone got out of the car followed by his friends who had parked the car earlier.

The handsome men became the center of attention, among which there was Doni who came last.

But I don't know what myself? Doni knows them or not.

Two, my friend who was smoking was instantly turning off the fire in her cigarette, they both immediately stood up in their centile style, even they both took a small mirror and tidied up her makeup.

If, that's how I say I go home because I don't want to be equated with the two teasers, even though they're not a psk but, uh, their style exceeds their capacity in style and the way they do to seduce handsome men.

"Hi... You're going where Ari is!"they both shouted at me.

"Go home! I'm unclean look Lo style both, rich psk professional only Lo at most one round also die gaping!"I love cplas-ceplos .

Meanwhile, the three men were staring at me who were walking with the helms leaving those who were still calling my name, Doni, about to prevent me, but I lifted my helmet when he got out of the way when I was just joking.

"Where are you going Lo Ar? "talk her.

"Gue, want to go home is not cool Lo see my friend who is already rich foster child Lo" said me while walking quickly.

Doni, he had followed me but then he came back maybe because he saw prey, while the three handsome men who already looked more mature were staring at me, who is now putting a helmet on my head.

Until, I rode my new sport bike and rewind it because my motorbike position squeezed their car.

They, still continue to glance at me who immediately gas on the highway that began to desolate, because it was almost want magrib.

I, home alone to the house, on the road in front of the fruit shop I stopped my motorbike I wanted to buy fresh fruits for my mother and also my sister, precisely my sister continued Lila.

The story is long if I told you that one by one Lila was born from my father's second wife but since my father died the little girl was just left with me and my mother, my stepmother told me that she did not want to carry the burden of her family on her new husband, even though the soil of my papi grave was still wet.

Perhaps, that woman is not as sincere as my mother, she said, yes it's mami she was even willing to be polygamous by papi with a woman much older than herself until the time of death papi arrived mami continued to be at his side, because my mother loved the handsome man who was fifty years old.

Twenty years of marriage at that time mommy was still nineteen, and that means my age mommy immediately pregnant me, after they were married three months.

When, I was ten years old, papi also asked permission to marry a second choice woman from her parents after mami because she did not go to the birth of a boy who would inherit her family business but instead got a son, papi has a daughter, Lila, who is now eight years old.

I protested and was very disappointed at the time, but my mother always gave me wise advice so I could accept it as pseudo.

And, even though I hate my stepmother but I also love my sister Lila very much, all this time I always work hard to meet the needs of Lila and mami, because all the inheritances that were supposed to fall on us were suddenly taken over by my second uncle.

We were only given a house that we had occupied, and a little savings that papi had was spent by my stepmother.

Arriving at home I immediately keep all the fruit on the dining table while my mother does not welcome me maybe she has slept after performing the Maghrib prayer.

Although, my work includes dirty work, but my mother always advised me not to leave prayers.

Because, according to him at least we can take a clean bath after playing dirty, that's what he always taught me even though he never justified what? which I'm working on.

And, even he strictly forbade it, but I assured him that I was not selling myself and I was only selling the talent I had even though it remained negative.

But, I always pray to God, that he forgive all my sins and not bestow my guilt on my parents, I even asked for a straight path that could get me out of that long and tiring snare of sin.

Until, when dinner arrived, I who had taken a shower walked towards the room of my mother who was not seen from earlier.

"Mam, what are you doing? wh why? not out" said I who saw my mother sitting looking at a picture of me and papi, which is in a frame and in a hand-held by mami, there were tears in the corner of her eyes.

"Mami miss papi?"my question was answered with a nod of the head while grasping my hand, I immediately hugged her.

"Mam, mami, who is patient yes, we should pray papi may papi be calm in heaven because papi is a good person" I said, saying, while hugging my mother's body tightly I myself desperately held back the crying because I did not want my mother to be more sad.

"Mam, eat yu, I'm hungry, I didn't have time to eat outside I also bought mami fruits that many had probably been washed by the aunt"I said while taking the picture frame and putting it on the nightstand.

"Lila went home to her mother's house, she said she missed her mother" she said.

"Owh, it deserves to be quiet" I replied.

Mami just nodded and smiled I was happy to see back my mother's smile after a long time maybe this is her tenth smile after my mom came out of the hospital.