
After feeling dizzy and his stomach was stirred up this morning. During the day, his body seemed to improve. Dara tried to walk and eat the breakfast that had been made by him. Not wanting to wait any longer, Dara headed to the nearest dispensary. He had to check on her condition, though fearfully he was trying to be calm.
"Mba, pregnancy test kit 3 yes." Dara is actually awkward to buy a pregnancy test kit, she is afraid of people's views on her. However, it was just his feelings alone, the shopkeeper served him well. Dara was simply overthinking because of the thoughts that filled her own brain.
"This is mbak." After paying for the pregnancy test, Dara headed to her rented house. He felt his feelings were not out of whack. The pharmacy guard told Dara about how to use a pregnancy test that currently has been held.
"The results are more accurate if done in the morning after waking up," said the pharmacy guard told Dara. Dara simply nodded her head hearing the explanation from the young woman who served her.
Dara went home to her contract, before she bought a chicken pecel because she was so not strong even for cooking. Arriving at the contract he put a test pack. After weighing and thinking for a moment, it is better to wait tomorrow before using the test pack.
This time Dara's thoughts turned to Bastian, Dara tried to contact Bastian because almost two weeks ago he was unable to contact his lover. Her boyfriend could not be reached, she contacted by phone but was always not picked up. Initially still connected but currently the lover's phone that has accompanied him for 3 years is not active. Dara felt that he had done nothing wrong, but Bastian was lost to the earth.
Dara is worried about Bastian's situation, but she thinks more about him. Not yet get a job and must be overshadowed by the presence of a fetus that is not yet sure the truth. Dara exhaled staring at the screen of her phone. I don't know why his heart is not calm.
***
This morning, Dara woke up with nausea. His stomach seemed to be stirred, Dara woke up and immediately went to the sink and pulled out all the contents in his stomach. Dara frowned as a yellow liquid came out from her mouth, bitterly tasting in her mouth. After sitting down to reduce his nausea, he made a sweet tea.
With the determination strengthened, Dara took a pregnancy test kit and performed according to the instructions on the package of pregnancy test kit. The thumping feeling hit him, Dara closed her eyes while praying that the result would be negative. About 2 minutes passed, Dara opened her eyes and then she saw an object in her hand.
There are two clearly visible red lines on the pregnancy test kit in his hand. With a tremble, Dara's body fell down, limp helpless. Dara was crying, everything was destroyed. However, she still did not believe the results of the 1 pregnancy test kit, she tried to re-examine her condition with 2 other test kits. The result was the same, two red lines sprung up after a few minutes of him waiting.
The number you are going to is not active, please call a few more moments.
Dara kept trying to call Bastian's number, but again only the operator answered his phone. Finally he left a message to Bastian's number.
Tara:
[Contact me. There's something we need to talk about. You're okay, right?]
Dara looked at her phone continuously, her stomach ringing a sign asking to be filled. The two-bodied woman headed for her home kitchen in a slow walk, she had to stay afloat. He has to take responsibility for his actions, there is one life that depends on him. He could not possibly add to the sin by aborting the growing fetus in his womb.
Dara pensively while eating the food he made. Telor ceplok with sweet soy sauce feels very delicious. Suddenly he felt very sad, he felt that Bastian did not want him anymore. The last time they met was when they accidentally met Mama Rissa, Mama of Bastian.
Negative thoughts filled her mind, could it be Mama Rissa who made Bastian unable to be contacted. When she met him, Dara was sure Mama Rissa liked him. However, the depth of the heart cannot be determined by a single encounter. After the meeting, Bastian never contacted Dara again. Although, Dara is not the type of lover who must be contacted at all times. However, this is already more than the limit of fairness of a Bastian. Bastian has never been absent a day to contact him. As Bastian's mind filled up, there was a message coming through his phone.
Bastian
[Sorry, I want us to end our relationship. Don't ever call me again]
After reading the message from Bastian, Dara's cry fell. His body was back and limp. Her world collapses when Bastian says to end their relationship. In fact, Bastian decided it was only through a short message.