
Five years ago.
A woman is still often pensive lamenting her very sad fate. She feels her world collapses when her lover doesn't want her anymore. Currently, he was at Julian's house, a man who was his friend while still in the orphanage. I don't know, Dara can't even thank you very well because Julian wants to accept it when the person who should be responsible for him dodges it.
Julian. More precisely Julian Prima Herlambang, this man is very lucky according to Dara. He caught the attention of one of the leading people from Bandung who wanted to adopt him. Julian finally got the name Herlambang behind his name. Julian and Dara eventually split up due to circumstances. Dara, who was still living in an orphanage hoping to be adopted by a family, does not need to be rich but simple is also okay so that she can feel the warmth of a family.
Julian was still looking at the woman who was daydreaming, the day after they met. Julian is determined to be a protector for Dara. However, various actions are carried out by Dara after she gets out of the hospital and lives with him. Often Dara committed suicide and rummaging is unclear.
"I'm a mur*han woman. I don't deserve to be with Bastian." With empty eyes he just kept saying it while tilting his wrist.
Julian, seeing that, immediately forbade the woman he cared about. He could not see Dara slumped due to his own actions. Julian deeply regrets Dara who is already pregnant by her former lover, but she is continuously unable to distract him from Dara.
"No, we're not the mur*han woman, it's the man you're not responsible for. Please stop hurting yourself. I don't want you to leave. That's enough." Julian continued to hug Dara while saying something that calmed her down.
Julian wants to marry Dara but of course it is not allowed because Dara is currently pregnant. She waited for Dara to give birth to her child first, then she would happily marry Dara.
Dara's unstable condition makes Julian worry not only on Dara but also on the baby in the womb. She doesn't want Dara's thing to hurt herself and her baby. After consulting with an obstetrician who handles Dada, the Doctor advised Dara to overcome her trauma first by checking her condition to a Psychiatrist.
Julian of course accompanied Dara in his condition, he knew Dara had not been adopted by any family. So, it can be said that he is a kara in this world. Dara always cried when she met the psychiatrist. His soul is already very shaken and can endanger his own life and the baby.
"After you give birth I will keep my promise. I'll marry you." Dara who did not want to trouble Julian any longer was confused as to what to say.
"Sorry, I'm very happy with the fact that you want to take responsibility for what you didn't do. However, I don't want to disappoint you and regret marrying me. You're too good for me." The words disappointed Julian, the cliche reason made by Dara is that she is too good for him.
"No! You can't refuse me. We're going to stay married and that kid is going to be my son too. You can't say I'll regret it. No I never regretted. The one thing I regret is not finding you first." Julian seriously said that, making Dara shed her tears.
"I don't want you to be ashamed. I know who your big family is. Surely they'll never approve of our relationship later." Reflecting on his experience with the Bastian family, he did not want any more deep disappointments. He was very fragile, needing someone to lean on. However, he did not want Julian to be such a backstop. He was aware of the difference between the two that was very far away.
"I will guarantee you acceptance by my extended family. They don't look at someone by their status." Julian reassures Dara that he will be accepted by his extended family.
"But what about my condition? I'm pregnant and it's not your son. You need to marry me." Dara remains stubborn, she does not want Julian to bear for the mistakes he has made with her former lover. He just wants to move on like Julian said, every life counts. She had even received the baby in her womb and loved him without a word but.
"I'll keep marrying you. You have to agree with that." This time Julian's words were no longer a plea. He wants to marry Dara despite knowing Dara's condition.
"Thank you for everything. In fact, even a lifetime I can't repay all your kindness." Dara finally gave up and agreed with Julian's proposal. Julian promised he would always be a protector for Dara and her son.