
In the car this time kang Agus who drove, worried about the condition of Nara who daydreamed, kang Agus took the initiative to drive. Nara, who is also self-conscious about her condition, allows Agus to bring his car to find a nearby hotel.
Every now and then while looking for a hotel, Kang Agus also noticed Nara who was closing her eyes while continuing to take care of herself.
"There are things we need to accept without needing to understand. Just believe that over all events must be stored learning. Maybe tomorrow, the day after, a week, a month or even a few more years you understand about the thing you just passed. When you realize it, you might smile and say, "Oh God really wants me to do this..." Just accept what happened today, close your eyes now, aim for a better tomorrow, live as usual" said Agus.
As a comrade-in-arms to become a better human being, kang Agus did not want Narayan too washed away in a problem that was happening to him.
Nara glanced at Kang Agus, "If only we had come sooner to Aruna Kang's house, surely now Aruna has become my wife Kang's candidate. Why this should happen, I didn't expect, and I wasn't ready. I am not meant to be happy with the woman I love. God separated me from my mother, this time God separated me from Aruna."
Nara stared at the road. But his eyes could not hide his disappointment.
"Don't hate destiny because it doesn't work the way you want it to. God does not rush anything unless it is the best, does not slow things down unless it is the best. Do not be sad, this life, walking is not according to our will, but the will of God. A happy person is one who can accept his destiny, whatever destiny God loves, accepts, accepts, trusts God."
Kang Agus did not know how deep the wound of Nara's heart, as a friend, Kang Agus was concerned to see Nara who really looked so sad.
Nara chuckled softly, "The second time I lost the woman I love Kang, peri kang. I need love too, from my childhood I didn't get it. Always missing, taken by people."
"If you lose something you love, remember bring the tree to lose all its leaves in the fall to get a new leaf in the spring." Kang Agus continued to encourage Nara. This sadness is only temporary, the day after tomorrow God can smile back as usual.
Nara fell silent, her eyes still focused on looking towards the highway. His eyes were back closed. His heart started to rumble.
O Allah, I love one of Your servants whom I cannot reach. And until anytime I can't have it. Can you explain to me, God? Why is he present in my life. His presence was short, but his departure gave such a great wound.
Kang Agus stopped his car because he had found a hotel to stay at tonight. Kang Agus took Nara out of the car. They entered the hotel, booked 1 room with 2 beds.
Entering the room, kang Agus invites Nara to tadarusan so that Narayan's heart is calm.
"All is written, invoke your prayers, and let him fight with destiny.Your heart only needs to be prejudiced, because whoever trusts in God, will not find disappointed in the end. Believe me.." said Kang Agus while removing the holy book of the Qur'an from his backpack.
Narayan goes into the bathroom, takes it first. Kang Agus deliberately invited Nara Nderes not without reason. Kang Agus believes reading the Qur’an or teaching can make calm because with the passing of the holy verse can realize that the world is indeed a place for humans to complain. This happens because the blessings of Allah SWT in the world are very few but divided into many people. So do not be surprised if in this world feel restless or troubled.
It is precisely at that moment that the moment returns to Allah SWT and realizes that life in the world is not forever, there will be death that always awaits. By realizing it, the problem will no longer feel heavy and make yourself more confident to be able to solve it. At that time there will also be a calmness of heart that cannot be described.
Now alternately. Kang Agus the wudlu. Nara holds the mushaf provided by kang Agus while waiting for kang Agus to finish wudlu.
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((Rasulullah SAW said “For the Substance Whose Soul is in His Hands, Allah SWT does not lower the surah which is equivalent to Surah Al Fatihah in Torah, Gospel, and Zabur, even in the Qur’an.” (CHR. Bukhari and Muslim).
After that, the two read Albaqarah's letter until it was finished.
I finished reading the letter of Albaqarah. Kang Agus asked Nara to help him read the meaning of Albaqarah verse 286.
“Allah will not burden a person unless it is in accordance with his ability. He got the reward (of virtue) he worked for and he got the punishment (of evil) he did. (They pray): “Yes our Lord, do not punish us if we forget or we are guilty. Our Lord, do not burden us with a heavy burden, as You have burdened those before us. Our Lord, do not give us what we cannot bear. Forgive us, forgive us, and have mercy on us. You are our Helper, so help us against the disbelievers.”
"God believes, you can get through, and you will get the reward of what you will pass, if you want to be patient and keep a positive mind," said Agus. Nara nodded, her common sense began to clear again, her heart had already started to calm down.
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(Sorry my dear all, my mother has started to go to school, tired🤭 home school, sleep 🤭 wake up beberes🤭 again how many days, do ADM class, typed this is a lot, tired, tired, obate bed🤭 Quiet, this work will end here, just that, sometimes a long hiatus, yeee mangap)
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