The Conversion of the CEO

Relinquish

"If he is a righteous, kind, loving man, I will let you go." Narayan's chest felt tight. Nothing is ever okay with letting go of a loved one with another man. It hurts this heart to see a loved one with another man. 

Sometimes the best way for the common good is to let go of the loved one. Although sometimes painful, but it could be releasing the loved one is the best way for yourself.

Love is like two sides of a coin. Because of Aruna, Nara could be the happiest, even the most miserable in the world.

"Sir Nara..." Aruna was speechless, her tears were flowing non-stop without a sound. And Narayan as well. They looked at each other, tears in their eyes.

Previously, Aruna and Narayan had never imagined sitting face to face to exchange cries.

The journey of love that Narayan has been fighting for has failed to be sustained. He surrendered. Shouldn't the woman who has been preached then still desperate to approach.

Love cannot be measured by numbers or math. Love is also not an exact science whose end result can be predicted with precision. In the end, it's all just a matter of living.

"Why don't you tell me you're going to apply? I don't need to go to your house Aruna just to see this."

Aruna shook her head, "No, no, ma'am .. As you thought, I didn't know if I was going to be in the room all day, I was helping out with Husna's wedding, look at my clothes, ordinary clothes, it was because I did not know, all this was so sudden, I was confused, my parents were so hopeful, so were the parents of Fikri mas, I was silent, I could not resist, I could not resist, all this time I have never been a dissident sir, I was afraid, but at this time the heart sa .. ya ju.. ga peri." Aruna sobbed, she spoke stammering until she was choking. His feelings are no longer out of order. In his brain, he imagined how he and his boss were too ordinary together. Pursue each other's habits without the need to suspect each other.

"Maybe it's fate like this."

"I'm sorry sir, I hurt you already."

Narayan shook his head, "Nobody hurt me Na, I hurt my own heart for wishing too much on you, but forgot that above my expectations there is still the destiny of God."

Aruna felt so guilty about what happened today. Suppose he had allowed his boss to talk about asking Abah for himself maybe today would not have happened. But it's all happened, and it has to be lived.

"Yes, it will be more painful if I continue here, it does not feel good also nights like this sitting alone with a woman who will already be the wife of someone else." Though previously Narayan had imagined tonight would be a beautiful night, sitting together set the future with Aruna. But the shadow is only a shadow.

"Tonight I want to find a hotel, tomorrow morning I will go straight back to Jakarta."

"Sir..." I don't know, Aruna also felt her heart hurt so much.

"Aruna If we are a match, God will meet us in his way. All we have to do is pray. It is enough that I stay away from you not because I do not like it, but I want to make my repentance and my prayer to God beautiful. Keep taking care of yourself. If you are my soul mate, may God match us both, even if we are not a match, may I be given a wide heart to receive. You need to remember one thing, no matter how far you go, no matter how far you go, and no matter how you are at the moment, please remember one thing, please, no man loves you more than me" Narayan said.

Aruna covered her face with both hands. There is a sense of regret why he did not reject the application of Fikri mas earlier, it feels like everything went as fast as lightning. Aruna could do nothing.

Narayan wiped his tears, he walked towards the water faucet in front of Aruna's house. Narayan washed his face to make it look fresher, he wanted to say goodbye to Abah and Ibu Aruna.

After washing his face, Nara immediately knocked on the door of Aruna's house, he let Aruna sit on the porch still by covering her face. Not long after, Abah came to Narayan. Narayan immediately said goodbye to Abah, saying goodbye to the inn first.

Abah even though he wants Nara to stay at his place, Abah can contact RT if Nara wants to stay at his house, but Nara refused on the grounds that he had rented a hotel before.

Just when Narayan had finished saying goodbye, Kang Agus came. Before leaving Aruna's house, Nara approached Aruna first.

"I say goodbye, Na, take care of yourself." Aruna looked at Narayan grudgingly. He could not answer anything, but just nodded. Just met, Aruna thought she would let go of longing, but in fact even exchanged grief.

When he entered the car, Narayan saw Aruna from behind the window of his car. There is always a reason to meet someone. Including when having to face the reality of releasing loved ones. Yes, in some cases love does not have to have.

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