The Cloud Fairy Diary

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School break hours. Everyone has left the class. Farel, following Raya. He, standing right in front of him.

"Gue, do you want to talk ...?" Farel looks very serious. Raya, just looked at him with an angry look. Suddenly, from behind Farel, Sukma held his hand.

"To the canteen yuk ...?" Sukma smiled at Raya.

"Raya, where have you been. Just looked!" Raya looks very jealous. Seeing Sukma holding Farel's hand, he stared intently at them cynically. Farel who was trying to break away was not tasty. She answered him with a slightly jutek tone.

"Alhamdulillah .. good ...!" Raya, walk away with mixed feelings. He hated Farel very much, but he also could not get rid of all his feelings for Farel.

'I hate you with my love. Sometimes I feel like I really love you but on the other hand I hate you so much. Blame all these feelings'. He murmured in his heart. Although a smiling face is not necessarily a smiling heart. Wounds are wounds. That's thinking.

Farel, the more he feels so guilty.

'definitely ... Raya hates me more and more. It is me who is getting sick, pretending not to understand. Being in a big dilemma.' Farel began to dilemma big he, looks plimpan about his feelings now. Once he knew, he liked Sukma half-dead, but now he half-dead want to avoid it. He, already trapped by his feelings towards Raya. At the school canteen. Everyone was busy with food. Farel in standing in the third part behind Raya. He, looks carefully to pay attention to what Sukma likes, so that he can give to Raya later. Because he is good at cooking.

Farel continued to stare at Raya's face from the opposite table. Sukma, wanting to feed Farel. Farel was seen glancing towards Raya who was also looking at him.

"Come ... eat?"

'Where is this, I have to be, confused by this situation. Among the unpleasant with Sukma, or seeing Raya hate me even more?' Sukma, suddenly. Directly bribed. Farel was surprised and looked towards the Kingdom who looked increasingly angry. Raya looks, is stirring her drink with full of emotion. Till spilled. Farel, who saw him, wanted to help him but Sukma had already detained him.

"You, where?" Sukma, hold his hand. Farel was forced to stop his intention to help Raya.

"Chicken uh ...!" Dika, spontaneously surprised.

"Loe .. Is that okay?" Aldo was confused by his attitude. Nilam helped her to clean with a tissue. Rey, just speechless she understood what was happening.

' He looks very pretty when he's jealous.' He murmured in his heart while chewing his food. Raya, answer.

"It's okay...! Its ok ...!" He, continue eating. His face looked very unmoved.

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Raya has reached home, Nilam also seen sleeping on the mattress. Ucok called Raya to come to the cafe because her office had ordered bread, drinks and rice boxes from the cafe snow. For the afternoon meal.

'That's not where Farel works!' He murmured in his heart.

"Ah, males Well ...!" He, grumbling.

"Kok, males anyway. You, just take the bon. And evidence. They will be the anther. I don't need a lot of reasons" his father hung up.

"Malesin ...!" He, ruffled his hair. Nilam woke up from his sleep and asked what had happened. He, telling. But how else, they had to finish the task immediately. They both went to the cafe. The one that carries the motor. Looks like he doesn't want to come in. Only Nilam came in. Farel knew that Nilam was a woman.

"Loe, that's so pretty. If I were a full girl." Nilam looks very embarrassed. Nilam did not answer that question.

"Which, by the way, which tomboy?" He was so curious. Nilam just smiled. He, giving a code, showed his hand outwards. That, Raya is outside waiting.

"Me, go to the toilet first. Later the paper, I take it, or you anterin alone to the person." Nilam went to the toilet. Farel happily, he immediately brought the bon and out of his study.

Farel was in charge of delivering the boarding. And he will go home.

Raya, hear the sound of footsteps. Which he thought was Nilam. Suddenly the hand thrust a piece of paper bon. Without seeing who was in front of him.

"Splash up!" Farel sat behind him. But Raya, look serious to see the writing. Until he didn't realize that it was Farel.

"Loe, don't tell me I'm coming! I really, really met him. He's a guy who's not consistent with his words, yes I'm jealous but he's also a really insensitive guy. It's really weird ...! I males just ...! He knows not. But it's also strange why I'm comfortable with all these feelings." He hit his bike slowly. A sign of protest against his feelings. Farel who since then, just smiled to see his funny behavior. He liked Raya more and more. Funny thing since then, Raya really did not realize it.

"Loe, he was from earlier I told ...!" He, look back. And the surprise that he saw was not Nilam, but Farel. It felt like his heartbeat had stopped beating. He was, very embarrassed. He turned his body and closed his helmet.

"Dead me ....!" He, patted his head. The patch came after the toilet.

"Pick up ...!" He, giving a code, glanced his eyes at Nilam to rise immediately.

Farel only smiled, he did not speak a word. He, get off the bike. Nilam rose and Raya was very embarrassed by her confession earlier, her face looked very red. Arriving at the office. He, continues to hold his chest. He, still imagined with Farel's eyes when on the bike earlier. Looks different. Very sharp and with a sweet smile. It made his heart seem to stop beating. In the middle of his daydream. His father asked for the bon earlier, he gave the bon. Not long after, Farel came with all the food. He, pretending not to see it, was still ashamed of the incident just now.

Raya who saw him, intends to help him. Because her father told her about her story. Until he was interested in getting closer to her. Raya, ask why he keeps going on hunger strike.

"I have no reason to live..! All the people I love the most, now they don't love me anymore. That's what hurts the most." He, bowed down, with his two legs that he held.

”The worst of our lives, surely others are worse ...! Whatever the reason, you must survive.! I'm sure they have a big reason!" It, still does not touch my word.

"What if, your mother is sad, I'm sure all parents will always love their child. You're lucky you still have a mother. I just want to see my mom's face. Since I was a child I have only seen it through a photograph.! To be honest, I often cry when I see someone else with their mother!" Raya, looks so sad. The man began to shake his heart. He began to ask Raya. He, looks very happy.

"If you're not the one who's most likely to suspect you?" He seemed to take a deep breath before answering the question.

"I have enemies from other Genk bikes, but I'm not so sure either. Why should my ex-boyfriend be the victim, even she is pregnant, while I have never been in contact with her. And what made me even more confused was all the solid evidence to frame me. How can I find proof that I'm not the culprit. If I've been in this cell." It looks very pitying. He even thought about helping her.

While Nilam looking for the whereabouts of Angga which has not been seen since. His eyes glanced there yesterday. Behind him was someone who asked him.

"Who's day?"

"People!"

"Why, miss ..?"

"Yes ...!" When he realized it was Angga's voice, he looked back. He, looks so embarrassed. He, just smiling. Angga looked very pleased with Nilam's words.

"This, food?" Angga, offering a meal. His gaze was extremely warm, like a torrential rain fluttering in the heat of the moment. His smile made anyone melt. How not, a man who has a height of 180cm. His body is very nice, wearing any shirt will match his face. His face was very clean, smooth white, with an ideal body. I don't know how many women he has rejected, because almost every day, followers on his women's Instagram. Today he wears a green batik shirt, with his hands rolled up. Added good looks.

Nilam was just blown away until he could not speak anymore. Angga, flick his hand.

"Why you?"

"Ah .. It's okay!" Angga, rub his head. And whisper.

"I miss you too!" At that instant, his heart thumped. He, not even being able to stop his irregular heart made him slightly breathless. Raya came and broke the romance of the two of them.

"Sorry, interrupt for a moment ...!" Raya, pull his hand. And a little bit away. Angga looks a little upset, because it is disturbed by Raya.

"What's wrong?"

"Later home!" Nilam just nodded in agreement.

Farel was standing right in front of him. Raya looks evaded. Farel, keep chasing him out. He, pulled his hand.

"Gue, want to talk about...?" Suddenly his father called for Raya. To go in and eat together.

Farel, look really upset. He, kicking the trash can, got angry by the janitor there.

"Sorry sir ...!" He, intends to wait for Raya to finish. He, sitting on the outside porch. Inside they were eating together. Raya thought about whether Farel had eaten. They do not eat that food. He, save it for Farel if Farel is still waiting for him outside. He put the food in his bag. Everyone is busy with their food. Nilam sat beside Angga. Angga pulled his hand, holding his hand, under the table.

'I feel very happy to be around him. But somehow it feels like something's stuck, what's up.' He murmured in his heart. Angga, looks very focused on eating while chatting with all his co-workers.

'His hands are so warm and soft.' Angga, keep holding his hand. Sometimes he glanced at Nilam and smiled sweetly.

'It feels like you're fainting ...!' He was ashamed and like a dream.

'If it's a dream, I hope not, if it is. I even want to always be like this.'

Raya, get out of the room because of the heavy rain. He was afraid that Farel would wait for him. When he came out, Farel was no more. He, sighs disappointed.

"Basic ... always so ...! I'm so stupid ...!" He looks angry. When he turned around, there was Farel who had been watching since, after he came from the toilet. His gaze was extremely sharp and approached Raya.

"You, don't have to worry. I'm always waiting for you!" At that moment, his feelings of hatred began to disappear. Farel who looks wet his hair and looks very handsome. Raya, amazed because it turns out Farel is waiting for him, with a long time. They both still look at each other. Until the sound of lightning that made Raya surprised and spontaneously embraced Farel.

"It's okay. There I am ...! It's okay." Farel rubbed his back. Raya sounded crying.