The Cloud Fairy Diary

Friends are still friends

Nilam, chase them to the library. Patchouli, pull Rey's hand. Rey, pause for a moment. Sukma, who likes Raffi he, teases him instead. But Rey told him to go first. Sukma, immediately left by waving his hand to Raffi.

"She, what?" His face is so cynical. The tone also changed. It just so happened that the school hallway to the library was deserted. So, there's only the two of them. Farel, who accidentally saw the two of them. Hide behind the walls and peek at them both.

"Me, would ...?" Rey, cut the conversation.

"You, again ...! It's okay, if you don't want any more of me, no problem, no matter what else, can I just stop you from going or staying!" Rey, go with her very upset face.

"I'm, just afraid that if everyone keeps talking about you, you same-sex people, I feel like a burden to you, so maybe it's better if I avoid it!"

"Because of that! Just because of that, do I feel burdened when everyone scoffs at me, if I really like you, but you never understand everything, I'm a man can't hide this feeling, or lie to that feeling! I don't care what they talk about me! But, at least you stick with me, if I end up having to throw it all the way! I, will try to release you! I don't know why it hurt when you spoke this morning! Can you understand what I feel, just a little bit, you are sensitive and feel my presence in your life ... Should it hurt!" Rey, looking very angry, spoke, holding Nilam's hand, to touch his chest.

"Can you feel my presence for you, how big my heart is for you! Just feel this feeling a little! You should know if I'm not normal anymore! Even so, everyone doesn't know it, but if you know I'm still normal! But now I've tried to forget everything!"

Nilam, even surprised by his words. He thinks Rey doesn't know she's a girl.

Nilam, hold. By holding.

"I, please forgive me!" Rey, let go of her hand slowly and just left. Rey, weep in her heart. He was relieved to have told all his heart. And I don't know why it feels like Nilam is crying. Farel, does not understand what makes him fall in love with a man. Farel, walking and colliding with Nilam who was crying.

(Is, his life so depressed that he's not normal anymore! Poor thing...! He should have shot girls not boys anymore!) Farel murmured in his heart. He, looking at Rey who is not normal.

"Loe, why the hell!" Farel, pretend not to know what happened. Nilam, just crying. He, unconsciously cried in Farel's arms. When Farel wants to let go. Apparently, he did not have the heart, then he rubbed his head. Somehow Farel felt comfortable in Raffi's arms.

(Am I not normal anymore!) Farel, immediately release his embrace. And, ask Raffi.

"Loe, so soft guy anyway! I'm wondering why, sometimes I think you're a rich girl, you even look so pretty when you cry, don't-don't, Rey likes a girl, and you're not a man!" Nilam, who was crying, was surprised by Farel's question. He, immediately left while rubbing his face. Farel, keep chasing him. Until, they meet again with Rey and Sukma who came out of the library. Rey's eyes were so sharp.

Suddenly, Farel clung to Raffi's hand, limping. He, acting in pain.

"Come, we should go immediately to the UKS room, to take the stomach pain medication for me!" Sukma and Rey were astonished. Meanwhile, Rey felt jealous to see the closeness of the two of them and did not care. He, just leave.

"Thank you, help! Go, alone!"

When I go home from school. They were picked up by Ucok. Because, Angga could not pick them up, he was very busy. At that moment, Rey was standing beside him, without looking at him.

(Why, I suddenly felt something different when Rey, being cold towards me! I felt like something was missing, as he left!)

Patchouli, look at it from the car glass. Rey, look quiet. Actually, Rey misses Nilam, but he is giving a lesson to Nilam, in order to understand. Nilam, just daydreaming. It was, thinking of Rey's speech earlier at school. Patchouli, just staying in the room, he was not eager to eat.

Angga, go home and call Nilam. And told him that Nilam would stay with Ucok and Raya next Sunday, because he was going out of town. There is, a case he has to solve. But Nilam just smiled normally. And, he went into the room.

"You know why Nilam is?"

"No, you know why! Maybe, another month!" Aldo. Angga, don't understand what's going on. He is also busy with his office. And, immediately go to his office. Nilam, looking at it from the bedroom window, Angga left for his office. He became even more sad because of the two men he always made happy, suddenly one was angry and the other was busy.

"Rey, you just got home?"

Rey, don't answer her mother's questions.

"You, you still work at that bookstore! You already said, do not work anymore, you are rich, just take care of your Papah company, try to understand what you want! Your papah company, is a famous fashion company in Jakarta!"

"Enough .. mah .. he is not, papah I ...! He, that's Farel's papa .. pretty mamah has ruined everything! Friendship that I have established for many years, but now run aground because of the selfishness of mother! Mamah has ruined everything, already satisfied mah!" He, slap her.

Rey, forgive mama. He felt guilty, for spontaneously slapping Rey's face. Rey, who seemed to be crying, immediately headed for her room. Even her mother, crying sadly.

Farel, just got home from work. He accidentally met his father.

"File ...!" Farel, leave immediately. His father, chased after him, and pulled his hand.

"Farel, I've missed you so much!" Farel, just hold back his cries.

"Mrs ... My father has gone, I am dead, I have no father anymore!"

"Farel, I beg you to forgive.However you remain my flesh and blood, can we not be together as before! Forgive father!" Farel, running as fast as he could to avoid his father's pursuit, with his cry he ran as fast as he could.

Nilam, being in the park alone, saw Farel crying while running and falling. Nilam, approach. And, waking. At that time, Nilam was wearing a woman's shirt, she looked very beautiful. They both sat, in the garden chair. Nilam, himself also ran away from home for a while, so that he calmed down.

"You, the pretty girl I met back then!" Almost, Nilam keceplosan that he knew Farel. He pretended not to remember. They then became acquainted.

"Why are you crying?" Farel, can't hold back his tears. But he didn't speak a word. Rey, who was angry went out. Through the room window. He walked with mixed feelings.

"Today, everything just passed by, full of deep disappointment!" Rey, walk and see Nilam together with Farel. Farel, looking very happy together with Nilam. He, can't ruin everything.

(Do we like the same people! If he was, I should have been able to release Nilam, for Farel, because I had done so much wrong to Farel that he suffered). Nilam, who saw him pretending to go home. He's, after Rey.

"Rey ...!" Rey, turn around. His gaze, only fixed on Nilam, he saw Nilam, with the appearance of a beautiful girl. She was fascinated by the beauty of Nilam. Nilam, approach.

"Real true! You, you already know that I'm a girl!" Rey, just smile. And start talking.

"Go back as a friend, and forget that you know, I like you!" Nilam, just silent. Especially meaning. Suddenly it rained. Soaked the earth and Nilam cried again. He felt played by Rey. He ran away from Rey. Rey, who's worried about Nilam. Chasing it. Nilam, hiding behind a large invisible tree. Nilam, feeling devastated by Rey's words.

Farel, who saw her crying, hugged her tightly. In the midst of the rain.

Rey, I had to do this. Because, it seems Farel also likes Nilam. He, can not take the happiness of Farel. Rey, imagine what happened first.

He could no longer bear to see Farel suffer. If, he had to let go of the woman he loved so much for the sake of his best friend. Rey, find them both.

(Although, we are now far away and can never be as we once were. But I never forgot all our friendship. You are still my best friend, although we have never been able to be like before, my mistakes and my mother will never be forgiven again, I will do anything for you to forgive me, including letting go of people I like)