THE CLEAR SKY Behind the Black Clouds
Back to the Old Town
During the trip from Jeju to Seoul Clarissa kept silent her mind glared far ahead while looking at the white cloud through the window of the plane next to her.
Wanting him to leave this world, the tightness in his chest never disappeared, like a huge rock that he could not get rid of.
Clarissa Masi is trapped in the shadow of her past, she has not found the exit, but not yet found the exit just that Clarissa beta is in it, Clarissa made a prison for herself.
By opening up all the old photos that are still stored neatly in the gallery of his phone, Clarissa's smile is not as bright as it used to be.
Thinking about it again, Clarissa took a deep breath that felt heavy now her eyes were full of tears that were ready to flow when her beautiful eyes closed.
At the same time a man patted the chair next to Clarissa who had been empty, Clarissa glanced next to him and it was Namjoon who was now also looking at him. Clarissa turned her head and wiped her tears.
Namjoon who saw Clarissa like that did not speak, namjoon did not know what to behave like.
"I'm sorry to bother you" Namjoon suddenly said as he watched Clarissa get a little uncomfortable with her sitting.
Clarissa turned her head "nothing, you didn't take care of me" he said.
"Call me Namjoon only" Namjoon said and refocused on the tab in his hand.
After that, there were no more talks between the two until the brand reached Seoul airport.
Namjoon has now stood up from his chair in the follow meyjhun who also has been standing next to Namjoon. Clarissa had not yet stood up from her seat she wanted to keep her distance from Namjoon as well as meyjhun.
Inexplicably Namjoon searches for Clarissa among the crowd of people who disembark from the plane. But meyjhun has given a sign that they have to get out.
With her backpack Clarissa walked out of the airport, Hana was there to pick her up.
While in Hana's car, Clarissa said to be delivered to her parents' house. And Hana also kept it.
Arriving at Clarissa's house, Clarissa entered in welcome with her mother who hugged her.
"Mother's son from anywhere" said Clarissa's mother to see her son who had just arrived home.
"I'm from Jeju Bu" Clarissa said, replying to her mother's embrace.
"Your work is a lot" asked the mother again.
"Like that ma'am" Clarissa said briefly and sat on the living room couch with her mother.
"Have a rest first, let me make a nice dinner for you" said the mother stroked her daughter's arm.
At Clarissa's house there were 2 servants who helped Clarissa's mother, 1 gardener and 1 security guard.
Clarissa nodded and walked to her room.
In the room Clarissa thought about how she would convince her mother to move into her old apartment, before going downstairs to eat Clarissa clean her body first and try to string out a word her mother could understand.
This must be done Clarissa because she does not want her mother to be sad to see her son who can not forget his past.
There was the sound of the door knocking, it was the mother who called Clarissa to dinner together.
With a rare wide Clarissa opened the door and saw her mother.
"Let's eat" said Clarissa embracing her mother's hand to go down to eat.
Arriving at the dinner table Clarissa sat opposite her mother. They ate quietly without talking and his mother also did not start a conversation with him as if he was busy with their own thoughts.
After eating Clarissa and her mother are now sitting on the couch in the living room turning on the TV.
"Mother" call Clarissa.
She looked towards Clarissa.
"What's up" asked mom.
"It looks like Clarissa is going to move to Clarissa's old apartment" Clarissa said hesitantly.
"What makes you want to move there" asked the mother again.
"clarissa wants to forget her mom" Clarissa said.
Mother approached Clarissa and hugged her tightly. Clarissa was crying in her mother's arms.
"Mom don't know what's on your mind son, but I just want my son back to the way he used to be, there's no suffering in his eyes" said the mother who also cried.
"Mom forgive Clarissa if it makes me sad" Clarissa said.
"Don't you know, I never forbid any decision you make in your life, but please don't keep yourself imprisoned" she said.
"Mom trusts Clarissa" that's all Clarissa can say.
Long time mother and son hugged that sounded just sobs. Until mom said.
"When you're going to move, son, there's something I can help you with" Clarissa's mother asked.
"No need to ma'am, Clarissa will stay here again because mom is Clarissa's current home and beyond" Clarissa said.
With a heavy heart Clarissa's mother agreed to her daughter's decision.
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The clock is 08.00 Clarissa already neat want to go to his company. With the stuff his mother made.
Clarissa walked a little leisurely at the seven bus stops. No matter what the person looking at her looks strange to Clarissa.
After arriving at his company Clarissa told Hana to bring all the reports of the work.
Clarissa was busy with her work checking all reports, Clarissa's phone read a notification sign of incoming messages.
"What are you doing?"
Clarissa saw it but did not reply to the message.
Until the afternoon, Clarissa decided to return home by Hana to her apartment before they stopped by the minimarket to buy groceries, because the contents of the refrigerator Clarissa currently only have an arrangement of soda cans in it.
"You seriously want to stay here again" asked Hana when she arrived in front of Clarissa's apartment building.
"Well, it looks like I'd better stay here" Clarissa said.
"Sir Andre knows that you moved here" asked Hana.
"I'll tell you later" Clarissa said.
"You should tell Brother Andre of your decision, I'm afraid Andre's brother will be angry with you" Hana reminded Clarissa.
"Yes" answered Clarissa briefly.
"You know for yourself how sad Andre was when you got hurt" Hana said, but she stopped.
Clarissa answered no more and got out of Hana's car.
"Be careful when you go home and tomorrow don't pick me up as usual" Clarissa said as she entered.
Hana just waved her hand.
With an erratic feeling Clarissa entered the elevator to the seventh floor of her apartment 5, when she got there Clarissa immediately hit the seven doors and entered into her apartment.
But did not pay attention to 2 men who stopped and looked at each other when he saw Clarissa walking and entered his apartment.
Meyjhun could not say anymore it turns out that the woman who was told by the security guard in the lower lobby is Clarissa and during Namjoon moved to this apartment he only met with Clarissa but did not know if they are neighbors, according to the story of security guard Clarissa never again live in this apartment, only a few times will come to visit and then go home.
Clarissa Apartment on each floor only has 2 apartment units so the atmosphere is calm. And also this apartment is meant by a luxury apartment, not just anyone can enter, the privacy is maintained.
