The Chosen Heart Part 2

The Chosen Heart Part 2
Isna's Cry



Dani fell to the end of the bed that Isna was in. His eyes look teary. His mouth does not stop saying Istigfar.


Dani's sadness is no less than the sadness Isna felt. The pain of their hearts was also felt by all who were in the room. Mama is still sobbing. So did Pri. While Arif and the Father were silent, in deep sorrow.


" You're just feeling sad, while I have to feel the pain of being betrayed." Isna said in her heart.


Stirred husband. There was sadness that Isna could see from that face. But it certainly did not immediately make his sin disappear.


"Sorry everyone, I want to talk to my beloved husband, whom I have always respected and been proud of. Please come out first." Isna spoke to all who were there in that place, after her crying had subsided.


Isna was forced to do that, allowing everyone in the room to come out.


Then Isna saw the faces of her two beloved parents who were confused.


But Isna did have to talk to her husband.


After all, except Dani, out of the room.


" Aa, right now I really can't accept Aa's lies anymore. Tell me about this photo."


Isna held her phone, which fortunately was not damaged when it fell thrown. Then shows a photo sent by an unknown person, which immediately makes his world turn upside down.


Dani approached, looking towards the phone Isna was holding. And his reaction was guessed. Bummer.


" Who sent this photo?" ask her with a face like seeing a ghost, pale.


" I should ask, what is she doing with this woman?!"


Isna's voice was rising. His emotions had already completely controlled his heart.


" Aa can explain everything, Neng."


" What explanation?! Explanation that you did something humiliating, despicable, and sinful, like you did fourteen years ago?! You want to repeat it again! You still have the same desire, Why?! Why would I want to do it again?! Why?!"


Isna's emotional outbursts can no longer be appeased. Everything came out in the form of a shout, as he questioned Dani. Yes, beautiful women who usually release emotions calmly, when it looks very different. His emotions exploded so violently.


" And just so Aa knows, that photo has made me experience something like this ! Because of him, I lost my son ! Because of you guys ! You're evil. Especially Aa, who has already betrayed my trust ! I hate you guys ! I hate it Aa !" isna's tremendous anger makes Dani extraordinarily confused, how to react to it. As Dani tries to assuage his wife's anger by holding her hand, Isna gets even more angry. And the top of Isna screamed loudly.


" Go !! I don't want to see Aa anymore !! I hate you too !! You've made my son die !!"


" Neng, Istigfar, "Dani is still trying to assuage Isna's anger. But his efforts are nil. It is even more emotional.


Mama, and Father burst in, trying to take over Dani's efforts to appease Isna.


" I'm sorry, son Dani can go out first? Let the same Father Mama face Isna.


" Go!!" isna's voice was heard again. This time it was accompanied by a loud cry.


Arif entered the room, trying to persuade Dani to come out. While Mama was crying while trying to calm Isna. The Father was busy whispering something in Isna's ear.


The newly arrived Wahid came in, Dani and Arif came out of the room.


" Neng, Istigfar Neng. Istigfar. Astagfirullahal..." The Father whispered it in Isna's ear, Mama holding both of Isna's hands, weeping.


Isna felt a pain mixed with an overwhelming hatred that squeezed her chest, which made her breath tight. Isna needs to release it, so that the tightness is gone, so that the pain also subsides. He needed to scream, to let go of everything, and he cried as he dropped his tears as hard as he could. His cry was heard wailing, and it brought pity on the hearts of every one who heard it.


The Father still hugged him, while still reciting istigfar, takbir, tahmid, and tahlil, continuously.


In the arms of the Father Isna was still weeping, but slowly the serenity began to rule her heart. A few moments later his screams were no longer heard. There was only the sound of crying that still did not subside.


This was the most difficult event in Isna's life. Being hurt by destiny.


The heavier, and heaviest, person he expected to be his footing, where he leaned, where he cried, and lied to him. Eliminated trust.


Isna was very disappointed.


" Mama" Isna started talking to me.


" Isna's tired. Isna going to sleep first?"


Mama nodded with a smile, her hands still rubbing Isna's head. " Sleep, Neng. Calm yourself."


Isna began to stretch and close her eyes.


Outside Isna's room, moments before


Isna's screams and hysterics made Mama, Father, Arif and Mbak Pri shocked amazing. The longer the sound of Isna's voice the more hysterical. Father and Mama finally took the initiative to enter, calming their child.


The newly arrived Wahid looked at Arif, asking for an explanation of what happened. Arif was only able to answer with a gesture of his head bobble.


Wahid and Arif then without command simultaneously entered the room, following Mama and Father.


Arif persuaded Dani to leave the room. " There's no point Mas, it'll make Isna's tea even more hysterical."


Dani finally gets out, with Arif. Wahidpun came out soon.


" What's going on here, Dan? What happened to my sister?" he asked confusedly, and there was little emotion in his voice.


Dani still hasn't answered. He sat down on the hospital corridor.


Not getting an answer from Dani, Wahid looked at Mbak Pri and Arif alternately, asking for an explanation.


" I'm sorry, Mas Wahid, actually Teh Isna is in an unpleasant condition. She miscarried." Arif tries to explain what he knows about Isna's condition.


" Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi roji. Then, why did she hysterically drive away her own husband?"


" I don't know about that, Mom. I only know when Isna Tea was brought here Mas Dani was not nearby."


Wahid looked at Dani.


" Please answer me, Dan. What have you done to Isna until she can be that emotional?"


" I'm sorry, Hid, I was wrong." That's Dani's answer.


Wahid approached Dani, standing right in front of him.


" How big is your mistake until Isna gets that angry at you?"


" May be very big. But really, it's not my will. You know for yourself Hid, how I love Isna. I never thought I'd hurt her."


" Obviously, you would never think about it, but how can you actually make her hurt? And just then Isna had a disaster, he said you were not there. Where's where?"


"Hid, please don't judge me. I am just as sad as Isna. I also felt the loss of our future son." Dani memelas's.


Wahid's eyebrows are linked to each other. " Do you feel I judge you? I just asked, Dan. Why do you feel judged?"


Dani exhaled strongly, as if to throw away all the burdens that had plagued his already overcrowded heart and mind.


" Sorry, Hid. I'm not in a good condition."


" Okay, okay. We're not all in such a good condition, I just need to know, what really happened between you and my sister?"


" He's my wife, Hid. I love him, just as you love him.. I want you to be sure that what happened was just a misunderstanding. Please, just give me a moment to feel like I'm not being blamed anymore, like Isna is blaming me. Although I admit it, I was wrong."


" all right. I trust you. "


Wahid looked into Isna's room. It seemed that his sister was calmer. His screams are no longer heard.


Seriate


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