
Isna peeked at her husband who was still sitting cross-legged in the room of her home musholla. Twenty minutes Dani sat cross-legged in the musholla. As if I was reluctant to leave that place.
Isna approached Dani, sitting next to her, without a sound.
Dani looked up, trying to smile. " Non't sleep Neng?"
Isna just shook her head.
Dani looks the wrong way. Isna could see her body language that looked clumsy.
" I'm waiting for an explanation" said Isna's voice but sharply pierced Dani's ear.
Dani did not answer. His silent attitude increasingly presents a question in the mind of Isna.
" Lying, if you're honest, will hurt me. But rest assured, the breakdown of my trust was more painful than all the lies Aa told."
Sharp, slicing Dani's instincts as a husband who really loves his wife. Loving even willing to sacrifice anything.
Dani took a deep breath before starting to speak. Finally, with Dani's heart strengthening, she said, "Sorry Neng, Aa said nothing, because Aa was afraid that you might think about this."
" Wouldn't you say anything but go home in time, hp hard to contact, without news, it won't upset me for thinking about it?"
" I'm sorry, again sorry. Actually, Aa was already on the road when Isna asked. But stuck in traffic. Finally the time for breaking the fast arrived, Aa stopped to buy mineral water and small food. That's when Aa met Anindita."
Isna's ears instantly became hot. That name again. Oh God.. Why do you have to fate him to return to my husband's life? Inner Isna whimpering.
Seeing Isna say nothing Dani continued to speak." He asked Aa to talk. I can't refuse."
Obviously not resisting, because you miss him too, right? Isna guessed with great certainty, along with her pain.
" It's not that Aa wants to talk to him, but that she needs to talk to him, because otherwise he'll keep coming to this house, bothering you."
" Just let him come to this house. Than she. met my husband, behind me, who I also do not know what is in the hearts of each of you. Who can guarantee that the old love will not bloom again? Who can guarantee me that my husband will no longer be tempted by the presence of the perfect woman." There was a stifled emotion in Isna's chest.
" No, Neng. That's never gonna happen. Really am. I can make God a guarantee."
" Don't talk too much, Aa."
" But this is honest. How can Neng be sure of Aa's heart?"
" Through the act . We talk less and less, unlike the beginning of time still approaches. I'm starting to feel Aa's attention not as much as I used to."
Isna stopped, busy breathing.
" I want Aa to be able to have a lot of time for me, it looks like I am Aa's world. Remember the time in the hospital? Never for a second did she leave me alone. Until taking care of the wedding business must be done by Mas Arif."
Isna laughed, her memory drifting to the moment before they got married. Yes, at that time Isna felt she was the luckiest princess, whom the outstanding handsome prince loved and cared for.
Dreams of all women.
So often Dani showered him with flattery words that made him float.
But now?
With the condition of Isna who was pregnant young, unknowingly Isna always wanted to get more attention from her husband. Isna misses Dani who always says 'Kangen'. praises her as 'An Angel'. Calling him every time, because he loved him so much.
No Isna realized a clear water melted from the corner of her eye.
" Neng cry? Oh, God, I'm sorry Neng." Dani held Isna in his arms. And that made Isna's cry even more.
Isna felt a warm embrace Dani, as at the beginning of their marriage.
So tight, and there was another sobbing sound besides the sobs from his lips. Is that who's crying?
Husband crying? She suddenly felt her heart melt. Dani is crying over her sins? Does that mean there will be no more mistakes in the future?
" One more time, Aa's sorry, Neng. There will be no lies between us. Aa will tell you anything, so Isna is sure that in Aa's heart there is only love for Neng, and our future child."
Dani rubbed Isna's stomach. Almost Isna thought that Dani had forgotten that Isna was pregnant.
Isna carved the sweetest smile on her lips. Dani touched her lips on Isna's forehead.
DANI'S POINT OF VIEW
Dani was still staring at the prayer mat that was slapped on the spot where she was sitting. Somehow start it, and what should he tell me. Dani could never control it. Because Dani was afraid of the end result.
When the wife approached him, Dani still did not know what to answer.
Indeed what happened was that Dani followed the wishes of Anindita who met her in the office this afternoon, before Dani came home. Dita wants to be accompanied by breaking her fast at the hotel restaurant where she is staying, which is not far from Dani's office.
Refuse? That's what Dani did. Anindita has come to him several times. It's been a few weeks. And when he first came to his office Dani had already refused his will. Various reasons Dani said, until the time Dita said something, which makes Dani must be unwilling, obey his wishes.
" Well, if my love doesn't want to follow me, I can do anything I want. I'll come to your house, tell your wife about our secret. Are you okay with that?"
Dani's suddenly hot cold. This is what Dani was most worried about. No, don't let Dita do it!
" Please Dita, don't tell Isna anything. Don't tell him anything, don't even see him again, for whatever reason."
" Okay my love. I will obey everything you ask of me. On condition, you must also follow what I want. Deal?"
Anindita approached Dani, brought her lips closer to Dani's ear, whispered something. The smell of mint from his mouth lurched into Dani's sense of smell. Dani suddenly felt de javu.
" Don't you miss me?"
A few seconds Dani lost her mind, because Dita also felt the groin. But fortunately, he lost his mind so quickly, so soon his mind returned.
Dani hurriedly got up from her seat.
" I don't seem to have a choice."
Anindita smiled triumphantly.
That's why Dani is more often out of the house than in her own home. It's not every day Anindita asks for her time. In those few weeks Anin asked for it several times, and Dani had to obey.
The highlight is today. Last afternoon Anindita persuaded Dani, asking Dani to accompany her in her hotel room. Dani reluctantly refuses, with her boyfriend Anin threatening her, ready with his cell phone, will contact Isna.
The death threat made Dani absolutely unable to resist.
And when Dani was in her room, no matter what Anin did to her, she fell asleep, not realizing anything was happening.
So Dani's delay home was because she fell asleep in Anin's hotel room.
That only? Yeah, what Dani feels is just that. But is Anin's plan just that simple?
Put Dani to sleep in her hotel room, with nothing left?
Dani doesn't know. As Dani knew, he had lied to Isna. Hurt that sincere woman.
That's why Dani shed tears. The guilt is so great.
Dani begins to think about ending Anin's bullying of her. Got to! Isna cannot be affected by the problem with Anin, which was actually completed a dozen years ago.
Seriate
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