The Casual Lover

Chapter 5

News spread quickly. Vela herself chose to calm herself down in the quiet library. Books were scattered in front of him, but his mind was empty. Vela willingly? Of course not. Saga is a special person, Vela could not be willing to break up. But the relationship feels ambiguous. Empty and sickening.

Vela regained her senses as someone took a seat and sat in front of her. Vela only glanced at a glance and sighed before staring at her book again.

Jessa propped up her chin. "Gue doesn't agree with your relationship, but I didn't expect you to take off Saga anyway."

Vela fell silent and thought. Then raise his head. "Is it wrong if I'm angry?" tanyakanya.

"So. Not at all. You must be angry with everything related to Saga. Compulsory Vel. The only one who doesn't know himself."

"And then, I did. That's why I broke up."

"What's the anger for?" ask Jessa.

"We don't fit Jess. Our world is different. I obviously can't get into her world, and she can't understand my world. At first I was sure I could, but now I realize, Saga loves freedom. And I can't give him that freedom."

"..."

Vela took a breath. "He doesn't care at all what I like or don't like, but it was ultimately my heartache. I always say something and believe in him, but there's no proof." Vela shook her head and looked at the book again. "Gue was tired of heartache. I don't hold that back," he murmured.

"...I know Vel. Having no crap is not the main reason you're angry with Saga."

Vela sculpting. His shoulders slowly descended along with his lungs empty. "Lo bener's. There was another reason why I was angry and mutusin Saga," he muttered softly and positioned the book to stand up to cover his head.

Jessa took a half-sliced breath. Not the real heart but Vela likes to hold something alone.

"Dragon fights because of someone else. It's always the same person and will always be the reason for all the things Saga does. I hate that Saga fights, but I hate it even more because the reason is still Shilla."

Jessa faintly heard the tremors behind Vela's voice.

***

Desya: Don't go to class first Vel

Description: Saga nyeremin

Desya: I don't feel safe

"Saga found me in class. He probably found me here too" Vela told Jessa. "Gue doesn't want to debate him first. I'm going to the ise room. Lo coming?"

"Get me to the osis room? Dead my style ntar."

"There is no show now. At least two-three people there again take care. You gotta get me Jess."

"Ko lo maksa anyway?"

"Wouldn't you?"

"If the edges of the lo maksa do not need it," said Jessa ketus but his hand reached Vela's hand and took her out of the library with the aim of the room osis.

"Sister," called someone while in the corridor. Vela was already able to guess what the person was going to say when she saw that the one who called her was Qiandra.

"Why?" ask ordinary Vela.

Qiandra with her usual expression. Always bright and fresh. The cheerful Qian's. Icon girl plain and innocent. But Vela's expectations run aground when the girl starts talking.

"So, didn't you really break up with Saga?"

Vela smiled in subtle obliquely. The good image of Qiandra was as if extinct in Vela's view.

"Yes. Happy, aren't you?" jessa smiled sweetly.

Qiandra. "Sister, Qian likes Saga. But that doesn't mean Qian's happy on top of other people's suffering. Qian still respects Vela."

"..."

"Qian is confused."

...maybe now Qian is still mediocre. But slowly, he began to moan. Say this, that's as if he's just as confused as what he should do with your relationship with Saga. At the end of it he could be a danger to your relationship...

Jessa's words ring in Vela's head. His eyes stared fixedly at Qiandra, while the girl herself revealed a puzzled expression.

Well, Vela admitted, it's a little bit like Jessa's statement.

"We go first Qian." Vela displays her smile and immediately pulls Jessa to continue their steps into the sausage room.

Qiandra stared at the departure of the two upperclassmen. Her tiny lips clenched and her fingers twisted together. Every now and then he would sigh for what reason. Then he realized that someone else was coming from behind.

"Sir Saga." Qiandra was half in disbelief as it was too shocked Saga was already behind her. The girl moved her two clutched hands from front to back.

Saga only stared for a second and then continued his steps.

"Sister looking for Vela?" qiandra's question stopped Saga. "Aren't you guys broken up?"

Qiandra bit her deep lips firmly as Saga swerved sharply and eerily at her. Qiandra regretted being too brave.

"Gue didn't break up with my girl. Know lo?" saga said with its deep emphasis and voice.

"But Sister Vela said you guys broke up."

"When did Vela say it was the same?" saga asked, turning her body.

"Just recently."

"Where are you?"

"So that way before Brother comes."

Saga silent. He stared at Qiandra until the girl shriveled where he stood. "Gue tegesin same lo, Vela is still my girl until anytime. Lnget lo."

Qiandra closed her eyes as Saga turned to leave her. Right, he's not as brave as Vela.

***

"Gue is just a cake that doang, when suddenly I want to be beaten?"

Satria clapped Benji's head. "Lo inget you said what you were."

"Anjir, I thought you were mutusin Vela. It was elonya who was cut off. Haha.." continued Harsa with a sneering style imitating Benji's words a moment ago. "It's no wonder they get beaten up. It should have been real."

"Where's wrong?"

"Alah, tired of talking to you Peng. I'm going first."

"Sat. Bang Sat's. Bang Satria."

Satria held out her middle finger.

***

"You want what Ga?"

Vela was tired actually. Wibawa's former head of the island faded because of the behavior of Saga who continued to look for because of. The bag strap that was stuck next to his right shoulder he dropped until it crashed near his feet. His uniform came out partially and tangled up in some places.

"I'm tired of making you. Not looking for trouble, can you?"

"Just come out now?" pasal Saga ignored Saga's complaint. Saga got up and jumped down from the stacked table.

"What do you want exactly?" ask Vela soften.

"Nothing. Let's see you."

Vela raised next to her eyebrows then laughed once. "Nobody funny. It's useless" he said but Saga was silent.

"You know Ga, why is Osis even until the boy scouts don't want to step in and take care of you? Because they respect you. You're a jerk but they respect it. The only junior senior bond I hate until they're blind is just because you're the senior."

"Vel, I want to see you not to talk about that."

"But I want to see you just want to talk about it. If you want to talk about another matter, sorry, I don't have time." Vela leaned over to take her bag.

"Fines. Don't expect me to stop" exclaimed Saga raising her hand in emotion. The guy picked up his bag and walked past Vela who was standing at the barn door until their shoulders were slightly clasped.

Vela stared at Saga's departure with a snort of disbelief. Both of his shoulders slumped down and his body leaned against the door. Vela drags her steps towards the left, only to find a few children staring at her.

Vela stunned. That half-enforcing disappointed look floated towards him. Dean took one step forward. "Sorry Brother, Osis should be able to solve this problem without ngandelin lo again. Tomorrow, I'll try to talk to Miss Dewi."

Vela shook her head quickly. "So. I'll talk to Saga. You go home" said Vela and her legs turned, running after Saga.

After running down the eleventh grade corridor, Vela saw Saga in the courtyard towards the parking lot. Vela ran again to get closer.

"Sir Saga."

Vela saw Qiandra approaching from the front of Saga. But Vela did not care, her legs stepped wide towards the two.

"Ga," he called to make Saga turn her head. The look on his face was flat but did not make Vela tremble.

"Gue wants to say, by the way," said Vela clasping Saga's wrist. But the guy held her back.

"If you want to talk about it again, sorry I don't have time."

"So. We will discuss the problem lo," said Vela forced to withdraw Saga's hand until finally Saga followed him away from Qiandra.

"If you keep kayak gini, you will mengesel," Vela scolded while continuing to pull Saga. Intentionally changing her language shows she is serious. Unexpectedly, Vela brought Saga into the already empty space of the osis.

Saga frowned while staring at the room. "Gue has something to do with space osis?" tanyanya sarcasm.

Vela looked at the guy flat. Before pointing at a billboard on the wall that contains a lot of writing.

"Read. This is the rule of the weight of the Bima Aksa. How many more holes you have," said Vela hit the board with her palm.

"30 more Ga. Thirtyfold. You will be in DO if you have a hundred points. You're twelve grade. We want to graduate. I beg you, don't look for trouble again."

Saga melengos made Vela pull his arm. "The son of osis is already bright. Tomorrow they want to talk to teacher BK. I'm sure you don't need to weigh a hundred nyampe, you're definitely in DO."

"Lo thought I'd die in DO? Not gonna put it."

"The saga!" Vela pulls Saga's arm. "Lo thought Shilla was watching you like this?"

"Why do I have to think about Shilla?" saga's tone of voice showed obvious dislike. The guy faces Vela completely and then replaces him with Vela's arm.

"Stop brought Shilla into my troubles, your problems, and our problems. This has nothing to do with Shilla."

Vela brushed off Saga's hand and looked into her eyes. "Fines. I just don't want you to cause any more trouble, Ga. I care about you" he said pushing Saga's arm with his index finger. "...Even if we broke up."

Saga laughed a lot. "Funny. But I'm tired too. I'm tired of saying it's the same lo, just.gue.yang.berhak.mutusin," he said with great emphasis at the end.

Saga pulled Vela's wrist for her to hold even though Vela desperately held her arm. "Until I die, you're still my girlfriend."

Vela stared in disbelief as she shook her head slightly. "Gue's starting to think, if I ever knew you."

Saga answered nothing. But his eyebrows were clutched and his forehead was wrinkled. Vela cast her gaze straight, who could only look at the guy's neck due to their height difference.

"Stop, okay?"

"..."

"Gue will talk to the son of Osis if you will not make a move again. Whatever you want, but do not make something that adds weight. I care about Ga, same lo. Lo my new five-day ex."

"OKAY. But I want you."