
The saddest kind of sad is when your tears can't even drop and you feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended.
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"Lo gapapa, Zel? You're so hot" asked Adrian, a close friend of Hazel's worried. "You should have told your bokap lo. It's not gonna be gini."
Prerogative right. As a powerful student, Hazel can do anything she wants. He can revoke the position of chairman of the osis, expel students, even fire teachers. But Hazel did not. It's called oppression of the weak and Hazel doesn't like it.
"Gue accepts all the risks" said Hazel, making Adrian want to shake his best friend's head.
Adrian put on a nauseous expression. "Good thing hurts again. Try it if not, I've been tabok back and forth face,"
Hazel laughed, but her eyes were getting smelly. With all his strength, he resisted the dizziness that began to hold his head. Ah, being too long in the sun made his body somewhat limp. Not weak, but this punishment is indeed more burdensome because Bu Nini knows the type of Hazel that is difficult to manage.
Nini's mother is Hazel's aunt. That's why Hazel doesn't dare to argue too much. Besides, Hazel knows what Bu Nini's intentions are good. The middle-aged woman wants Hazel to grow up to be a responsible child and Hazel understands that.
Adrian holding jidat Hazel. "Tuh, your body is like a stove. I anterin lo to UKS, se-ka-rang," he stressed but more sounds like an order.
Hazel shook her head slowly. "Gue is great, Rian."
"Nobody said you were a kid, Hazel," Adrian said.
"Theresa!"
Hazel's body shook when she heard the name. Her eyes caught the figure of Theresa standing in the doorway and smiling. The girl entered the classroom, then sat down next to Mitchell, her best friend. Contact was not avoided, but Hazel first cut off contact. Hazel hates that iris
Adrian's eyes followed Hazel's gaze and she snorted.
"Come on, we're going to the UKS!" take Adrian back, wake up Hazel's daydream.
"Gue aja who cemented, yes," pinta Theresa from her place.
Hazel and Adrian are equally cynical. Hazel doesn't like it when Theresa meddles in her business. Actually, the distance of their seats was very close. Maybe that's why Theresa could tell what Adrian was saying. However, Hazel seems to build a new fortress so that Theresa can not pass through.
After all, Hazel won't let Theresa pass this fort again a second time.
"Gue temenin you ya." Theresa clasped Hazel's hand, but Hazel brushed her off slowly.
Hazel stood up, giving her a warning that she was fine and that there was nothing to worry about.
"Gue unplug first, Rian."
Hazel's body breezes out of the classroom, leaving Theresa and Adrian with a troubled heart, cursing at her past.
As for Thesa, the girl still had not turned away from Hazel's back which disappeared at the turn.
"Hazel has changed?"
Adrian smiled mockingly. The question seemed to indicate that Thesa never felt guilty for her actions.
Adrian's eyes glanced in dislike towards the girl with waist-length hair and a model-like look. "No, he hasn't changed. He was just disappointed with you, himself, too" replied Adrian.
The girl did not know the effect of her actions. He won't know what Hazel's been through as long as she's gone somewhere, no matter who.
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Hazel sat at the end of the pool without daring to touch the water. Last year's events completely changed her love of swimming. But humans are like that, right? We throw out all the bad memories and keep all the good ones.
As Hazel dissolved in her own mind, the door to the swimming room was opened and closed with a loud bang. Hazel's head turned to see who was coming. Then, the wrinkles in his eyes began to appear. He smiles.
"Hate very much!" grumbled a girl wrapped in a pink jacket. Her pouting face always made Hazel's interest rate increase. "Ah, jealous, jealous, jealous!"
Rara stomps her legs and her body slumps back when her irises catch Hazel's figure there, watching Rara intensely. Has he ever noticed Rara?
"LO WHY?" rara shouted and then she rubbed her chest. "Make me surprised!"
Rara frowned. "Lo himself? How do you wanna go home?" ask her without answering Hazel's question.
"Alright," said Hazel, not interested in the topic. "New boy, huh?"
Rara nodded in response. His feet approached the pool, not far from Hazel's. "Lo Hazel's name, right? Thanks for the help this morning."
"Yes, because of you, I'm late," Hazel scolded with her baritone voice. "Lo must treat me in return!"
"Have a son! Don't want! Buy it yourself!" sahut Rara as she poked her tongue out.
It turns out Hazel isn't as cold as Rara thought. Perhaps because of its sturdy jaw texture, every mimic that Hazel creates must look haughty and cold.
Rara took off her shoes and socks and put her feet in the pool. Fadem taste. His hands could not stop moving in the water.
Swimming pool owned by SMA Tantara can be said to be luxurious because it is made as similar as possible to the Olympic swimming pool. That is why, many Army students who excel in the sport of swimming, one of them Hazel.
But that was before everything was done.
Hazel's memory suddenly rotated in her head. He groaned in pain while holding his forehead. Dizziness. His breathing was unstable and his chest was tight.
He hated this memory.
"Eh?" Rara panics and approaches Hazel. "Lo why?!"
Hazel's face turned red and tears slowly dripped down her cheeks. The unbearable issue broke the silence
when the heart screams because it feels.
Rara quiet. Hazel's empty gaze brought Rara closer to her head and crouched down right in front of Hazel. His hands clasped Hazel's hands tightly, but her mouth was still unable to speak.
If Hazel helped Rara this morning, now Rara helped Hazel's heart.
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Mama: It's all your fault. You can't afford your school anymore.
Thesa: I'll try, Ma. Relax, we're not gonna do anything.
Theresa closed her phone roughly and then closed both her eyes with her hands. It's really frustrating.
His heart regretted that it had taken a step that turned his life upside down. He used to live a good life, but his selfishness put him on the verge of despair.
The usually fun school home became the thing he hated the most. He was alone now, no one stood by him and said that everything would be fine.
"Gue misses Hazel" he murmured softly.
The sound of her foot knocking echoed in the school corridor. The classes that were originally filled with a sea of humans, were now empty.
The clock has shown at 4 pm while the schedule of learning activities is only until 3 pm. There may be only a few students in the school as they are studying groups or extracurriculars.
"Thesha! 10 Minutes to the dance hall!" Dinda, Theresa's friend shouted from the dance hall.
Theresa nodded in response. "Shortly, I'll go to the toilet first" he shouted as he walked away from the dance hall located on the 1st floor.
His feet continued to step towards the toilet, past the pool, but stopped and he took a few steps back to look at the place, again.
Favorite place Hazel used to be, swimming pool. Thesas even still remembered the fond memories they had gone through in this room. There is laughter and sorrow that cannot be avoided.
His heart was moved to just look at the place. Then, as his hand pushed against the main door of the pond, his feet pegged and his eyes became silent witnesses to what had happened.
The girl's tears flowed suddenly, carving out the traces of flow on her cheeks. His heart seemed to be squeezed and he could not resist this turmoil.
Theresa doesn't like Hazel being taken by another girl and she won't let anyone take Hazel from her.