The Butterfly Effect's

Episode 14

My eyes refuse to watch you leave, so tears will blur the memory.

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"Capek ah, to the UKS mulu," protested Rara upset, but could not do anything.

He was tired of the smell of the white room. Not a week of school, he had already entered the room twice. With a lazy expression, Rara walked over ogah-ogahan.

As for Alzra, his gaze remained straight ahead, not daring to stare at Rara's bead eyes. "Sorry, because of me, you get sick again" he said, then pushed the elevator button until the elevator door opened.

Rara sighed and then stepped into the elevator. "My fault, not your fault." In the end, that was all Rara could say.

When the elevator door closed, the atmosphere suddenly awkward and gripping. Rara was walking with a stranger. Same direction, but each one has his own thoughts.

Rara's legs moved uncomfortably, continuing to knock on the elevator floor to cause a squeak. "For a very long time," Rara chuckled, trying to make small talk because Alzra is so different lately.

Alzra nodded, chuckling, "Yes."

Silent. No one has opened the conversation again. They struggled in their own minds and stood their backs to each other.

Jemari Rara linked to each other, convincing herself to speak. Then when the courage was gathered, Alzra even went to call him.

"Alzra."

"Fine."

Ara scratched her non-itchy nape and then turned back to Alzra. It turns out he's not ready.

"Lo want to talk? First," said Alzra, let Rara pump his heart harder. 

Rara took a long breath. His fingers gripped his sports clothes tightly. "I'm sorry, I made your relationship with Della so it's kind of like this."

Alzra nodded, trying to neutralize the sad look on his face. "It's not wrong."

Alzra's words seemed to touch Rara. Obviously it was his fault. He who likes Alzra even though he knows that Alzra already has someone else. He who is too selfish, thinks of his own happiness. Now, even Alzra is affected by his selfishness.

The awkwardness began to fill up again until the elevator doors opened and they were equally aware of his own thoughts.

Rara looked down worriedly, surely Alzra would stay away from her.

The sparkle in Alzra's eyes dimmed. "Gue lives gap, huh? I need some time to do it myself. I'll ask Galih to make a temenin, will I?"

"What did Lo say?" Rara hurriedly asked.

"So, I'll do it later."

Rara nodded and saw the tall body of the boy away from his figure. Rara could only wave her hand, but deep down, she felt fear. So scared.

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The school was deserted, leaving a handful of students who were still trapped in the rain or following the exculciation because the bell home from school had rang from there. And at the end there, stood the sole successor to the future owner of the Tantara High School, Demetrius Hazel.

His eyes glared around while taking shelter under the roof of the front of the school gate. This quickly overturned his life. He was afraid of everything that smelled of water, let alone rain, as if thousands of water had come to invade him.

When his sense of smell received the strong smell of rain, he became short of breath.  The symptoms appeared again, penetrating all over him until his body felt pain. 

Until when does it have to continue like this?

"Well, Hazel? What are you doing here? He was in the middle" one of the school guards approached Hazel when he noticed Hazel's strange movements. "Your face is very sharp. You cold?" he asked again, but Hazel could not answer.

Hazel's body continued to grind and her lips turned blue. With a weak move, he shook his head. He must be strong.

"Do you want me to call Ms Nini?" the security guard looked worried. "I'm anterine huh?"

Hazel brushed off the security guard. "Sa-I'm gapapa, sir" he said, then immediately ran under the rain, with mixed feelings.

"Dad! Don't rain!" the screams from the security guard faded for a long time as Hazel turned the corner.

Clad only in uniform, he broke through the rain, fighting off all his bad memories. Her tears quickly flowed, but the rain instantly wiped them away as if Hazel was fine.

Hazel is scared, but she has to fight her fear.  He doesn't like people to know his weaknesses. He doesn't like to look helpless.

As the raindrop got bigger, his breathing became more and more hunting, accompanied by the sound of thunder and thunderous lightning.

"What do you think, Lidya?" ask her while pointing to the sky. Raindrops entered his eyes until he grimaced.

His hands clenched, the pain began to flare up in the chest. His life was cursed in the shadow of his sister. He didn't do it on purpose, but no one believed him.

"All your fault! Look what you've done! You even have the heart to kill your own sister," those words kept ringing in her head, making her a little dizzy.

He lost everything.

His body suddenly staggered backwards, trying to stand up for balance by leaning against a large gray wall. He sat down, lamenting the might of his life.

The rain seemed to continue to rain on him, accompanied by pain that also peaked. It seems like the weather did not support her today because they made Hazel feel her pain again that day.

"Hazel's.. Fear.." Hazel closed her eyes, crying, hugging her cold knees. "Sorry Hazel" he said again.

He buried his face between his knees and cried. Emotions he never showed anyone. The feeling that he buried so that no one would know.

The problem grew stronger, then he began to realize that rainwater no longer hit his skin.

A warm little hand stretched out, gently touching the guy's head before finally shouting. "PLEASE, SOMEONE PASSED OUT!"

The pink-haired girl looks panicked. He lifted Hazel's face with his palm and wept. "Don't die here, Hazel! Help u! Anyone, please!"

Hazel's puffy eyelids opened, catching the figure again there. Holding his tiny wrist, as if knowing that he would definitely stand there, accompanied him. "Pregnant?"