
after learning that Warda had realized the state of the mansion was warm again unlike some time ago where Alex and Felix interrogated Breil and some servants for their negligence in guarding the lady so they had to drop back.
because today is a holiday Felix has promised to take his sister was a walk to the public library and some other places. while Alex he prefers to exercise in the gym and accompany his wife all day at home because umi Fatimah was not invited by Felix because he had promised to go both are no exception bodyguards nya.
after Felix finished working out with the guards at the gym, Felix had the idea to prank his sister and went to the kitchen to make her favorite biscuits.
"Warda.. Look at this brother make you biscuits! It's my own brother who made it" he said smiling
"Sister.kan I still can't eat the same sister Wili anyway" said I upset the article when the infusion has not run out then it is not allowed to eat spicy and sweet foods such as biscuits
"Oh yes ya forget yaudah deh brother eat themselves emm.enak loh"felix with leisure eat in front of his sister and it makes him upset.
"Sir felix!.kak felix! Gangguin Warda continues to nih" yelling me to complain to umi because Kak felix and Abi are most afraid if until Umi angry because it ends incessant tirting.
"Eh don't be in aduin to umi dong kak felix is just kidding" he said eighthly
"Let whoever tells you to bother me! week"I smiled mockingly
"what is Warda Umi in the kitchen again! you why?"fatimah said while in the kitchen she heard her son yell and immediately rushed to Warda's room
"brother of felix nih umi! already know I'm still not allowed to eat sweet food kak felix even make me biscuits I would be so keen" said I complain to umi.
"what's true is felix" said Umi with a waist rack
"just kidding me"he bowed like a child who was angry with his mother.
"don't like Jahil with your sister! call Wiliam to remove the Warda infusion! it looks like it's going to run out" he said looking at the infusion that stayed a little
"yes!! finally, later afternoon means so yes brother we take a walk?"say glee
"you don't want to wait until tomorrow until you are completely healthy Hem.." said Felix.
"no I want it now brother has promised you can't disbelieve" I said scowling
while Felix only glanced at the mother to ask her opinion and Fatimah nodded in response allowed.
"okay but you have to promise from now on to continue to be healthy should not be sick again" he said giving his pinky finger
"promise"
in the afternoon, Dr. William removed my infusion and warned Felix to take care of my health
in the middle of the trip Felix saw there was a museum in front and he was very interested to visit it.
"Warda we stopped by the museum first yes run out of it to the public library how?"he said he asked for my permission
we went down and looked at the collection in the museum and we also took time to walk around because there are so many places people sell. when we finished, we went back to our original goal of going to the public library
"Warda how about this book" Felix said, lifting one of the books quite large and thick.
"Sister is thickness! I won't be able to read anymore" I said
"But this is a history book you don't want?"he said again
"History! Hem... may be"after thinking about history books including my favorite books so I picked up some history books why I only chose history books! because in the Abi mansion there is already a library room and the contents are only business books and other public knowledge.
"we stopped by the restaurant first when I was hungry?"I said rubbing the stomach that had been demo from earlier asked to be filled.
"can! come on!"
after arriving at the restaurant kak felix permission to pick up the phone that suddenly rang and said it was very important so just pick up the call just had to go out of the restaurant. half an hour passed felix brother still did not return and the food that had been ordered began to cool while Warda began to daydream since the foot felix out even his food came he was not aware to briel the one who just came in and stood behind me said.
"Miss!
Don't be too quiet Say it, it's okay because there are too many injuries that Miss is joking with
an introvert will never go so good at making peace with the heart It's just that if you disappear too long that miss finds he's a different person when you come home" briel said the bodyguard that Alex had assigned to follow wherever the young lady went.
"How do I explain to you that talking to you calms me down? I never told you about my problems, but it's not because I don't need you. I just can't tell it, because what I've learned in the past is how to keep a problem without sharing it with anyone.
So, if you think that I'm not sharing my story because I don't think you exist, then you're wrong. I may never share my story with you, but when I have a problem and talk to you, it makes me forget my problem, it makes me feel better. It hurts, but I'm fine. I'm used to it" I took a deep breath
"Didn't you understand? All this time if I don't think of you as the most important person in my life, why am I always looking for you? Think carefully, my feelings for you are not that simple.You are already considered as my close friend....
I am me, however badly you judge me, I will remain this way whatever you hear from other people's stories, I won't care because everyone is bad in other people's stories. Relax, I will stay silent as long as it doesn't hurt me. If I'm not a good person you think I am, yasudah then what should I do? Turning into the person you want to look good? I don't live for you, it's me, I'm friends with whoever it is my business,
please learn to judge people using eyes and brains not from other people's stories" I said softly and clenched my hands holding the clear details that would come out of the eye patch.
"If you're useless, why? If you always fail why? If you're left out of the others, why? If you don't have any more reason to go on with your life, why? Is that enough to be the reason you ended your life? No. gabe. Fuck all kinds of pressure and slurs from the surrounding environment.you have to stay alive.remain alive.Stay alive" said brother felix came from behind and emphasized the word 'stay alive' to me while holding my hand and holding me he looked back with a sharp gaze then that second also briel bowed in fear of the gaze of the young master who was very intimidating.sadly already spoke so to his young miss
"briel wait in the car" Felix said
"well sir! and miss pardon me who has been presumptuous to speak like that!"he said bowed and Warda could only nod as he still held back his tears in his brother's warm embrace. Breil also resigned and would not interfere in the affairs of his employer who was eating dinner.
"Warda is yes! we ate before you haven't eaten! it's the food's been cold you've had wine from earlier" said felix gently.
after the dinner ended, Warda did not forget to take his medicine after eating and went straight home because the day had begun at night and did not feel the streets today spent all day just a walk and buy a book.