The Brutal Mafia High School Boy
visit to the tomb
after returning home from school, they saw their parents in front of a waiting gate.
"ades I went home first it's been waiting for it too" I said looking down because my class was on top.
"oh okay! don't forget tomorrow group work for next month because tomorrow is off, the sooner the better" he reminded. because this year there is a Corona virus so school holidays for a month and next month also can not enter full as possible, once a week to collect assignments. oh yes fitting happened COVID I was in class 11 High School.
"yes God willing I am present" I waved my hand and left.
"assalamualaikum! Abi! brother felix"my greetings in front of them and do not forget to kiss their hands one by one.
"waalaikumsalam" they answered.
"his son Umi and Abi are ready for the pilgrimage to the tomb" said Fatimah
"ready umi! oh yes brother felix so come along kirain just kidding this morning" I said when I saw brother felix out of his car
"who said your sister told you she wanted to come too" she replied.
"yes let's go so that the house is not too late" Alex said seeing his watch already showing at 14:00
the distance between the tomb and the house I used to live in with my family was not far from home, only passing a few blocks to arrive at my family's funeral, deliberately I asked them to bury their bodies with grandmother and others so that they could gather and find it was not difficult.
"Pig! umi! brother felix! can leave me alone here for just a moment" I said after praying I begged them to leave me alone.
"yes it has not been long yes Abi same umi wait there ya"hintnya on the footpath because his tomb is in the middle.
"Hem.thank you Abi! umi!"my word
finished speaking I refocused on my family tombstone I looked at the tombstone in turn I hugged her and cried.
DADDYH...
MOTHERS... ACTUALLY THIS HEAD FEELS LIKE IT'S ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT THAT CALM, I'M THINKING ABOUT HOW TO GIVE YOU HAPPINESS.
MAYBE IF THESE EYES COULD TALK, HE'D SAY "I'M TIRED." I DON'T WANT TO, YOU KNOW I'M HAVING THIS MESS. IF YOU KNOW, YOU WILL BE SAD TO SEE THE CHILD YOU ALWAYS TRY TO LAUGH, WHEN ADULTS CRY EVERY NIGHT.
DAD, MOM.
I'LL TRY.
I KNOW, YOU GUYS DON'T EXPECT ANYTHING. BUT I KNOW THERE'S A GLIMMER OF HOPE THERE.
I WILL TRY TO RECOVER FOR MY NEW FAMILY.
I MISSED YOU GUYS.
after an hour of waiting for Warda not to show himself, it made the family worried about his condition.
"why old Warda once Umi! Abi! I'm gonna go get Warda first afraid something might happen?"felix's words were a worry on his face
"yes, you're quick to see Warda if anything happens just yell" Alex said
felix walked with his broad footsteps to approach Warda, from a distance seen Warda who was crying sobbing heartrendingly for those who heard him. he cried in a state of hugging his mother's tombstone is a painful sight for Felix *Sister Guarda promise will make you smile back like before* his words in his heart and approach Warda
"hey...Warda why are you still crying Hem! is it over we wait an hour over come home yuk already afternoon! later you're sick to stay here" Felix rubbed my back
"I'm sorry, sorry everyone, sorry who and what disappointed you. Having expectations is human, and being disappointed is a natural thing that you have to accept. Sorry, gapapa.
Sorry for yourself, you might not be the same as everyone else. Sorry for whatever the result, he tried his best, as much as he could.
In addition to sorry, thank you also need to say to yourself who can still stand in the middle of the weight of the world.
Yes, we go home. Tomorrow-tomorrow here again."his advice for looking at me who was pale was seen once his eyes began to drift.
"Are you brother..?
You know what hurts more
from just being apart..
*try waiting for someone but don't know until when..
* Try also being on the defensive point
but you yourself don't know either
what is being held..
* You're confused as to why the world is so cruel to you, the world doesn't give you a chance to make them happy or just appreciate you." she said facing forward with her blank look.
"If the concept of life is people come and go, then why is edelweis called the flower of immortality?"his words again looked at the face of his adoptive brother.
"Edelweis is called immortal because it is able to last longer than other flowers. I don't know how many injuries he has and if it's time he will definitely go" replied the brother.
"What lessons can we learn?"ask me again
"go it's definitely gone, it's just this time! we are waiting for our turn. In the life of meeting and parting it is always faced like a mirror. But edelweiss taught that beauty will always be eternal even if insults continue to befall." - Felix
"Because beauty can only be seen by those who understand, right?"connect me. Then I try to stand up! because too long sitting and crying that makes me stagger and swiftly brother Felix embrace me.
*For my sister......
I know that life is so hard there are so many things you have to go through to become an adult
Maybe I can't be the best brother to you yet, but trust me I will always be
give your best...
Wardas....
If you need anything ask me, I'll try anything you want , I don't want you to feel the pain I've been through You have to live happier than me You have to succeed beyond me*do'a felix in heart for the sister. while embracing his sister Felix walked towards his parents' car.
on the way Warda fell asleep in the lap of the umi. due to fatigue and tired of crying he became asleep, his tired face was looked at continuously by the mother he saw the eyes of his son and glanced at the felix.
"felix did Warda cry why her eyes were so swollen! what were you talking about at the tomb?"he said while watching me
throw his breath rough felix looked at the mother" Yes earlier Warda had cried. his depression crumpled again! he didn't want to leave the tomb"
"how could it be not Wiliam said his condition has improved why can I be repeated again! felix immediately contact doctor Sintia and also Wiliam to come to the house" Alex said
