
HAPPY READING
Lovely POV
Not felt two weeks
I'm scheduled to attend a thesis hearing again. This is my most important schedule
wait because it is the last step before graduation. Both men
my friends, Yaotu Arif and Upil will also face a thesis hearing in time
almost at the same time as me. Upil was scheduled the day before me, and Arif
scheduled two days after me.
“Nem, later accompany me
dong to Interuniversity Center building. There's literature I'm looking for there.”
Upil spoke after wiping his greasy mouth with a sheet of tissue.
We were both at Upil's boarding house, my boarding house before getting married to Kenan. Our
lunch there after school.
Kost Upil is located
closer to campus than to my house, so we
take a lunch and rest there.
I sipped a water bottle
the minerals in front of me. “Iya. I've never been there, Pil.
It looks like it's exclusive. A place of smart people. Only S2 students
the one over there. The one near the Faculty of Engineering was right?”
“Iya, right there.
Oh, hahah, same thing. Many S1 students like us go there. Usual
the library is like any other. It makes no difference.”
“Oh, not yet me
feel inferior nih.” I said again.
Tok tok... “Mbak
Luthvia..” Suddenly a heavy man's voice came from outside the room.
“Iya, briefly, Tino.”
Oh, it turns out Tino's sister Upil is coming.
Upil stood up
and open the door.
“Mbak, I hitchhiked
eat dong. I did not get to my kost. We are now in class.”
Tino looked at her brother with a pleading look.
“His, you are this. Ada-there
aja. Get in there, grab yourself inside magic com. The vegetables and dishes are in
table.” Tino's coming in. He looked surprised to see me there.
“Eh, there is mbak Indah.”
Tino nodded towards me with a clumsy look. He quickly diverted
his gaze towards magic com.
“Tin, long time no
home again? On campus also rarely met with Kenan? You're so busy?
Kenan is lonely, usually the three of you, but a few months
Kenan was accompanied by Adi. It seems incomplete if you don't see them
threesome.” I wonder what Tino is doing. From
kenan's story, only Adi has been with him a lot lately. If
remember, since Adi and Tino stayed at home. After that I didn't
never saw Tino again with Kenan. They are usually three
on campus.
“Eh, anu mbak. Again
not with his college schedule. So rarely see.” The answer. It
quickly bring a rice plate that has been filled, about to leave the room.
“Heh, would like to eat at
where?” Upil pulled the collar of his sister's shirt so Tino back his steps.
“Outside aja.”
“Already, eat here
aja. Let it be easy if you want to add. I'm just as beautiful as not talking
weirdo-weird kok.” Upil. Tino finally relented, a take a seat
plastic from his stack and feeding facing magic com.”
“Eh, how strange you are, so,
eat facing there. What's concerned?” Upil asked again.
“Let's be easy if you want
add, mbak.” Tino.
Upil was silent and
let her sister enjoy her food. In the meantime, I caught an attitude
Tino seemed to be avoiding my gaze. He was usually friendly and talked to me
first of all, right? Sometimes I even joke around. Why now
so stiff like this?
“You are weird now
No, being so pretentious is not that kind of me. You usually make fun of me.
I was wrong?” Kepo many.
“Ehem..
chief. Means there's nothing. I'm just starving again, mbak.” Prattling
any more.
Just look at it, there is
a little doubt in my heart heard his tone. But never mind, maybe
he was not in the mood for hunger.
***
“Pil, I'm nginep in
your cost is yes?”
Upil scrunched
his forehead. His eyebrows are almost linked. He whispered to me, “You are no more
fight with Kenan right?”
I let out a breath.
Beringem no. But I feel like our communication hasn't lately
good. We never greet each other on our cell phones again. When we arrive at
the house also does not tell each other anything, because Kenan comes home always night, because,
it's almost midnight sometimes. I was asleep in my own room.
Although there was little progress, I was no longer afraid to sleep alone in the room
upon.
Our relationship is like
unsalted, there is no sweetness even though it does not taste bitter.
In the morning, Kenan
leave early every day. So we're not communicating at all.
I don't know because of what.
Long ago, Kenan retaliated
if I kiss and sniff it first. Another story now,
he chose to avoid it and said he was very tired.
I honestly feel
guilty. Because she cannot fulfill her duties as a wife. Yet I
doubt, is that really what caused Kenan to be cold to me.
My head feels like it
the heavier the thought of this burden alone. There's no way I'm telling you
upil is still single. Moreover, this concerns the husband and wife relationship.
Most of me blame myself because I'm the one who's at fault
here's. Kenan just got hit. But I don't know how to handle it.
I wish I could tell someone who can provide a solution
to me. Am I sick? Is it necessary for me to seek treatment, but to seek treatment
what and where? Kenan himself was not open to me. Neither do I
I could complain to Kenan.
“Eh, enggak.” I
answered Upil's question with a slight whisper as we were currently at
Inter-University Central Library (PAU). “I'm lonely, want a discussion about
the thesis cannot. Kenan came home the night. We are different majors, where
connect.”
“Ya. Don't forget
ask your husband's permission first if you want to stay at my place. I don't want to, later
Kenan ngamuk come to home.”
“Heheh.
I put my shoulders down.
“Nih, the right journal
to nambahin your reference.” When I found a journal
research on food microbiology.
“English, In.
Is there anything in Indonesian?” Upil stared at the journal I was writing
reluctantly.
“Yeah golly. No need
allergy first to the pill. Journal with a particular theme like this, vocabulary that
used is limited. It is harder to translate The Jakarta Post. I'll be later
auxiliary.” I said again. Upil is somewhat allergic when hearing English. I
it has been suggested to take the course before graduating from college to make it easier
if you want to apply for a job. Besides, there was no harm either. We
can facilitate communication with other languages. Especially in an age like this,
being able to speak English is a must.
“Seeing the writing
it's just making me shiver, In. More goosebumps than see kuntilanak.”
Said original.
“Heh, don't origin
blah-blah. Ntar didatengin really.”
Upil giggled amusedly.
However, he immediately smothered his own mouth, not wanting his voice to be heard
library entire.
***