
Aksa's words about my relationship with Abi and bringing up the past between me and Abi really made me pensive all day. It's been a week since the events at IKEA. But, the event seemed not to want to escape in my mind. I consulted with my three best friends.
"He didn't say it was more specific about why he didn't become Arum?" Keyna was still curious and asked about Aksa who did not return with Arum. It's not just Keyna who's curious. Me too. But, what can I do if Aksa seems not to want to discuss it in detail?
Things didn't get better, he said.
Is Aksa not the kind of person who can make peace with the past? If he can't. He should have stayed away from Arum from the beginning. Even good, I don't need to be as tight-fisted as yesterday and take silly steps with. Yeah, do that stupid bin garbage deal.
"According to all of you, with Arum being that perfect. Why won't Aksa?"
"Emang Arum perfect?"
"Almost, my beautiful monkey. Beautiful definition of a complete package is. **** I feel inferior again."
Vio laughs. "It's also true that you're less, Gem. Arum who you say almost perfect aja Aksa can not love. What do you mean, Gem, nastar crumbs."
"Maybe Arum is a pretty antagonist in the movies. Beautiful outside, rotten on the floor."
"What the hell? How do we talk about Arum gini?" Mumbles. "Judehahlah. The important thing is that I know that Aksa is not the same as Arum. I have a chance."
"What opportunity? You're still dating Abi."
I was silent for quite a while. This was the second thing that had also weighed on my mind these past few days.
"Therefore, I'm planning to break up from Abi." My reply suddenly made the three dumbfounded.
Kanasya to stop the show eating the potatoes that were held. "How'd it go?"
"What are you not comfortable with? Abi is so cool. Boyfriend-able is his slang."
"Well, that's what Abi's dating." Sahutku.
Kuhela breathed slowly. It's been yesterday that I've been thinking about deciding on Abi. Besides, I already know about Aksa and Arum even though I don't know the full extent of Aksa's feelings for me.
"I'm dating Abi now doesn't matter. Arum is gone. Bye bye."
"Dian deh Abi diabahatin."
"God! Symbiosis mutualism, crazy! It's good to accuse me of benefiting!" Unable to Keyna's cry who chuckled at my nagging.
"How about Abi who is still curious about how she feels to you long ago?" Ask Kanasya.
"Oh yeah, you said he wanted proof."
I rolled both balls of my eyes indifferently. "Yes, I don't care. It's his own business."
"Keep, when are you planning to break up with Abi?"
I'm still looking for the right time to killusin Abi. It feels weird that I decided it through a short message. Like a coward. And I don't want to be called a coward.
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A phone call woke me up from my morning sleep. Who called this early in the morning? Why did I forget to turn off my phone? Scroll the clock on the wall, I vaguely saw the clock already showing at 9 am.
"Just woke up?" Sapa Abi over there.
I just mumbled indistinctly. Still very sleepy.
"Build cake. Kebo really clock like this belom wake up."
"Lo is rich, I know. Onion." Narrator. "Well, did you call early in the morning?"
"Temenin I want to paint the walls."
"Ngapain anyway? You want to change the paint color?"
"No. Make my table. I want to paint."
"Did you?" it's weird to paint a table. "No ah. I'm sleepy. You're the same Aksa there."
"He's in college." Why is Saturday morning like this Aksa had time to go to college?
"It's that, by yourself." My cetus.
"No. I have a girlfriend. Why me?"
I snorted in annoyance. I almost miss it if I intend to decide. "Whatever. You want to be the same security complex or the same Mr. Mukin as well I do not care. I want to go to sleep. Hye!"
I turned off my phone and put it on the nightstand and went back to sleep. I just opened my eyes again when azan zuhur reverberated. After gathering my life and long yawn. I got off the bed and went to the bathroom. Intend to shower at once brush your teeth.
After the shower I checked my phone which I had just turned off. No message came from Abi. Lah good. But, curious as well, she so go is not it? If so, who is the same? After thinking long and taking a long walk in the room. I nodded my head slowly. It seems like the right time to tell Abi to express my intention to break up.
I took Abi's apartment key card. A few days ago, Abi gave this to me whose reason really made me frown when I asked her. He also gave her the password to enter her apartment.
"Lo my girlfriend. So, free to go in and out. I love you too." That's Abi's explanation. Strangely enough anyway. Why would he bother giving it to me? Our relationship will not last long.
Without telling Abi that I was going to her new apartment, I went down the stairs and darted into the car. Carrying a four-wheeled vehicle that split the streets of the city is quite crowded this afternoon. Huh.. When will the streets be empty?
Although often upset due to traffic jams Jakarta. It is undeniable that I am one of the people who are the cause of Jakarta congestion. I am lazy if I have to go anywhere using a train or bus let alone angkot. Because I think it will be very troublesome if you have to move places. Besides, if the destination is to the mall, I'm confused where to put my groceries? Time yes I have to carry that much groceries in the middle of people until arriving at the boarding house? There I was even a pickaxe first because I thought I had a lot of money to see the many things I brought.
Though not at all. What is expected of a child? Mostly rely only on monthly money. Except having a side business. Speaking of Jakarta congestion. That's why I don't want to look too upset about it. Because I'm also the cause of all this. Adding to the long list of Jakarta residents who own cars. Sometimes, I also regret that people who repeatedly release their emotions because of traffic jams.
In the heart will surely be slipping. If you don't want to get stuck there driving in the forest. At most jammed because of the trees that are again rows. I swear, it's not funny. But thinking about this why am I laughing? It is clearly a tree that is again a line. Also called a forest!
I arrived at the apartment lobby at exactly 2 p.m. A guarding guard kindly threw a smile at me that I replied with a nod of the head. I just set foot in Abi's apartment twice. First, time helped Abi decorate her apartment. Second, yes, at this time.
I put the key card in front of the door and then pressed the password that Abi mentioned at that time.until it sounded 'beep' loud enough, I just opened it. For a moment, a quiet atmosphere ambushed me. My eyes are staring around. There's no Abi like him. Or is he in the bathroom? I walked slowly down every corner of Abi's apartment.
"Ab—" my call was interrupted when I called Abi.
Seeing the scene in front of me now surprised me. I saw Abi was with a girl I knew nothing about. Worse, they were both kissing. Right in front of his eyes! As if deja vu with this situation, I hissed a word that was my image and became my mainstay word for Abi.
"Fuck," my murmur sounded loud enough to bring the activity of the two to a halt.
Abi was surprised to see my presence that he did not expect. But, just for a moment. His face changed quickly. He did not feel guilty at all for what he had done.
"Basic playboy cap rhino! Once a jerk, it's a jerk." Abi whispers something to the girl in front of him. I don't know what he said that the girl was clearly stepping up from the apartment.
Abi approached me who was still angry at the incident. "Why didn't you say you were coming here?" Ask casually. I found no guilty tone at all.
"Suck!" I hit Abi's chest once to vent my anger. "Although it's just a garbage deal. It's obvious, right, if I write the thing that should not be done is kissing each other?! Lo what amnesia ****?!"
I smiled sinisterly and folded my hands together in front of my chest. "Luckily, I came here to mean to killusin lo."
"Yes, break! Less clear?!" My story. Take a deep breath to relieve emotions. "Aksa does not reciprocate with Arum. So, I guess we're breaking up." I repeat my words to sound more relaxed.
"By the way, you also broke the agreement. So, there's no more reason for us to date?"
Abi raised both his hands up. "Wait, wait, you mean lo—lo thought I kissed Dina?"
"Down with Dina."
"Gue doesn't kiss Dina, if that makes you angry."
I stared at Abi fiercely. "Still wander? I saw both of those kisses! Fuck lo!"
Abi laughed out loud in response to my increasingly heated accusations. "Gue Just niup Dina's eyes are again flickering. That's it."
"That's so stale. Feel the soap operas live lo. If accused of kissing must have ngelaknya it. Doesn't have me. Anyway, you whispered what else to him until he came out?"
Abi smiles. "Lo really want to know?" I didn't answer. "Gue said, there's a chicken rampaging here. So, before he was pegged to the chick. I told him to come out."
What's?!?
It was only fitting that when Dina came out she looked at me with a silly look.
I held back my emotions and acted unconcerned. "Bodo. I don't believe it."
"How can I swear on the Koran, what do you want?"
I'm speechless. Sentences stomping my mind. Realizing the serious tone of his sentence gave me goosebumps. Problems like this, do not necessarily involve the scriptures. "What the heck, never bring the Quran about gini. Not good."
"Yes, you don't believe my words. Make sure you, that's the only way."
"No need." Short words. "Judek. I believe it."
"Good to believe."
"But I want to break up." My Kilah.
"Do you know how Aksa feels?"
"No. But, the important thing is that he is not the same Arum. After all, this agreement is not useful for a long time in my opinion. Like, dating or not the same lo, the same for Aksa."
"That's it?"
"Yes, that's it."
"Keep, what about how I feel about you?"
"How do you feel about me?"
Abi flicked his shoulders up. "No idea?"
I clucked slowly. "Judehahlah. Not important. You can find another girl. Same as Dina for example."
"Dina is just a friend."
"Who is that?"
"Gue wants you to." Abi nyengir's.
"Gue don't want to!"
"Well.. The hell time during our courtship there is not the slightest feeling of like to me? No wonder what seeds of love you to me rich first?"
"Love to me to you've been wiped out when you're kissing each other's girls."
"Geez, start again. Girl.. Girls.." Abi snuck and looked at me while shaking his head. I just put on a little smile. Giving a pretended look to me.
"Means we fix break up huh. Kalo Aksa. Tell me we broke up. Look out I'm still my guy."
"Yes.. Love me, times!"
"Review lo!" Abi stuck out his tongue and chuckled softly.
"What do you want after this? You have all the guts to tell Aksa about your feelings?"
"Smocking is usually. Look out later if I suddenly become the same Aksa. Don't be surprised."
Abi grinning. "No. I won't be surprised."
I raised both my eyebrows. "What time?"
"hey are. Why shocked?"
"Who knows. You can still expect me and not be willing if I become the same Aksa." Abi just laughed at my response.
"Well, same with Aksa. My niece is."
"Hm." I just muttered.
"May you be happy with Aksa. Yeah, if so." Abi's half-mocking tone made me glance at him sharply. "It should be polite to me if you are the same Aksa. Walopun lo always says I'm a jerk, a rhino cap playboy, whatever it is, I'll be om-in-law lo."
This time it was me who laughed out loud to hear it. Remember the playboy cap rhino I often nicknamed for him.
"Yes, Om. Moga cepet penance yes from keplayboyan lo." timpalku. "Udah ah's. So long I've been here. I forgot to buy corned beef at the minimarket. I'm here to killusin lo doang." Regardless of Abi's reply, I've already sailed towards the door.
"Oh yeah, I don't need this. I put it on this table." I put down the key card that Abi gave me back then.
"Lo holds no papa either. You're my nephew's candidate."
"I have it too." My solute. "Gue go home first. Hye!"
"Yeah.. Yes obey!" I opened the door and walked out of the apartment. What I did not see, Abi was still behind to look at my back that was walking away from the door of his apartment as if his eyes would protest if he lost my figure. The apartment happened to be in front of the hallway.
An enigmatic smile appeared on his face.
"Take care, chicks."