
*Ja*ngan* come to me if you intend to go back, when you managed to touch my heart, it is certain that I will languish and find it difficult to forget you - Anna Azalea Rumi
It's so sad that the girl who doesn't know what this is, first gets to know love, and unluckily loves someone so experienced as Rainer.
Thinking he can survive the changes Rainer made, in fact he felt lonely among the surrounding community.
It's been a week since Rainer said he stopped the job Rainer had assigned to him, and it's been a week since Anna met Rainer.
At this time it feels like Anna wants to swear herself, before she herself who wants all this, does not want to be bothered by Rainer, but in fact Rainer always managed to make Anna remember him.
Anna manages to get into Rainer's trap, and she is currently dumped by Rainer. Prejudice is terrible.
Right now, Anna is pensive in her class, looking unfocused on the course she's taking tonight.
"An, why the hell? it's very lethargic" Irma asked as she whispered to Anna.
There was no answer or response from Anna, until the course was over and the lecturer gave the closing for the class tonight, until Anna flinched, his consciousness was forced to be drawn by the loud noise raised by the boisterous student who answered the greetings from the lecturer.
Irma touched Anna's hand and pulled her back to face him.
"Anna, why are you?, same story me, now you are rich in zombies, no spirit at all" said Irma worried.
"No matter what I'm just not feeling well anymore" Anna replied trying to develop her smile hoping Irma wasn't worried about her.
"You're sure, I'm anterin goin' home, yu," Irma asked.
"No need, I can do it myself, anyways I will have my bike again," he said feeling sorry for himself.
Well, Anna's bike was already returned by Rainer at the last moment she met Rainer.and what returned it was not Rainer himself, he told his driver to return it to Anna, so sad and painful for Anna.
Anna steps her legs leaving Irma who is worried about her. With a step gontai Anna took her bicycle and then pedaled it slowly.
I don't know what Anna thinks, but for sure Anna is not excited right now.
Anna slowly pedaled her bicycle, feeling the quiet gusts of the night, and her phone rang.
[Anna : "Assalamualaikum ma'am." It turns out Anna's mother called.]
[Mom:"Wa'alaikum greetings, Anna have you gone home from college?" ask Anna's mother.]
[Anna: "Mother, Anna is still on the road, and Anna calls me again."]
[Mother: "Yes, the heart is on the road."] Then the phone disconnected.
Anna then rushes to her boarding house, she tries to wake herself up, so as not to fall continuously, trying to convince herself that everything will be fine.
***
"Tuuuut tuuut tuut tuut."
Anna contacted her mother without any suspicion, indeed she should not be suspicious, because usually her mother often called asking about the situation of Anna, her mother Anna was so worried about her daughter, she said, because he lived alone in the city, far from his parents' current reach.
[Mother: "Assalamualaikum An," greet the mother to her daughter]
[Anna : "Alhamdulillah good Ma'am, Anna is healthy thanks to the mother's prayer... Anna misses mother."] Suddenly the claustrophobic attacks again, lonely life itself is really felt today, when usually he never felt it, but now why Anna so lonely.
[Mother.: "You have Anna's problem? let's tell the same story mom," urged the mother to interrogate Anna, Anna's mother realized there was a change from Anna's usually cheerful way of talking, now as if she was desperate."]
[Anna: "Engga Ma, Anna is good, Anna is just a mother," Anna refused to make her mother worried.]
[Mom: "An, can you take a break from college, a week," asked the mother hesitantly.]
[Mother: "No, I'm just kangen with you An, you've been going home for a long time," replied the mother.]
[Anna : "Yes, Anna take care of it tomorrow, yes" replied Anna.]
After revealing what Anna was going to do to her mother, Anna disconnects the phone with her mother.
Anna thought, could this be one way for Anna to give herself time to calm down in her hometown. Trying to forget the pain he felt during this one week because of the changes that happened to Rainer.
***
Next day
Now he is in the HRD room, exactly opposite Damar, asking permission for a leave of absence for one week.
"Sorry sir, I want a leave of absence for a week, I want to go home first" said Anna.
Rainer then looked at the calendar on his desk, ascertaining whether there was a special date at the time Anna requested for leave.
"Is there a problem with Anna? it seems like you are suddenly asking for a leave of absence," asked Damar.
"No, my mother told me to go home, but there's definitely something I don't know, and I haven't been home for a long time either" Anna said.
"Alright, no problem, later you can return to work according to the date you want yes, do I want to take An?" ask Damar a little attention. Even though Damar knows Anna is almost Rainer's property but if our soul mate does not know, just hope it does not matter.
Then Anna shook her head, "No need, I'm going home on the train, let's travel faster" Anna said.
"Well, if there's anything you need tell me yes, I'll help as much as possible, and another greeting to your family yes," Damar concluded.
Anna just nodded her head, then resigned from the HRD room. He came out with a relieved heart, lucky that Damar did not complicate his licensing.
Anna steps down to where she should be to continue her work today, which is her last day to work before she takes leave tomorrow.
Unexpectedly, when he entered the elevator to go down to the 3rd floor, it turned out that in the elevator there were 2 people who had almost a week disappeared from his view. Rainer and Rainer's personal assistant, Arman.
A few seconds Anna was stunned to see the existence of Rainer who stood right in front of her. Right now, Rainer seems fine, unlike him. Rainer's face seemed radiant series, although he did not smile at all, did Rainer not miss Anna in the least? inversely proportional to Anna's current condition that looks uninspired and moody.
"Hi Anna, haven't seen you in a long time" said Arman.
Anna's freezing instantly melted when she heard the greeting from Arman.
"Huh? .. oh yes pa, a-no news?" Anna greeted him nervously still with surprise.
"Well Anna, thank you," replied Arman with a smile.
While Rainer just quietly did not react anything, even he did not want to interact with Anna, even making eye contact alone may not want, actually what happened? Anna is so confused that she does not know what to do to eliminate her confusion at this time.
Rainer just looked forward, even when Anna passed him to stand behind him, Rainer did not react in the slightest.
The pain in Anna's heart returned again, the problem was that Anna did not know what to do so that the pain could be treated.
"Please Anna, God ."
***
Patience Anna, enjoy the pain. You must know, crying and complaining to the almighty is the wisest thing to do while being overwhelmed with grief.
Happy reading 😊