The Boss Conqueror Fuck
Chapter 50. Undecided
...Say one word of love that I look forward to...
...Because I can't read your eyes...
...Hear your whisper...
...Sing love humming your heart...
...Because I can't interpret this shakes...
...Because I doubt you...
...Why does it weigh love...
...And yet he exists...
...In the rain...
...In the light of the moon...
...Also in sedu sedan...
...Why is it so hard to confess love...
...But it feels...
...In longing for revenge...
...Silent night...
...Love feels there...
...(.(.Acha Septriasa feat Irwansyah - There is love)...
The chant of the old song is so heartbreaking that it is in accordance with what Rainer felt to Anna.
Sitting listening to the melodious voice of the singer, Rainer thought, why the lyrics are so fitting with his mood, so fitting with what he felt now.
Sometimes Rainer wants to ask Anna, wants to hear the honesty of the girl's mouth that haunts Rainer's mind at all times, "Have you loved me now Anna?, is it so hard to repay my love?, is it so hard to love me?".
Indeed, Rainer is in a state of severe anxiety, very difficult to determine the attitude, feeling confused about what he should do at this time.
After a long chat with my dear Ros yesterday, finally this sunny Sunday night, Rainer was here, in front of Anna's boarding house, leaning casually on the hood of her car had no intention of informing Anna that she was in front of her boarding house nor did she intend to leave. Rainer looked only at Anna's tightly shut boarding door and the slightly open window of her room, indicating that the hostess was inside, not knowing what she was doing.
For some reason, just imagining if Anna would come out of the door that was closed tightly, Rainer was so happy, but not necessarily Anna would come out, especially now that time has shown at 9 pm. It could be that Anna is currently being lulled by her dreams instead.
Rainer waited long enough, and in the end he gave up as well. He then took his phone, and opened what's app and searched for Anna's contact whom he named My Qween. Oh my goodness your wash.
Not waiting long, Rainer forms Anna's contact to enter the message room, seen Anna is online sign Anna is still awake. Without hesitation Rainer then sent a chat to Anna.
Rainer : Anna.
The chat Rainer sent was not directly read by Anna. Rainer waited for about 1 minute until Anna read the chat she sent.
Anna: Yes, good night.
Rainer: You haven't slept yet ?
Anna: No, how can I help you?
Rainer: Get out now !
Rainer was really upset with the attitude of Anna who continued to put distance with him, but Rainer tried to follow his mother's advice not to impose his own will.
Shortly after Rainer's last message opened, Anna's window opened a little wide, Anna peeking out from behind her window. How surprised Anna saw Rainer was right across the road not far from the cost.
Seeing Anna peeking, Rainer put her legs together, then hugged her own body, looking cold. The weather tonight is a little cold, Rainer only wears a sweeter-colored nafi paired with jeans along the calf that makes Ranieri look younger.
After seeing Rainer's presence out there, Anna rushes to wear her hoode and goes out to meet Rainer.
"I want to have dinner with you" Rainer pinta looked at Anna fixedly.
I don't know, today it seems like Rainer is lazy to get angry or upset though, so Rainer just showed a little smile.
Hearing the request of her boss who was a little different way of delivery, unlike usual who always forced, Anna also so no feeling of wanting to refuse his invitation.
"Okay pa, I'm with you, if you can just do it here" replied Anna.
"OK."
***
After traveling about 10 minutes by car they finally arrived at a different dining place than usual Rainer came.
Not at the top or in an expensive cafe, they decided to just eat while hanging out at street vendors, where the seats reserved for buyers are on the sidewalk. Here his brother serves sweet and warm food.
Anna and Rainer ordered a round and toast, while sitting there staring at the bustle of the city streets ahead that saw so many young people enjoying their Sunday night.
The noise of the road does not disturb the slightest young people who are cool chatting with friends, relatives and maybe even their partners. In fact, this is a characteristic of enjoying a different night, while sitting down to enjoy the light of the street lamp, mingling with many unknown people, he said, while enjoying the warm round of ginger that infiltrates this cold body.
Right now there was a doubt in his heart, doubting his confidence that he would be able to make Anna his. Without him knowing Anna had accepted him, it's just that Anna didn't say.
"Anna" called Rainer to Anna, who was looking at the street.
Anna turned to the boss who had filled her heart, with a slightly different smile.
Hearing Anna not doing their deal by calling him with a dear call, Rainer just smiled wryly. He thinks Anna doesn't want to be with him.
"Is it so hard to accept my feelings Anna?" rainer asked so sounding insecure.
Anna frowned, thinking what was up with this boss.
"Yes?"
"You're so burdened with my feelings Anna?" rainer said as she looked at Anna's eyes.
"Are you still upset about yesterday?" ask Anna.
Rainer just shook his head, he was no longer angry, at this time Rainer just wanted to find the truth to Anna about his feelings, determine whether Rainer would struggle, or just give up.
"I won't force you to like me anymore or accept me as your future husband Anna, if you don't."
Hearing Rainer's words, somehow Anna's heart felt a little pain. The man in front of him wanted to give up, whereas Rainer had not met his master, but he had given up.
A few seconds later, Anna's insecurities arise when remembering yesterday's incident when she met Ros's mother, Anna lowered her head, her desire really can't be seen at this time, he said, on one hand he wanted to accept Rainer, but on the other he remembered their differences so far away. Anna was afraid that their differences in social status would affect their relationship in the future.
"We are so different Pa... You deserve a much better woman than me, I'm just a country girl who has nothing. My family won't be able to match your family, you'll just be embarrassed."
"That's not the answer I want Anna to have" Rainer said, dislikefully as Anna brought up their social differences.
"For me, the happiness of my parents is paramount pa, I don't want to hurt them, I'm afraid in the future I'll make it harder for them."
"The point is that you don't want to be with me Anna" said Rainer, who was met by Anna's dewy gaze.
Anna did not answer, she was too cowardly to face a future that is uncertain what will be like. Anna only remembers how Ros' mother was yesterday, like she didn't like him. Anna thinks the mother of her boss doesn't like her son being with a girl from a poor family like herself.
***
Prejudice will only hurt, only guess what is not necessarily true, just think about what we think, without us knowing it turns out that what we think is reversed with what we imagine.
The love was already entrenched in Anna's heart, even so big, but the fortress entitled social status that became Anna's fear.
Without Anna knowing, if Anna says yes, Rainer will pawn everything to fight for her love, maybe even leave everything to live with Anna.
Happy reading 😊
