
not strong but must be strong, sometimes this heart must learn to accept the bitter reality
angel continued to move his legs, his tears still continued to flow wet his cheeks, occasionally he was as much as his eyes blurred staring at the streets but somehow arrived² his eyes caught the crowd, he walked closer to the crowd, brushed aside the crowd and began to walk forward to see the situation ahead
" degggg "his heart stopped instantly
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he drooped limp, the cup he held since then fell spontaneously.the cup he had planned was given to the two figures he loved the most, namely his father and mother, but all vanished.
he fell to see a woman dressed in maroon red, red blood all over his body, his face was also flooded with red blood and stuck here
" iiibuuu? ? ? he said faltered, as Temgorakanya in the rock, rock,
" mother "just the word that came out of her mouth a thousand stones as if punching and slamming her shoulders, a nod drooping limp sitting right in front of her mother
it looks like the woman is holding a doll very tightly as if she does not want to take it off
the doll was panda-shaped but sky-blue in color and on his neck was attached to a matching colored syall.there was a smiling emoticon in the syall
" mahuuuu "he shouted very hysterically, people² around arrived ² speechless to see the figure of the teenage girl crying hysterically, for the current fencing as if everything was dead, he said, it was as if time had stopped spinning and only he was still breathing and alive
" mumuu, mamiuuu wake up mother, mother don't leave me mother "the angel wiggles her body violently trying to wake the woman, no matter how many people try to calm her down, he screamed as if he were beating the highway with his hands bleeding
" mumuu woke up, why mother left angel, why mother did not keep the promise "
" mother uuuuu, the angel was still screaming hysterically in disbelief if this woman was her mother, not believing that at this time the woman was no longer breathing, not believing that time was so cruel, taking the woman who had been joking with him this morning was obvious at this time that the woman's face was very pale and her whole body felt frozen as ice cubes
" get up mom, banguun do not leave angel "foil crying as soon as his breath panting² he hit his chest violently, it hurts mom
the ambulance came from the west, all the vehicles pulled over as well as the² people who saw the incident , only the angel who did not move from his seat, he still cried hysterically hugging his mother, close the paplab to the chest of the tania and hold it very tightly.even now the white uniform ash²nya already attached blood stains
officers began work to save the victims of the consecutive accident, there are about 10 bodies that have been taken into the ambulance and rushed to the hospital as well as his mother angel tania
angel stood following the doctors who lifted his mother, he then saw the surrounding scenery, the victims of the collision were gushing blood, at the scene clearly visible blood scattered where², some families have arrived on the spot, some families have arrived, all of them were crying so hard, there were some parents and family relatives who fainted and were immediately taken to the hospital to be examined, maybe they were shocked and could not accept this bitter reality
" how sad today is, the day that should be my happy day turned out to be the saddest day that I will never forget in my entire life " the stone while hugging the panda that he had taken from his mother's clutches, angel walked up to the ambulance where his mother was.
when he was about to go inside there was a piece of paper that fell from his doll, he took it and opened it slowly, seen the writing of his mother's distinctive staircase upright connected
" dear dear child dear mother, happy birthday to my Girl today "that word is the opening of the letter and at the end it is slipped the smile emoticon
happy birthday angel, little angel father and mother, today is the happiest day of mother, because.. . . today you can see your child growing up and growing old, today is also the day you were born from your mother's womb, the day that the mother of distress and despair almost gave birth to you, but mom is strong because mom and dad are so eager to see our baby greet and see how beautiful the world we stand in is, happy birthday to you dear may you like the gift of mother panda
tania
" i don't want a surprise, I don't want this doll, I just want mom "an angel to sweep her chest slowly trying to die down a heart that beats so fast as if it wants to explode from inside her body, he even had trouble breathing fast hornbill his heart beat making his body feel limp blurred vision, until suddenly² there was a man ² came and hugged himself very tightly.his hand was very firm, so strong, he bowed his head to Angel's shoulder, his breathing was stung so fast, his heart was no less fast, too,
and then her tears came down until her tears broke on their own
" excuse me "
" father? ? angel looked at the man² his eyes reddened his face also pale, limp and helpless
" i'm sorry son's father" said it from the mouth of the man² he again bowed his head, bowed his head face down, his tears soaked his cheeks until he fell into the street, shows how fragile the men² is at the moment, even if asked who was the most injured over this incident he was the person
" dad can't be a hero in your life, daddy can't protect your mother, daddy is a loser ayhhhhh. . "say²nya stopped tears still wetting himself staring at angel with sadness, he said, the girl did not speak just to see you the man² in front of her
" sorry "he added
" it's not dad's fault, it's not the father's fault "the angel hugged him they cried together trying to give*a little warmth that still remains a little
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anggel and his father then entered the ambulance car to the hospital, in the car there was no sound just sobs heard from the figure of the man²
" i'm sorry tania, I'm sorry, I can't take care of you tania, I'm sorry "wearing his wife's hand very strongly occasionally kissed her gently, shedding all her affection
" let's dad, we have to let go of my mother" angel stroked² his father's shoulder gently tried to encourage his father, he did not even know how to encourage the lives of others while he was also in need of life encouragement
angel stared at the white window of the ambulance car, his head tilted to the window, staring at the street, his tears occasionally falling and he wiped it with his hands
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after the departure of her mother, Angel stayed at home with her father, her father replaced all the homework that usually tania do, both take care of her school angel , cook breakfast even though angel always helped him not to be too troublesome, but now it is very felt, the house is very quiet and heart-wrenching, silent but it must be understood that is what they currently feel at this time, because the warm mother figure no longer exists, the figure of an understanding wife has gone and is different in nature.
at that time her father angel also suffered from depression, fortunately for him who always gave attention and love as well as the spirit of life for his father, until finally he can come out of the shadow2 of the past and continue his life well like normal people in general
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" that day I will never forget mother, the day you left me and father, even father can never forget you mother, she loves you so much " angel said she left the cemetery after she finished sowing flowers on her mother's grave
life is hard and difficult mom but I have to live "that's one word tucked into the heart of angel ending today
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