The Beginning of Torture Becomes Love

birthday

angel was still silent, his hands continued to squeeze the blanket there was a red spot that he saw, at this time his body was very weak, his face was pale and his strength looked a little

" what else to do??

" where else do I have to go, I have no place to live ??" his murmuring softly occasionally wiped away his falling tears touching his white cheeks

" ringg "

there was a sound from under the mattress not far from his seat now, he approached the source of the sound and took the white phone that belonged to him, mobile phone that has been almost for the last 2 years he used to communicate and has not been changed because it is still very kayak to wear

" hello" he said after swiping the red sign to the right of his phone

" hello to angel's brother?? ask him politely typical educated people

" yes with me, who is this?? he asked quietly with a weak voice

" this is Charlie I doctornya pak hendra, who handles the treatment of mr. Hendra himself "heard the name of his father called angel immediately afraid, his whole face pias, his heart throbbed quickly, his heart throbbed quickly, afraid something bad happened to her father

" oh doctor Charlie what's going on doc, what's going on with dad, is he okay²?? tanyanya gusar

" this is Miss Angel, the situation of Mr. Hendra is getting more and more critical, more and more, so in order to slow her deteriorating condition as well to wake up from her coma we from the hospital want to ask Ms Angel's permission as a family for us to perform surgery on the patient " Charlie spoke at length

" father's condition is getting worse huh??, then do your best doc, so that my father can be healed, I beg doc " angel bit his lips trying to eliminate the fear that is currently gnawing on his soul, the fear of something bad happened to the condition of his father who is still unconscious from his coma

" but for the implementation of patient surgery, we ask from the family to immediately pay the administration so that we can perform the operation well without any obstacles "

" well doc, I'll pay for my father's administration immediately, please do your best to heal my father doc "

" well miss, we will do our best for the patient "

" Thank you doc "only that word closed their conversation, after that angel fell silent he found limp, all his strength drained, drained, not finished the problems he faced and now the circumstances of his father also had to bear

" why??

" why is life unfair to me, why is my life always playing tricks on me??

" why is my life so miserable, is it my fault God??

" why do you curse me with so much pain and trouble that always comes to bertubi² and stuck in mine?? , I don't even know how to stand up tired of my shoulders holding this burden God "that's all he can say for now

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angel washed his face in the bathroom, he looked at himself in front of the mirror, occasionally he pointed his eyes with his fingers that were still as big as crying earlier, his face looked very chaotic, he said, visible from his nose is still red and pale cheeks plus a weak body, wearing a bathrobe and out of the room room walk to where the clothes employees

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" huh "he breathed in² a breath of fresh air trying to remove the load for a moment, then exhaled slowly, at this time the goal is the hospital where his father was treated, he walked and continued walking, he said, he passed through a simple sky blue house, the house had a small front garden, there was a cake and they all wore birthday hats compactly while singing very happily

" haha they look happy, don't they??

" the family smile was happy and sincere "the angel kept seeing the family from the street where he stopped, despite not hearing what they said but it felt like I was happy to see their smile

" it feels like I'm recalling the memories of my birthday, I was exactly the same as that child, accompanied by my father and mother, we were smiling happily and singing along as well, she said, don't forget also we must wear the same birthday shirt and hat "angel back to remember his past once in a while he put a sweet smile on his cheek

" how happy was my past?? unlike the one now filled with dark black no color in the slightest "his smile was bitter

" is it not October 14th?? ask in his heart, to better ensure that he is not wrong he saw the screen of his phone

" *right October 14th, today "he said stopped

" there is also my birthday, the day I was born into the world, the day I was greeted by this world, the day I was* ...." angel stopped for a moment the memories of the mass then crossed his mind again, the same day he also experienced the loss of his mother on that special day, somehow his tears came back down, re-wetting his cheeks, back wet his cheeks, at this time he is not mod to see the happy family again, then he goes back to walking

arriving at the hospital, Angel climbed the stairs, looking for room number 203 where his father lay, when he immediately opened the door and began to rush into the room, seen a man² who was still drooping drowning

" father "

" dad, how are you??

" well dad² right??

" i miss your father?? angel gripped his father's hand firmly not wanting a second to take it off, he stuck his father's hand to his cheek once in a while he kissed his shoulder

" strong father yes, father should recover and wake up from coma yes "

" dad promised angel that we'd celebrate our birthday together, didn't you??

" now angel's your birthday, now angel's birthday but why haven't you woke up too ha?? angel kept his father's hand on hold every once in a while his tears fell right in his father's hands, occasionally wiping out his tears

" daddy wouldn't lie to Angel??

" angel misses father and mother, you know what ?? on her birthday this time, Angel stopped talking and looked out of the room looking up at the bright blue sky today and..

" angel just ask angel can be with the father and mother, like the family of children on the street that angel saw the father, they look very happy like our family that used to be ''

" gethel misses father's time so much "

motivations

life*to be grateful, whatever happens today believe that God is arranging good things that will come to greet you tomorrow, if your current problems are so heavy for you to bear, believe that you are stronger than the others

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